They can't know and so wouldn't you
For this little secret belongs to no one but me
Let it never enter their view
Let it die in this hidden diary

No shallow praises, not a single gaze
Pretense of indifference, act of unfazed
Suppressed smiles, Refrained reactions, 
Your name, I shall never mention.

Deep in my eyes, you're never monochromatic,
Never cease making everything volcanic
The endless fireworks I could never stop appreciating
The only reason left to smile, the only name chanting

But this secret is never for you to know
Never for them to figure out
I can never let it show
Always remain a blackout

Because this little secret, is only mine,
Only in this shadow our sparkles can meet and shine
Only in this hiding, I can have the courage to pine
Often it hurts, but I'll be fine.

Because in this little secret, you're forever, only mine.

august 21, 3:22am