Chapter 31

I lied... I love you
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Once Yunho and Jaejoong left the room Karam noticed that Changmin was still just staring off into space. Changmin didn't know what to do. He could't get his mind to work right now. So he just sat there, staring at the kitchen wall, not knowing what to say.

Few minutes passed, and Karam couldn't just sit there any longer seeing his brother sad. He reached for his hand but Changmin pulled back, obviously avoiding it pretending to scratch his head. They stared with each other for a brief second before Changmin looked away. Karam noticed the sadness in his brother's eyes. Before Karam could worry about being rejected, he leaned into his brother and pulled him into a hug. That was exactly what Karam had thought Changmin would have wanted. That's what made Changmin feel safe, with their bodies so close and Karam's arms wrapped around his back, playing with his hair.

"Hyung." Changmin whispered, horrified as if he just realized what had happened.

"Talk to hyung, baby." Karam whispered softly.

Changminy felt the hair on his neck rise and glanced up to lock eyes with his brother. "Appa wanted us to break it off? Hyung, appa and daddy are totally against us. What should we do hyung?"

"Shhh... calm down, baby." Karam tried to comfort his brother.

"I made them mad. I don't want to lose them hyung. They're our parent. I love appa and daddy. "

"Hyung realised that baby. Hyung loves appa and daddy too. And we're not going to lose them. That is not going to happen. Nothing will change that. "

"But I can't lose you. I just can't." Changmin's voice came out softer.

"Baby, listen to hyung. Appa and daddy loves us. This won't change that, nothing ever will. We won't lose appa and daddy, baby and hyung can assure you that you won't ever lose me either. Hyung wouldn't let the love of my life leave me. Hyung wouldn't function without you, baby."

Though Changmin heard the whole thing and it made him feel better, one part of Karam's words made him smile. "The love of your life?"

"Yes baby. You heard me right."

The boys were so wrapped up in each other that they didn't notice Yunho and Jaejoong standing in the doorway. Jaejoong tugged Yunho few steps away from the room and whispered in an impatient tone "You see and hear all that Yunho?"

“I cannot believe this. I refuse to believe this.” Yunho said, mostly to himself. Jaejoong could practically feel his heart breaking.

Jaejoong cupped his face and looked into his eyes, "But it is real, Yunho."  he whispered to him like he has a direct line right into Yunho's brain, everything Yunho needs to hear in that moment. Of course he's scared of Yunho getting hurt, or worse. Jaejoong's hands left his face, "You know how much I wish that it wasn't true but…it is real."

Yunho nodded. "I know Jae. But I just cannot accept them. They are brothers. That's ! And I really hoped Karam would marry a girl and give us kids. Changmin too. Please Jae, tell me what to do?"

Jaejoong blinked, slowly like it takes effort, and his head jerks a little as he looked at Yunho like he'd like to say something, but there's no strength for it. leaned up and kissed Yunho on the lips briefly.

Yunho looked at Jaejoong and walked to sit on a gazebo. Jaejoong followed behind and went to sit next to him. Jaejoong didn't know what he was expecting. He thought that Yunho was going to break down and …. He was very surprised when he did nothing like that.

Both figures were engulfed in silence. The air was thick and the silence was deafening. Yunho gently rubbed Jaejoong’s arms and back, looking like he was lost in thought. His touch was gentle and soothing. Jaejoong loved it.

"Jae?" Yunho said, looking at him.

"Yeah?"

“Be honest, Jae. You think my decision was made a little too hastily, don’t you? It’s written all over your face.”

"No Yunho. It makes the two of us." Jaejoong sighed. He didn’t really think it was his place to tell Yunho what to do in the matter, especially not after the sacrifices he had gone through to have Karam to carry Jung's name.

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Almachunsa #1
Chapter 48: Gracias!! Al final no me gustó, todo fue ilógico, no había razón para este final tan cruel, JJ tan manipulador, su hijo CM pago por lo que YH le hizo en el pasado
Heenim_trash
#2
Chapter 48: Anyway, Am I a trash if I preferred that karam died in that car accident than going back to seungho? Well my username says it ??
Heenim_trash
#3
Chapter 48: Just drop by to say that Yamapi is my favorite character and I am thankful to him for taking care of minnie. I love how both of them share the same pain so I am grateful that changmin has a shoulder to lean on who really understands him.
Kim_DongJun
#4
Chapter 49: i dont hate the author or anyone in this story but what's the point of doing a sequel just to break min's heart....? like.... what? i came here for a minram 's story though???
purpleangel #5
Chapter 28: LOL. anyway, I'm a real Yunjae fan so yeah, I don't really like them ending up with other people. And I also tend not to like people who get in the way of them being together - which is why I only read Yunjae fics where they end up together.
purpleangel #6
Chapter 28: I'm kinda annoyed at Yamapi for acting so highly just because he's "helping". As if Yunho owes him the world for taking Changmin in. Jaejoong really should not have asked for Yamapi's help. It's not like Yunho forced Jaejoong to choose him. Jaejoong chose Yunho because he loved Yunho. Yamapi really should just accept that. Besides what Yunho said is true anyway, Yamapi really did hide Jaejoong and Changmin from him, and he also tried to take them away, so Yunho's distrust of him is founded and appropriate. and yet Yamapi is acting mighty because what? Jaejoong asked him first before he asked Yunho; which I do not like by the way; the right thing to do was really to tell Yunho before anyone else - because its what married people should do. Eh, really hope Yamapi cut ties with them seriously- it's like he's waiting around for Yunho to mess up just so he could take Jaejoong again.
Su_Elfiie #7
Chapter 49: Ugh, I kinda hate the ending, poor Changmin... And I feel Karam was too unclear about his feelings. Sometimes I felt he loved Changmin, but then he suddenly doesn't feel a thing anymore for him.
As for Seungho, well I'm not a great fan of him. During the whole story I didn't really feel that Karam loved him. He did keep saying he did, but I felt he really cared about Seungho more in a brotherly way than romantic. And to be truthful, I didn't really understand Seugho's love for Karam. He hasn't talked once to him and he's already in love ! Honestly, even if I didn't really like him he deserved a lot better that Karam.
To be honest I really felt bad and sorry for Karam in the beginning, I was kind of expecting him to be the sad one at the end, but in the end he broke Changmin and Seungho's hearts a dozen times.
And about his engagement, he was miserable the whole time, or at least not super into it. He's finally free, he's about to go and see Changing then, he suddenly changes his mind !! The ending is very incoherent. I feel as if the author rushed into it to quickly, or they suddenly changed their minds about the ending. Seriously ! I wouldn't even have minded that much about Karen and Seungho if it had been logical, but this, it was totally unexpected and not in a good way, it's irrealistic wich is a shame because I loved the prequel..
I know this is kind of harsh but I'm really sad I disappointed, I was so ready to read about Changmin and Karangasem, happy together... In overall, this is a well-written fic that I'm sure hundred of people love it but it's really not for me. I kinda which I had not wasted my time reading this and instead skipped to the last chapter like I almost did around chapter 20...
bluelegacy
#8
Chapter 48: I love the ending. Seungho deserves this happiness. Karam is the one with less heartache in my opinion because he already had somebody to lean on, either Seungho or Changmin. But, I really feel sorry for Changmin. He is the one hurting the most. Even though, this was just a fic, I could still feel the emotions the characters were going through. I love the way you narrated the story. Great job author <3
bluelegacy
#9
Chapter 45: They could have just tried a relationship if Karam loves both of them. That would've been awesome, right?
bluelegacy
#10
Chapter 39: This is so unfair to Changmin. This made me sad that I am crying oceans T_T