Watching the guy of his dreams hurt so badly yet unable to do anything made Donghae feel like a jerk.

Bloody hell, he was a jerk.

A stupid and idiotic jerk that let an angel like Eunhyuk slip through his fingers. Sweet, beautiful Eunhyuk that saw him do it with Kibum.

Why had he done that?

It was all so perfect; he had come home earlier than usual to prepare a decent meal for Eunhyuk, arranging deep, red roses while setting the table. Tucking the dark, velvet box in his pocket, his mind went over a few cheesy lines to accompany his wedding proposal.

Yes, he was planning to make Eunhyuk his forever by giving him the ring. The love he felt was unconditional. He needed Eunhyuk, wanted him and it all would have been perfect if he had not bump into Kibum, his friend and ex-lover.

Of course, Eunhyuk had no idea that they had a history together, so it was probably all the more shocking when he uncovered the scene of them making love. It was so stupid of him to get caught up over Kibum, completely forgetting about the carefully-chosen ring hidden in the pile of clothings heaped on the floor.

Now, watching as the love of his life walk away from him, Donghae wondered if something was majorly wrong with him. Maybe, Donghae decided, standing up to find a place where he can drown himself in guilt and sorrow or better, kill himself when he saw specks of blood on the floor.

Was that his?

Nah, Donghae knew that fate wasn't so nice to allow him to slit himself that fast. Suddenly, Donghae's heartbeat increased rapidly as he realised whose blood it must have belonged to. His legs kicked into auto-function as he dashed off, leaving behind the grief and guilt, his mind hoping against hope that his precious Eunhyuk had not done anything stupid.