Hope is confidence that stretched its hand out of the darkness.

*George Iles

-Zelo POV-
"I- I- I- I- I- I- I- I- I-"
"What is it?", Cheyenne asked worried.
"I... I thought I saw a mouse...", I said and went to my room.
As I closed the door, I sat down.
Of course I didn't saw a mouse. That was just the first thing came up my mind. I saw something much worse...
MY noona kissing my best friend...
"So they're a couple... That's... great! I'm happy for Jongup...", I forced myself to smile and act like I'm happy.
A tear dripped down my face.
Suddenly a knock on my door.
"Zelo? Are you sleeping already?"
I wiped the tears away.
"E..r.. no. Hey noona..."
"What's wrong, baby?", she asked and sat down next to me.
"Nothing really."
She took my hand and my heart skiped a beat.
'Please don't tell me about Jongup!', I thought.
"I just wanted to talk about Jongup."
'Great...'
"Noona... I...", I said but she cut me off.
"I don't think Jongup and I could ever be more than friend but thanks for trying."
"R... really?"
"It's just not meant to be."
"That's great! I mean... I'm sorry."
"What do you mean 'That's great!'?", she looked at me confused.
'I mean: YOUR MINE NOONA!'
"It's just... like you said. It's just not meant to be.", I said and tried to hide my joy.
"You should go to sleep now, noona. But.. Noona?"
"Hmm?"
I indeed kissed her.
'WHAAAAAAT? What's wrong with me? Wasn't she the one who kissed Jongup while ago? Why am I like this?'
I let go of her but she kissed me back.
I was thirsty for her love but we had to stop.
She put her head on my chest and listened to my heartbeat.
"I've got to go, dear."
"Ok. Noona? Forgive me, I'm in love with you. Please let me in your life. Let me love you. You won't regret it. I'll take care of you a while Yongguk isn't here."
'Sorry for remembering you...', I thought and hugged her.

The next day Jongup hyung and I had to cook for the company.
Cheyenne came to make sure that everythings allright.
"Don't you have to practice? You're debut is next month.", I said as I cut the carrots.
"Yes~ But I wanted to make sure that you don't hurt yourself.", she said hugging me.
"I'll take care of him.", Jongup said and laughed.
"I had no idea you two can cook.", she said and kissed me.
"There are many things you don't know about me yet...", I said mysterious.
"Oh~ I'll find out~"