Wonder

Chanyeol/Jiyeon

Drabble, Romance, PG- 13, ~597w

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I wonder…

Adding her facebook account actually took a lot of courage from me. I didn’t exactly know the reason why I was afraid of doing it though. Probably, it’s all because I’m starting to notice how she unconsciously sway her left arm more than the other when she’s walking—when she’s feeling nervous while walking rather. Or probably, it’s all because I’m starting to know how she would clip her hair behind her ear every two minutes or so. Or maybe it’s all because I’m starting to know the way she would hide behind her friends’ back when some boys from the upper classes would approach her to talk about senseless things just for the idea of having conversations with her. And they didn’t know these kinds of things scare her a lot. It also may be because of the fact that I’m starting to notice little things about her, like the way she would bite her lips as her eyes were all focused on the ground when she walks by a lot of people especially when she’s alone. Or like the way she would tap her feet unconsciously when standing for three minutes or so.

It might be because I’m starting to feel guilty—of noticing her and almost knowing, if not everything but some things (a lot of things), about her.

Or it