~ryeowook mind story~

"you should be carefull ryeowook." "please stay calm ryeowook." yeah yeah i know it already, stop it already. ever since i was born i knew about it. Can i help it?

i was born this way. ever since i was a baby i would get into some kind of shock. worse case scenario is when i forget to take my pills. i need to be calm and all,

no stress. thats way people always staid calm trying not to stress me.never treated normale. just once i want to be treaten normal, not the boy with the shocking diseas.

but no! i have to be treaten special because of that. yet he came and everything chagened

~ryeowook P.O.V~

"yo ryeowook. wanne come over?" a boy with black hair asked. "who? me?" i pointed to my self. "yes you." he said stitting other way round with his chair.

"i-i don't know i have to ask my parents first." i said a bit sad. i can geuss that they would say no. they are to concered about me. "your parents are over protecting

you right? tell them that it will be alright." he said he wanted to talk futher but got hit by a chalk. " now that i got you intrest back can you please turn around yesung."

yesung turned around not to forget to wink at me. my heart skipped a beat. why? am i having a attack again? the day went by slow but fast.

"ryeowook don't forget to ask. i wanne have a answer tomorrow morning." yesung said passing by patting my head before running somewhere that i don't know.

"what do you have to ask?' a voice starteld me. "ah G-D-hyung. don't do that you know thats not good for me." i said holding my hearts place. "sorry didn't

mean to. but what do you have to ask?" G-dragon asked. "something that my parents would say no to it. i probally better not to ask." G-dragon walked with me home

after coming inside chansung was the firts person to see with a ice-cream. G-dragon walked to him and kissed him. "you are sweet."

"and you are so cheesy." i said rolling my eyes. "who is chessy?" uncle jay asked. "your futher son-in-law." i said. "ani!" chansung said blushing a bit.

"better get used to it baby. because in the futher i'm going to be his son-in-law." chansung was blushing like a red tomato and uncle jay and G-D was high-fiving.

good thing they can get along. aunt khun on the other hand is going ok but he still doesn't trust him to let them alone again. walking in the living room i saw

umma and aunt hyuk sitting on the couch. "ryeowook has to ask something." G-dragon said smilling devlis at me before sitting on one of the chairs with chansung on his lap.

"what is it darling?" umma asked. "something you and appa would say no to it." i saidglaring at G-D for telling them. "wouldn't hurt to ask right? here." uncle donghae came

in handing my medication. "a boy in my class asked me to come over at his place." i said swollowing my pill after. "sound like fun don't you think.

come on hyung that boy has never done that let him go." uncle jonghyun asked. apperantly he was also here with aunt key on his lap. : ok but for one night."

"you see it is a n-. wait was that a yes?" i asked shocked about the answer. "yes but'promis you will take you medication." i nodded happy and apperently cute

because aunts and umma where sqeuling and G-dragon said cute getting a elbow in his stomace from chansung. "but your cuter chanie."

~next day~

"ryeowook-ah!" i heard yesung called. "good morning yesung-hyung." "good morning to you too taemin. ne ryeowook have you asked?" yesung asked trowing

a arm around my shoulder. "y-yeah i c-can come. b-but only f-for one n-night." i said stuttering my face feeling hot. "doesn't suprise me. but hey your still

sleeping over. this weekend i will see you at school my brother will pick us up."  he leaded us, with still is arm around my shoulder, into school. can you

geuss from who i feel glares from? looking over my shoulder i could see my father and uncles glare at us. well more at yesung but it looked as if they where glaring

at me. "whats wrong ryeowook are does higher years bulling you?" yesung misunderstude. "n-no" i sturred feeling is arm going lower to my waist.

this is not good for me. doesn't suprise ou that my face was red like the reddes ball in school? nop not really.

~saterday~

me, yesung and my friends where standing on the schoolground when a big rang rover came. it stopped right infront of us. "your late~" yesung whinned.

"sorry but the girl can't calm down. looks like the time will come soon." a big man came out of the car. after loading my bags and stuff yesung had in minho

handed yesungs brother my pills. explaning when i need to take it and all those stuff, what to do when i get in shock and all. its a long way to yesungs

house and its suprise me that he comes on time. "o i forgot congret with the up coming baby." i said rembering why the man was late. they both stared

to laugh. "sorry forgot to tell. we live on a ranch. we have horses and cows and sheeps. shindong is not going to be father in that way. one of the horses

is getting a child." i looked a bit confused. didn't saw that one coming. 'look there is the ranch." it was a HUGE yet a cute ranch. soon we came on land and

a pretty cute woman came. "this is nari shindongs wife." yesung said. after unloading everything and putting my bags in the room yesung showed me around.

the horses where beautiful. black, brown, white and spotted ones. "this is her." yesung showed me proudly a beautiful horse. it was brown white pinto.

"her name is saebyeog. when we found her she was abused in the forest. we don't know who. we took care of her and gave her all us love. now she is

giving us a gift as thanks." she was nice and i liked her. yesung offerd me to ride one of the horses and i accepted it. first it was scare but the horse,

named black, was great. time passed. so fast that i didn't noticed that i had forgotten to take my pill. shindong explained that they use horses for

people with the same diseas and calm them down. people come more then once because this is the only time that they can forget there diseas. it is great.

soon night came and we where in yesungs room. some how i ended up on the bed and he sleeps on the ground. "life on the ranch sure is intresting."

"yeah, you learn a lot. we do most thinks our self. i will probally won't be on school up coming days." yesung said putting the book he had against his chest.

"waeo?" i asked suprised. "it takes time for the dockter to come. there for i learned how to do some treatmenst. now that saebyeog is close i need

to stay there." yesung said. this guy can do anything!? he sure is great. my haert jumped a bit when he came closer with his face to me. i could feel his

breath on mine. closing my eyes wanting to feel his lips the door swung open. "yesung its time." nari said out of breath yesung understud and stude right away up.

i just followed wanting to know what time it was. soon i saw that we where walking to the stable of saebyeog and understude what time it was. the baby was coming.

yesung went to her and did his things. i din't understand but just kept watching. nari went away and shindong needed to go too. "ryeowook can you keep

her calm so i can get some water." shindong asked. i nodded and went to her head. carising it softly whispering that she was doing good and she needed to stay calm.

few hours past and there she was. it was a pretty girl. she had the same colour but on her she had a heart kind of shape brown place. soon the baby was

standing and drinking happly. "she is healthy thats good come lets go to bed and sleep some." yesung whispered in my ear. i nodded and looking one last time

at the happy family we walked back to our room. once lying on the bed i rembered what happend before nari-noona come in. "whats wrong why are you blushing?"

yesungs face was next to me inches away. he looked lost at me. seeing his lips i didn't care any more and crased our lips toghter. after a heated kiss make out sesion

we needed to part due lake of breath. 'arn't we rough?" yesung said teasling. only what i could do was blushh and hide my face in his neck.

"saranghae ryeowook-ah." he whispered nibbling my ear after warts. a bit his neck a suprise attack. "ouch. you little devil." he said.

"a devil thats love you too." i said smiling looking back at him. he smiled back and we kissed again. both falling asleep we staid in eachothers arms until next morning.

after breakfast yesung took my hand and we walked to the new family. "we still needed a name for her." yesung said taking saeyeog and the baby followed close after.

"uhmmm what about mid-eum salang?" i sugested. yesung looked at me and then to the horses . "it fits her. mid-eum salang." he repeated happly.

after few check ups and fun with the other horses it was time for me to go home. i plead my good-bye to nari and where one the to my house. i still feel

abit nervous. i don't know how he would react. we arrived at the house. "do wanne come inside before moving on?" i offered. "that would be nice." shindong said following me.

everybody was home. "sweety welcome back." umma said hugging me. "o you must the people he stayed over with." umma said seeing them standing in the hall way.

taemin and jessica head came around the corner of the livingroom door. "welcome ba- eww what is that smell?" jessica said holding her nouse.

"oops sorry we so used to it that we forgot. its horse stable smell." shindong said bowing in apologie. "horses who said horses?" aunt key asked coming into the hall.

umma offered a cup of thea and we sat in the garden with the others. "we hope that ryeowook was ok while he was at the ranch" umma said taking

a bit of his strawberry cupcake. "no don't worry ryeowook was just fine. we are used to his kind. they visted often." shindong explained the programe.

"ah it would be great to ride horses again." aunt key said more talking to him self. "you have ride horse?" yesung asked. "my family used to go to ranchs in the vacation

it came a some kind of tradition." he said sighing sadly. "what about next vacation? you all can stay over." i plead to my umma to take the offer taemin helped

both of us doing the puppy eyes. "ok ok. it would be nice to go." umma agreed. "see ryeowook now that your umma said yes, you can meet salang again. "

i wanted to sqeul but i figered out what shindong said. he knows i'm born from two men? "h-how did you know?" i asked carefully eyeing yesung about this out come.

"i have my ways. any way i have to go."shindong said motiving yesung to stand up too. "yesung can stay longer if he wants." umma said seeing that yesung didn't want to leave.

"he can stay to" aunt key filled in "are your sure? then if yesungs wants it ok then" shindong said. after saying good bye we talked lobger and soon night time fall.

we all eat and yesung came too my room. i wanted him to sleep on bed so i can sleep on the ground he said no. i pouted. "but i wanted to crwal in the night in your bed~!"

 "what about if you sleep now next to me?" yeah that sounded better. soon we both fell a sleep my head on his chest. it was nice but the next morning could be better.

appa sundally yelled why we where sharing a bed. luckly it was less problem when we discovered that g-dragon had climbed into chansungs room and they did

it again. and eyeing chansung walk they did it around 5 to 8 times. wanne bet with that?