I love you
Tired of WaitingSehun reached out his trembled hands to touch the face that was once radiant.
He stopped half way and took back his hands.
He did not want to admit the fact.
He dig the stuff out from his bag and threw it on top of that cold body.
“Wear it!”
Sehun yelled.
“Wear it now!”
All of the people present were taken aback by his action.
“Damn you!”
Sehun cursed as he grabbed the cold shoulder and shook it hard.
“Didn’t you promised me not to abandon it and treat it like your precious treasure?
Huh?!”
Sehun raised his hand and slapped it hard on the face.
He hoped that the person will fight back.
As soon as the palm landed on the face, Sehun collapsed.
“Sir.”
The nurse quickly came forward to assist Sehun, while Baekhyun stood aside, dumbfound.
“Dang it. You promised me.”
Sehun spoke softly with his trembled lips.
He held chanyeol by the wrist.
“You’ve promised.”
The hand remained motionless.
“Park Chanyeol!”
Sehun bawled.
“How could you!”
Baekhyun went forward and caressed Chanyeol by the lobes.
He tried to smile.
At least the holes were still there.
The holes that he made chanyeol to have in order for them to wear couple earrings.
“Ugh.”
Baekhyun tried to hold back his tears but…
but…. It was way too hard.
“Chanyeol…”
Baekhyun whispered into Chanyeol’s ears.
Their emotions were not as bright as the weather seemed to be.
5th December 2015
Chanyeol, it's been a few years. I still miss you so.
Today is your 3rd death anniversary and...
Again today, I say farewell as i did every day since you're gone.
The remaining pieces of you inside of me
How is the separation?
Was it just enough for you to endure, since you were prepared for it?
Was it less painful?
What about love?
What is love without you
I need you
Is it worth doing again?
This is all that I can say
I repeat it to myself
I take the remaining pieces of promises, traces of memories
And I try to put them together all day
I can’t get over you.
You just keep shining on and on through my time.
Each time I think of you, time completely freezes up
It’s no use even though I try to forget
I wish i can turn time back to the past
I wish you can come back to me
I wish all these was a lie
I know there's no use in trying to hold on to the scattered pieces
I wonder what's the point of living now
Without you by my side
Crying myself to sleep every night
To wake up every morning and remember
the fact that you are no longer there
it makes me too sorrowful.
It only breaks my heart.
All the things i want to say to you,
they will never be able to reach you
Thank you for holding my hand, thank you for looking into my eyes
Thank you for appearing in my life
I won't forget how my heart raced when you looked at me
And so, my eyes filled with tears
I can never forget you
I will still want to meet you in the next life
My heart will follow you, always
I love you, Chanyeol
I always will.
And I look forward to the day I will meet you again when my time is up,
when my legs can no longer stand properly, when my hands are all wrinkled
and when my eyesight fails me and my hair has grown all white.
I know when that time comes, you will hold onto my hand and smile at me and
tell me that I'm still the same like how we first met, still beautiful as before.
END
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