The next day, I got up. I was like a zombie. I moved slowly. I got ready and went to eat breakfast. My mom has already left. She had to leave early for a meeting with a company that wants her to open a shop in Japan. I walked Kuro. I missed walking with JR. He would always make me smile. I went back to my house and grabbed my backpack. Kuro was in the backyard. I walked to school listening to music. I really like the Japanese band Aqua Timez and Sid. They have so much emotions in their songs. I was listening to ALONES by Aqua Timez. Its the 6th opening for Bleach. I started watching Japanese shows.

I finally got to school. It was before classes started. I saw JR walking by. I guess I'll say hi. I don't want to be rude or anything. I smiled to myself. I'm so happy I talked to him, if not I wouldn't even had said a word to him. He got closer.

"Good morning, JR-ssi," I smiled. He just stared at me and continued walking along with the rest of Nu'est.

Why didn't he say hi? Is there something wrong? Did I do something wrong? I million questions were roaming in my mind. I felt a pain in my chest. Maybe he isn't in a good mood this morning. Yeah. That's it. I walked to class with a broken heart. I quietly sat in my desk and put my head down. I was getting a headache. Great.

I feel sad... my grandfather has cancer. Its sad. I just hate cancer. So many people lose their lives from young to old. Its sad seeing them sick