Yoochun POV:

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“Just forget about it, Okay?!” She opened the door and ran out.

“ forge-? Wait!! ____!!!” I rushed to the door, trying to stop her but she ran away.

-Wait!! What did she mean?? If she doesn’t love him, who does she love then? Could it be… No, no it can’t be.. right??-. I’m confused, I’m really confused. I can’t understand what I’m feeling right now.

“ Yoochun-ah!?? What’s wrong?? What did just happen? Why was she crying??” Jaejoong Hyung came in, in a hurry.

“ Hyung!!! I.. I..”   I don’t even know what just happened, I really went too far this time. She was crying, I made her cry.

“ What did you do, Yoochun?? What did you tell her?” He glared angrily at me.

“ I- I got mad because… She was with that guy again… She  brought him here, Hyung!! I couldn't watch them all close and smiling like that!!”  *Sigh*

“ So what?? It’s okay, he’s her boyfriend anyway.. !”

“ No! I don’t like him!!”  I clenched my fist in anger.

“ So will you be okay if that was me instead?” He asked coldly.

“ What? Hyung!!”   –What’s wrong with him too?-.

“ What? It’s not like you’re jealous, you just hate him, Right? So what if I was the one with her.. Would you hate me too?” 

“ But Hyung you wouldn’t do that.. Right??” -Are you kidding me??-.

“ And why not? At least I can understand her, unlike you!”  He had a serious expression that he didn't change even for a second.

“ What do you mean?!”  -Why should he understand her more than me?-  

“ What I’m trying to say is that you’re too stupid!!”

“ Wha-??”

“ You can’t even figure out your feelings, and you just keep hurting her like that.. Can’t you tell the difference between friendship and love?? You don’t even  know who she care for and love the most, do you?!!” He was really mad at me.

“ Huh?? D- Do you mean… me..??”    -WHAAAAT?? MEEEE???-.

“ OH MY GOD, YOOCHUN-AH!!! Are you just dumb or are you pretending?? No, seriously I really want to smash your face right now, u- know!!!” He shouted.  

 -Oh my god!! Then am I this stupid??-.

“ Are you saying that I’m the one she loves?? A- Are you sure??”  -Seriously?? Really??-.

“ Yoo- *Sigh* I’m done here.. just take your things we have to leave.. we’re already late!” he left like that. I hurried to take all my belongings and we all left. I was really shocked, I couldn’t believe that I was this stupid to not realize it sooner. When I reached home I took a shower. Now that I realized my feelings and I know how she feels too, I’m going to tell her. I don’t care if it’s already past midnight I will just go to see her and apologize. I was a jerk, I have to say sorry. I put on my cap and my i took my car keys and then I switched on my phone. –A Voice message??-. I opened it to listen.

*Beeep*

“Hey Micky.. it’s me.. Look I.. I just.. I can’t do this anymore.. *sigh*.. I’m sorry I’m doing this way.. You know.. *sigh*.. look I gotta  go bye!”

*Beeep*

Maybe I’m already too late. I really hurt her this time. All I could feel now is pain. I’m losing the most important thing in my life… I’m losing her.. My heart is aching. 

End of Yoochun POV.