She, My Motivation.
The Painful Dream ♥ [HIATUS-Editing chapters]Your Pov
I came straight back home, i hate him! stupid jerk. He has a girlfriend? So what! Do i look like i care?
I slammed myself down on the bed, i took out my laptop. i went to the korean search engine page and typed : Junhyung's girl friend... I was shocked about the result...So, its true....
I was so curious, at that moment i just wanted to know more about his girlfriend. So, I searched about Goo hara..
After doing some "research", i realized that she was really really beautiful. There were even rumors that he proposed to marry her..sigh..I know why that jerk hates a fat girl like me..I mean..His G-Girlfriend i-is so bea-utiful and slim and s-y..i silently started to sob by myself..Am I really ugly and fat?..
I suddenly received a phone call...That says : Oversea number. I quickly wiped my tears and answered it, it was my mum..
Phone Convo : You-red / Family- Purple
"Yes Mum, I reached safety..." I miss my mum... I miss the environment that doesnt judge me..
"Okay babyG, we missed you already..Haha. how ironic, it has only been two days..wait ah, your brother wants to talk you" I didnt reply..instead, i just nod & gave a 'hmm' reply.
"Oh NOONA!" even when my brother called me a fatty...it didn't affect me that much..
"Yes, Brat..? how are you?"
"Im good, why do you sound like that? did they reject you because you're a FATTY? HAHAH" ......
"I miss you brat" i tried to control my tears..
"..Noona...are you crying?, are you okay?" thats my annoying brother. he actually cares but he can really get on your nerves..
Before i could answer him, the phone line got cut off.. i tried calling back, but there was no avail.
I just curl up like a prawn and lay on my bed..just staring into space..
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It was already so late, i couldnt sleep..i kept on thinking of what Junhyung said to me..I really need to do something about it...
I woke up and slammed my hands on my bed. I was determine..determine to do it, I am going to lose weight and then SHOVE my fist up Junhyung's face. (:
I'll use your girlfriend as my motivation. JUST WATCH OUT.
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~Oh junhyung..look what you did? Im sure you're gonna get punched..LOL!
Sorrrrry for the mistakes!
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