We all fall short of something because we were made that way. We’re not perfect. We hurt each other because of that. And sometimes, because we fall short of something, we end up hurting ourselves. It was me, I’ve drifted away from them and despite of knowing that, I didn’t do anything to stop it. I am aware of it happening but I didn’t do anything to stop it. I was suppose to say ‘Well that’s how things ended up. It happened and that’s life. And this is me. We just have to accept it.’ But no. That was my pride talking and this time, I don’t need my pride to take over again. I’m guilty, I’m too guilty to say sorry because sorry isn’t enough to fix how things were now. I’m not gonna play that everything’s still okay because obviously it’s not. They were friends to me and they still are. The point is, I don’t think they still consider me as one anymore. Sad truth. This is the payment for the kind of ty friend I’ve been for the past few years. It hurts. It ing hurts.

Still, I’m sorry El Pri...

Love,
Roge