I was supposed to write a sad chapter 
but how it turned to this, i have no idea!!

I just hope you can bear with me
I'll wait for your comments ^^
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Kyuhyun’s eyes shot wide open “It WAS my fault”

He lied there on the couch for about half an hour, eyes still focused on the ceiling . He tried to process everything that happened, the things he just remembered but he was only left with a lot of questions flowing in his mind.

After what it felt like forever to Kyuhyun sitting in that same position, he took his coat and headed out. He needed some air and he couldn’t seem to think clearly with all the things in the dorm that reminded him of Siwon.

SJM’s dorm was actually where they first confessed to each other ...

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Flash Back (2 years ago)

“Hangeng hyung, where’s Kyuhyun-ah? He’s not in his room”

”I didn’t see him since we got back”

Siwon needed an explanation, his mind couldn’t think clearly. Why was Kyuhyun avoiding him? Why was it, whenever he came in to a room, Kyuhyun would excuse himself and leave?
He had enough!! He wanted some answers.

Siwon and Kyuhyun had a close friendship since the day the younger joined Super Junior.
When the members were quite upset that the management added a 13^th member, Siwon and Donghae were the only ones who stood by him. 

Since that day, Kyuhyun and Siwon became best friends. They spent a lot of time together, they confided each other on everything … Or so Siwon thought. Apparently, Kyuhyun was holding back a secret and Siwon was determined to know what it was.

“Where would he be?" Siwon searched everywhere, one place was left "The rooftop"
And there he found him, sitting with his arms wrapped around his knees that were folded to his chest. He was clearly lost in his own thoughts because he didn’t hear Siwon’s footsteps coming towards him.

“Kyunnie … Are you ok?” Siwon was furious at Kyuhyun's behaviour but once he got closer to him and saw the tears that were flowing from his eyes, his heart sank at the view.

“H-Hyung …” Kyuhyun was startled, he wasn’t ready to deal with Siwon yet.

Since he first started having feelings for his hyung, Kyuhyun decided that he won’t say anything because he was sure that it was just one sided. He wanted to shrug off his feelings for the older before confronting him. That was why he had been avoiding him for the past few weeks, but unfortunately it didn’t go unnoticed by Siwon.

So at that moment, when Siwon stood right in front of him looking all handsome as always, he couldn’t help but broke down into tears again. He stood up and was trying to run from the situation, but he was held back by Siwon’s strong arms pulling him into an embrace.

Kyuhyun tried to free himself but Siwon’s grip on his back was strong. After a few tries, he just gave up and relaxed in the older’s embrace which he always thought it was so warm that it could easily melt anybody's heart.

"Talk to me …” Siwon asked once he felt Kyuhyun’s sobs stopped. 

"Why are you doing this to me?”

"What do you mean? Kyuhyun-ah, you are the one who’s being avoiding me for quite a few weeks now. Tell me what I did so I can fix it” he tightened his grip on the maknae

”You’re torturing me hyung"

Kyuhyun was getting comfortable at the position he was in, his head was buried in the crook of Siwon’s neck inhaling the latter’s scent, but once Siwon broke the hug, a sudden cold shiver ran through his spine.

”Please Kyunnie, tell me what I did so I can make it up to you” Siwon lifted Kyuhyun’s chin so their eyes would meet.

Kyuhyun didn’t know what to say, he was scared of losing Siwon if he told him how he felt 

“Hyung, you did nothing wrong … It’s me, I’m a pabo”

”No you’re not! Where is this coming from? Why were crying? Just tell me”

“Never mind hyu..” Kyuhyun was cut off by something sweet landing on his lips. He couldn’t believe it at first, his eyes were wide open from the shock but seconds later, he couldn’t resist it anymore. He kissed him back.

It was passionate yet gentle. It started slow before their tongues began dancing with each other. There was no rush, just kissing and savouring the moment.

Kyuhyun wrapped his slim arms around Siwon’s neck to prevent him from escaping the kiss, while Siwon’s hands rested on the maknae’s hips, obviously satisfied with Kyuhyun’s reaction to the whole thing.

Siwon paused, releasing Kyuhyun’s lips. A small smile can be seen on his face as he noticed Kyuhyun's eyes were still closed and arms were still around his neck.

Siwon lifted one hand to caress Kyuhyun’s cheek “Kyuhyun-ah, are you okay?”

Kyuhyun didn't bother to answer, he just nodded. It felt like he was in another world or something. He had an unreadable look on his face.

“Then why are your eyes still closed?”

”I’m scared if I open them, it would turn out to be a dream”

Siwon pinched Kyuhyun’s cheek as another smile pricked his lips, but it slowly faded and turned to an O, once he realised what Kyuhyun said “Wait … Why aren’t you hitting me or pushing me?” When he didn’t get a reply he added “Kyu, don’t be mad at me, please? Let me expla…” It was Siwon's turn to be cut off when Kyuhyun’s lips crashed his

“I SAID, I’m afraid it would be a dream if I open my eyes. Didn’t I?” Eyes still closed but his face now was inches from the other’s.

“Oh … you mean … you liked it? Wait does that mean … you like me too?”

Kyuhyun shook his head, but before Siwon got to say anything, he added “I LOVE YOU”

Siwon’s eyes widened ”I know this may sound stupid, but can you say that again? You guys always tell me I have a hearing problem, so … just to make sure”

Kyuhyun couldn’t help but to laugh at him, he opened his eyes to find the other's wondering eyes staring at him “I, Cho Kyuhyun, Super Junior Maknae, is deeply madly IN LOVE with Choi Siwon”

Siwon's dimples were showing off, who knew they can get this deep! But the fact that his feelings were reciprocal, made him so happy.

“I, Choi Siwon, Super Junior Hottie …” That last word got him a smack on the head

"Fine, Kyuhyun's Hottie"

"Much better"

"Is Truly head over heals IN LOVE with Cho Kyuhyun"

"Since when?

“Since when YOU fell in love with me?”

“Not fair, I asked you first” Kyuhyun pouted

“Fine fine, you know I can never resist that pout. But luckily, now I can do something about it”

“What do you mean?”

”This” Yet again another kiss, as Siwon took Kyuhyun’s pouting lips in his mouth.

Once they broke the kiss, Kyuhyun was glad he was pulled again to the older’s warming arms

“You didn’t answer my question”

Kyuhyun was lost again in the scent of Siwon’s body ...

”Kyunnie?”

"hmm"

“I said you didn’t answer my question”

“hmm when we were recording for Blue Tomorrow. I guess I was in love with you before that, it just took me a sad song to realize it ”

“Wait, since then? Why didn’t you say anything?”

“I was scared. You’re the perfect Siwon, you can have any girl you want”

“I never wanted anyone but you”

“Since when?”

“That time when you got drunk and spent the night at my apartment”

Siwon was confused at why Kyuhyun was giggling, he pulled Kyuhyun out of his embrace
“What was that giggle about?” But Kyuhyun just burst out into laughter, he was holding his stomach as it started to hurt from all the laughing.

Siwon was standing there dumbfounded, eyebrows almost touching his hairline

“Yah, Kyuhyun-ah! Like to share?”

“I’m sorry Hyung, Aaah I can’t believe you thought I was actually drunk”

“What? You mean you weren’t?”

“You do know that I have a high tolerance for alcohol right?”

“Wait, so you played me?”

“Not exactly, but … Well yeah you can say I did” He burst out into laughter again

“I see … “ Siwon started tickling Kyuhyun’s side

”Hyung hahaha please stop! Siwonnie haha”

”That will teach you a lesson to trick your hyung”

Kyuhyun managed to escape and ran downstairs to the living room with Siwon following him from behind. Giggles and laughter were heard all around the dorm which got the members all curious so they stepped out to see what was happening.
They caught the couple giggling and kissing but it came as no shock since it was pretty damn clear that those two were deeply in love with each other.

End of FlashBack

WonKyu_YeWook I guess i didn't wanna make Kyuhyun's sad chapter because of his wonderful teaser hehe
andrycinderella What do you think? Not that sad after all