Short chapter again?
This time YoonA's side

Enjoy!

Im YoonA’s PoV:

Truthfully, I never know what is on your mind. You are never one to predict, you are the unpredictable for me. I love you still, eventhough I’m with him now. How I wish he was you. Seunggi oppa is a really nice person, everyone admit it, I appreciate it. One thing about him is, he truly show what he feels for me, make me feel secure, he’s predictable not like you.

I don’t know if I can even miss you unnie. One time you act like you really want me, next you just treat me as your dongsaeng. Sometimes I think because you like skinship so much, that’s why you close to me. The way when I fix your hair, hold your hands, hug you from behind, don’t you realize that is me, showing my affection to you.

I really want to say I love you unnie, not as an unnie, but as someone who I love, romantically. But I’m afraid. Looking at your past relationship who is always with a boy, I doubt if you can like a girl like me. I remember one time when we hug together, maybe you’re not remember, but for me it’s still as clear as yesterday, you unconsciously mumble,

                “I was straight….”

I don’t know why when you said that, in the moment when I hug you, it’s like you stab my heart. That was the moment when I thought you were feeling the same feeling as mine, but when you said those words, seems like I was the virus, I was the cause, in the bad way, turning you from your straightness. Truthfully, it still sting, still hurts.

Or when you say you’re sorry after randomly hug me tight. Why did you say sorry? Did you really regret hug me that much? It hurts. It’s a shame you said sorry when for me it was a blessing, a happiness.

I remember, 6 months ago….

We are in the middle of our GG World Tour. You are still busy as well with your photoshoot. And I’m busy with my audition for new drama. Along the concert, our YoonSic ship was sailing greatly, sometimes it’s beat TaeNy ship. All those act in stages, really made my heart flutters for you. We are already in a lot of skinship to the point that I think you are feeling the same.

“Sica unnie, I miss you..”

“Waeyo Yoong? Why haven’t you sleep?”

“Because I miss you, we are rarely stay together in a dorm like this since I’ve owned my own apartment and you have your mansion with Krystal..”

“Ckckck, come here you pabo, let unnie hug you”

Then we hug, it was the warmest hug that I ever had. After that we just stay in our roo