Jaejoong's Entry #3

Hopeless Dream

Jaejoong's Entry #3

 
Years have passed but your memories keep on lingering within me. Your smile…most especially, the hatred you have towards me…do you know how it made me live hopelessly?
 
I’m always suffering…everyday, I am reminded of my useless self. How come I become like this? 
 
I wish not to live anymore.
 
But what about our child? She’s just as fragile as you are…and I fear for the worst.
 
For how long will I able to protect her? To guide her? 
 
I’m sorry…
 
but I’m about to reach my limits. I’m really sorry.
 
But tell me, if I move out, together with her, away from my family, will we be alright? How can I know what our lives would be if I do that? Just please tell me…will we be unharmed from our enemies?
 
I’m begging you, please…Boa…come back to me…
 
I have no one…they all turned their backs…and you also did that…why? Why?!
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corinneniix #1
Chapter 13: The drama really makes me furious
This story makes me angry
Seriously u hav talent in writing angsty stories
But nothing else can be done since both of them are dead
This story was so beautifully written
The child shall grow up and prosper and one day take revenge.
ywavy #2
when i put my shoes in the child entry in the middle
i was sooo furious for all the drama
but after reading jj's entry
i was so relieve for the step that the child took

it was beautifully written
fishcakes #3
oh my gosh.. that was perfectly written!! ohmygosh, i got all emotional.. YOU ARE AN AMAZiNG WRiTER like no joke.. that was seriously great and rlly gets to you!
RicE3looD #4
Great work! Such a beautiful story. I really enjoyed reading it. ^o^ Even so, I cried... (;
RicE3looD #5
You are making me cry... What a cruel father! Family! >__<
Ericaiyen #6
OMG!!!! i'm really in love with yours fanfic...<br />
its awesome, great story!!!<br />
awesome story, great author...<br />
thanks soooo much for sharing...<br />
i'm really love it!!!!!
YukiChan #7
OMO !! I'm crying here !!!!<br />
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What devil is jae's father ?<br />
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OMG !! OMG !!<br />
Good Job ! Good Job chingu !<br />
I love this :)
yuichi #8
It's been a while~ still with me? no? T.T anyways, thanks for the comments!..about jae's 1st entry, I actually wrote this last month(?) idk haha, its just that I became busy to even edit it (well, I'm still busy, I have a quiz and an exam tom, I need to study! XD)..hmm..some of you, I've commented before on their wall but I'm going to make a reply again lol<br />
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YukiChan ~ an entry from jaejoong at last! sorry for making you wait..will you still read it?hehe..thanks a lot!<br />
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special23 THANKS! ^-^<br />
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DearIC ~ mian mian..actually, I was going to tell you but I was sleepy and when I woke up, you already commented lol another actually (haha!), I only planned to make entries from boa but afterwards thought of making some from jae..reading his 1st entry, you somehow(?) know why he is weak.. and I know I owe you a lot, 1st - my comment for your oneshot, 2nd - I haven't watch the videos you sent me, 3rd - I haven't updated sofi's story, and 4th - I can't think of anything else lol but I'll do it sooner or later, pls be patient to me hehe, thanks pikachu!<br />
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kimchi11 ~ thank youuuuuu~ kekeke..your story is good too! I like it! (and I'm sorry if I haven't commented in the last chaps..mianhe T.T I'll try to comment when my netbook gets fixed, meaning I won't be able to be online this week or probably 2 weeks, who knows XD but I'll make a comment! I promise!)♥<br />
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jhen414kpopaddict ~ I love my fellow bojoong lover..hehe! thank you for reading!!<br />
bojoong/jaebo jjang~!
jhen414kpopaddict #9
wahh!!! I really love this story!!!!!! so so so MUH!!! wahhh!! I really love BooJoong couple!!
kimchi11 #10
You wrote so many stories, yuichi and each and one of them are so gooooooooodd...
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