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A tear build up in my eyes. Its start to blurring my vision. How I was hoping that I would never meet him and never knew about this. I really miss the old memories that I had with him before. The old Kim Jonghyun. I'm really hoping that.....

I’m really hoping that he would embrace me and tell me everything is alright. Tell me he still love me. Tell me he remember our promise.

But that was before. New Kim Jong Hyun doesn’t even know Lee Mi Young. The girl that help him when he is in trouble. The girl that told him everything is alright when he needed comfort. The girl that always play with him. The girl that  was his first love. The girl that mean everything for him. Yet, that was before.

He doesn’t even know his true self anymore.

I was too deep in my thought. Then I heard my brother calling for me

“ Dongsaeng-ah...are you alright? “ He asked carefully like I would broke into million pieces

I wipe my tears away and smile at him

“ Yes I am oppa. Who do you think I am silly? “

“ Yah! I’m worried to death here and you still make a joke on me huh? “

“ Mianhe oppa...” suddenly I feel down.

The truth is, I’m broken into pieces already. Inside of me, I’m screaming like a mad person.

But I have to stay strong.

 I know that if I shed a single tears, oppa will take all the blame on him

He will say that it’s all his fault. I have to stay strong for him.

Please..... Just today.

At The Restaurant- L.Joe POV

All the ride was silent except for those couple.

Act so lovey dovey infront of us. I feel like want to puke! Yulks!

Poor Mi Young...I didn’t mean this. I didn’t expect for this to come.

I just want to make her happy. I want to see that smile again. I don’t want to see those fake smiles anymore. It’s not genuine.

I miss those all times before.

Now we are in a restaurant. I’m booking it tonight specially for today.

Just for today. I hope that it will turn well. Unfortunately, it’s not.

I’m intending to make this as the best birthday gift ever. Then everything went mess up!

Yup. You hear me. Tomorrow is Mi Young birthday. Which mean OUR birthday!

I prepare for this so when the 12 o’clock strike, I would be the first one wish her happy birthday.

The gift is bringing Jonghyun hyung back.

I’m planning for this since A MONTH ago. I didn’t think that it would turn out like this.

All of it ruined! Aish...I don’t know what to do anymore.

Now, she is at it again. That fake smile of her. Always smiling like nothing happen but the inside of her, she’s breaking into million pieces.

That’s also the reason why she’s asking for about our parents after school today. This is the THIRD time they didn’t celebrated our birthday as a family. THREE YEARS in a row. Can you imagine that?

Now, back to where I am....silence being around us again.

All of us eat in silence. No one dare to speak anything. Except for that couple.

They always are giggling over something. What the....

Did they know that we are here or they dont want know and just pretend we are not here?

That lovey dovey couple doesn’t even bother about it.

They are so into their world. Pfft. I don’t like that Se Kyung girl.

She’s so fake. I can see it. I know girls when they are really faking about something or not.

And that girl? She’s 100% fake. From the outside, to the inside of her.

I don’t know how Jonghyun hyung so in love with her...

Suddenly, Mi Young standing up from her chair

“ Oppa, i’m going to the toilet for a while okay?” she said with a smile that told me that she’s ok when i made a face telling her you-are-not-okay-so-sit-down

She’s so stubborn! Did you think that she will listen to me?

Nope. She dont. She doesn’t even listen to me! Doesn’t she realise I’m her brother?

Aish...whatever!

Mi Young POV

I can’t stand watching those couple that always so lovey dovey in front of us.

They eat, they giggle, they whispering to each other like the whole worlds is theirs

Pfft. Hello? We are here! Aish....

And now I want to pee!

OMG! How long I need to wait?

I can’t wait anymore. I need to pee!

What Byunghyun oppa planning anyway?

When I stand up from my sit I said to Byunghyun oppa

“Oppa, i’m going to the toilet for a while okay?” i said with a smile that tell me I’m ok

 Then he give me a look that tell me you-are-not-okay-so-sit-down

Do I care? Nope because I need to pee!

L.Joe POV

After Mi Young excuse herself, suddenly Se Kyung also said with that fake tone of her that she needs to go to the toilet.

It has been 15 minutes already. Where are they? What’s taking them so long?

Then Se Kyung back with fake smile on her face.

“Yah! Where’s Mi Young?” I asked with a not pleasant tone

“Byunghun, watch your attitude!” Key hyung said to me

Like I care. Mi Young is the most important right now.

“What are you talking about Byunghyun? Didn’t she come back here? She went out first from the toilet”

“No she’s not and DON’T call me Byungyun. Only my family can call me that and for your information you ARE NOT my family. Got it? Call me L.Joe instead”

“Byunghun!” now Jonghyun hyung said with a glare.

Do you think I care? Nope. Why? Because his not my hyung. My old jonghyun hyung no longer exist inside of him.

Now, where’s Mi Young? I need to find her! I can’t waste my time.

“Key hyung, I’ll go find Mi Young. You can take my car and drive to my house. You need a rest. I have told the maid that you are coming are prepare room for you. Just make it as your house”

“No. I’ll find Mi Young with you. You two can have a rest” Key said pointing to Jonghyun and Sekyung

“Hyung! No! You are tired already! Beside Jonghyun hyung doesn’t remember where’s my house is. Please...”

Key hyung seem like hesitant at first but he gave in finally

“Yeah. You are right. But promise me that you will call me when you found her”

“Alright sir!” I said with a smile.

After send Key hyung and that couple away, I ran inside the restaurant back and try to search for her

Where are you Mi Young? Please be fine...

It's all my fault if something bad happen to you!

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