It has been almost a month Chanyeol left.

It was tough for not just Chanyeol's parents but Sehun and Baekhyun too.

As Chanyeol's parents are relatively old thus it won't be idealistic for

them to go out searching for Chanyeol and so the job was left to

Sehun and Baekhyun.

The thing is, Chanyeol's mom previously had problems conceiving as

she was weak in her health and thus when finally Chanyeol came, it was

like a miracle. Chanyeol's parents were elated but then the bad news came

when the doctor told them Chanyeol's health condition is weak.

Still nevertheless, Chanyeol's parents were still happy to have Chanyeol,

they love him so dearly and they always try their best to provide the best for him. 

That day when Chanyeol's parents received letters of photographs sent by Chanyeol

was a relief for them. At the very least, they know that Chanyeol is still alive and he's

somewhere out there. They phoned Sehun and inform him about the photographs and

Sehun inform Baekhyun about it.

Baekhyun felt a small relief, as he had been constantly worried ever since he had that

dream about Chanyeol leaving and he is glad nothing bad had happened to Chanyeol.

It was really tough for Baekhyun. He was left behind before and now it seems as though

history repeated itself, though this time some things are different. One thing he knew for sure

was that Chanyeol's feelings for him are real and he left because he didn't wanted his

sickness to be of a burden. 

Chanyeol didn't want to let Baekhyun have the experience of seeing his loved ones die in front of him. 

Stupid idiot. 

Don't you understand..I want to be with you

No matter what happens..I want to be there for you 

Hot tears flow down his cheeks as he knelt down on the ground as he cover his face

with his hands. He miss Chanyeol.He wants to hear Chanyeol's voice, he wants to caress

Chanyeol's face and hug him tight.

But Baekhyun could do none of these as Chanyeol's not by his side.

Baekhyun hold onto his chest tightly as he thought inside himself, wondering if Chanyeol

feels the same tight chest pain as he does now when he thinks of Baekhyun too. 

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Chanyeol scanned through the sand as he tries to find a nice looking seashell.

He had been collecting different seashells every time he visits a new place and each

time he will write a small note of how much he miss Baekhyun and what he would want

to say to Baekhyun that day.  

He would then roll the note and tie it together with that seashell he found that day and put into a bottle. 

As of now, he had collected 8 seashells with 8 different notes in the bottle and the count will

continue increasing on. The weather is getting colder. Chanyeol rub his palms together and

covers his mouth with both hands as he lets out hot breath to keep himself warm. 

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Sitting by the table, Sehun poured out soju into the small glass of cup and gulped

down and the cycle continues until he's so drunk that he forgot where is he right now.

He knows he should't drink, he's too young for this.

But it was a huge blow to Sehun that Chanyeol left. All along, he had kept his feelings for

Chanyeol inside him so Chanyeol will not shun away from him and that he could stay by

Chanyeol's side and take care of him.

But now, Chanyeol has disappear and the only thing that will help Sehun ease away the

pain for moment is by making himself drunk. As long as he is drunk, the pain will lighten a little.

By now, Sehun's face was red as the alcohol takes its effects. Sehun try to stand up and walk

but ended up collapsing on the ground as he lies on the ground murmuring Chanyeol's name.

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