Beware yourself, to judge a man by his appearance.

*Jean de La Fontaine

-Mel POV-
(...) Let it all burn, I will burn first
God I've tried, am I lost in your eyes?
Just let me burn, it's what I deserve
God I've lied, am I lost in your eyes?
This hate that you gave me keeps saying
Just let me burn, just let me burn
This hate that you gave me keeps saying
Just let me burn, just let me burn
Burn, now burn, just let me
Burn, now burn, burn'
Our debut song ended and we tried to catch breath.
After dinner Cheyenne and I practiced for 5 hours with Zelo watching and just cheering her on.
Chey and I were friends for 6 years and she told me, she liked him very much so I was happy for her but he didn't seem to like me.
Yeah, I ate the last tomato but how should I've known that it was his?
"Ok noona! I'll go under the shower. I see ya later!"
"Yeah! See ya jagiya!", she said and he gave her a kiss.
She watched him go through the door and looked sad. That reminded me that she didn't opened the letter from her father yet...
"Onni~?", she called me and I looked up.
"Deh~?"
"What do you think about Jongup?"
"What? Jongup? I thought you like Zelo?"
She roled her eyes.
"Not for me! For you!"
"Me? Er~ He's kinda cute and has killer abs!"
She giggled.
Suddenly there was a voice behind us.
"Forget it . Mine!"
Josefine, a girl who should debut next year, came in.

"Look who's talking! You called Mel a ? You? Really? Why are you like this?", Chey protected me.
She always protected me. Maybe I was her Onni but she always took care of me. I don't know why but she was strong enough to
protect both: Her heart and mine.
"Get your out of here or I'll lose my cool. I'm serious! OUT!", she yelled and banged the door.
"Ah jinjah. I don't get this girl. Why is she like that?", she asked herself. "Aaaaanywayyyyy~ I should ask him about you!"
"Jagiyaaaa~", Zelo yelled and came in with wet hair.
"The hyungs asked me if I go with them. You know~ watch the game~"
She sighed.
"Yeah... Ahhh~ Just go!"
"You're the finest noona on earth!"
He kissed her and ran out of the room.
She sighed again.
"Keep you head up, baby!", I said and patted her head.

-Cheyenne POV-
It was already dark outside but the moon was bright.
I read the letter without turning on the light.
'Dear Cheyenne,
I miss you too. I'll do well sweety. I'm glad, you found friends.
I think about you in everything I do. I'd love to read about your days.
Please tell me about them. You brighten my days.
Do well
Your father'

I laid down in my bed and heard Zelo entering his room. He was just one door away.
I knocked against the wall and he replied.
"Is everything allright?", Zelo asked.
"Yeah...", I lied whispering.
Tears dripped down my face and felt on the ground. As if Zelo heard my tears falling down, he came through the gap in my wall
covered by curtains. He laid down next to me and my heart was beating faster. Zelo put his arm around me and
laid my head on his chest.
"Tell me about where you're from. India, right?"
I'm not Indian but daddy and I lived there for 2 years.
"Yeah."
"Tell me."
He grabbed my hand.
"India. Well.. The air is so hot there, you can almost taste it. Tigers sleep under trees.
The warm wind blows through the fields and spirits rite it singing as they look down on us.
Their voices echo through the mountains and the sky... is all different colors...
Zelo? I do love you."
Silence filled the room but that was the truth that I couldn't hide anymore.
"Noona? I love you too.", he said, took my face in his hands and kissed me.
"Can I make you feel like home, if I'd tell you you're mine..?", he asked and my heart filled with love.
I knew all the answers.
I laid on him and my fingers slided down his body.
'What am I doing? Am I going too far? We know eachother for 8 month... but... maybe he's not ready yet.
He's 10 month younger than me, maybe I should stop. I can't expect him to do that.', I thought and wanted to stop but
he surprised me as he got on top of me and continued kissing me.
'Be a nice and innocent girl!', I heard my daddies words comming up my mind.
'I'm brave daddy!', I thought and I banished him out of my head.
"Noona?"
"What is it, Zelo? Are you allright?"
"I'm not sure if..."
"Oh! We don't have to do that!"
"No, I don't meant that."
"Ok. So~ what do you mean?"
"I mean, I'm not sure if I can guarantee for your safety."
I looked at him irritated.
"What?"
"Means I have to ask Himchan for condoms! Wait here!"

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Wahhhh~ I think my imagination is running wild but I just love Zelo sooooo much ^^