I love you

Tired of Waiting

Sehun reached out his trembled hands to touch the face that was once radiant.

He stopped half way and took back his hands.

He did not want to admit the fact.

 

He dig the stuff out from his bag and threw it on top of that cold body.

 

“Wear it!”

Sehun yelled.

“Wear it now!”

 

All of the people present were taken aback by his action.

 

“Damn you!”

Sehun cursed as he grabbed the cold shoulder and shook it hard.

“Didn’t you promised me not to abandon it and treat it like your precious treasure?

Huh?!”

 

Sehun raised his hand and slapped it hard on the face.

He hoped that the person will fight back.

 

As soon as the palm landed on the face, Sehun collapsed.

“Sir.”

The nurse quickly came forward to assist Sehun, while Baekhyun stood aside, dumbfound.

 

“Dang it. You promised me.”

Sehun spoke softly with his trembled lips.

He held chanyeol by the wrist.

“You’ve promised.”

 

The hand remained motionless.


“Park Chanyeol!”

Sehun bawled.

“How could you!”

 

Baekhyun went forward and caressed Chanyeol by the lobes.

He tried to smile.

At least the holes were still there.

 

The holes that he made chanyeol to have in order for them to wear couple earrings.

 

“Ugh.”

Baekhyun tried to hold back his tears but…

but…. It was way too hard.

 

“Chanyeol…”

Baekhyun whispered into Chanyeol’s ears.

 

 

 

Their emotions were not as bright as the weather seemed to be.

 

 

 

5th December  2015 

 

Chanyeol, it's been a few years. I still miss you so. 

Today is your 3rd death anniversary and...

Again today, I say farewell as i did every day since you're gone.

The remaining pieces of you inside of me

How is the separation?

Was it just enough for you to endure, since you were prepared for it?

Was it less painful?

What about love?

What is love without you

 

I need you

 

Is it worth doing again?

This is all that I can say

I repeat it to myself

I take the remaining pieces of promises, traces of memories

And I try to put them together all day

 

I can’t get over you.

 

You just keep shining on and on through my time.

Each time I think of you, time completely freezes up

It’s no use even though I try to forget

I wish i can turn time back to the past

 

I wish you can come back to me

I wish all these was a lie

 

I know there's no use in trying to hold on to the scattered pieces

I wonder what's the point of living now

Without you by my side

Crying myself to sleep every night

 

To wake up every morning and remember 

the fact that you are no longer there

it makes me too sorrowful.

 

It only breaks my heart.

 

All the things i want to say to you,

they will never be able to reach you

Thank you for holding my hand, thank you for looking into my eyes

Thank you for appearing in my life

I won't forget how my heart raced when you looked at me

And so, my eyes filled with tears

I can never forget you

I will still want to meet you in the next life

My heart will follow you, always

 

I love you, Chanyeol

I always will.

 

And I look forward to the day I will meet you again when my time is up,

when my legs can no longer stand properly, when my hands are all wrinkled 

and when my eyesight fails me and my hair has grown all white.

 

I know when that time comes, you will hold onto my hand and smile at me and

tell me that I'm still the same like how we first met, still beautiful as before.

 

 

 

 

 END

 

 

 

 

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elzankent #1
Chapter 20: WAE? WAE? WAE?!!!!!!!!! T T I CANT ACCEPT THIS. I WISH THE TREE OF LIFE IS REAL!!!!!!!!!!! ITS HURTS ME~ WHY YOU MUST MAKE BAEK SUFFER. WHY YOU MUST SEPARATING THEM. AHHHHHHHHH~~ T....T
Bunnybabe
#2
Chapter 20: Why do u guys has to do this to me. It hurts my heart you kno. Imma go read something funny to get me mind off this.
Charliebnim
#3
Chapter 20: TT_TT crying buckets!! <3
princess1996 #4
Chapter 20: Omg....I just love this. ..just beautiful. ....
starlet_tara
#5
Chapter 20: *Cries* :'(
BabyAplus
#6
Chapter 19: Nooooooooooooooooooooooo
Charliebnim
#7
Chapter 19: i don't think it's normal for me to cry over this.. ok. i have to go.
starlet_tara
#8
Chapter 19: Uhuhuhu Chanie!!!
Wae u leave?!
I wonder what will be the ending???

Thanks for the update
pls update soon :)
starlet_tara
#9
Chapter 18: Am I crying? Yes I am!
Author nim-- wae do this to me?
My heart is aching so badly uhuhuhu *cries
Charliebnim
#10
Chapter 18: i can't comment right now... this was too much