I was kissing Seunghyun.

 

No Seunghyun was kissing me. 

 

I opened my eyes and backed away two steps. Only when I had backed away did he open his eyes. He looked as if he had been hurt by my actions. Immediatly I wanted to go back into his embrace but my rational part of the brain was unsatisfied with the turn of event and demanded answers. I looked at Seunghyun with a confused look and my brain was working at a full throttle trying to figure out what had just happened. I replayed the last 3 minutes over and over in my head trying to understand what could have lead to this sudden behavior when all of a sudden I felt something warm grabbing my hand. I looked down at my hand and saw another hand covering it. Before I had the time to see who the owner of the hand was Seunghyun whispered into my ear 

 

"Sam, let's go for a little walk shall we? I'll explain everything don't worry, just trust me"

 

 

Her hand was warm and fitted perfectly in mine, how I had dreamt of being able to hold her hand. We started walking but she suddenly came to a halt as we were about to go out the front door. I looked back and she seemed to be pouting. She looked so cute and perfect. I wanted to kiss her again but restrained myself. I asked her what was wrong and she simply looked down. That's when I realized that she was still in her pyjamas. There were little penguins and heart drawn all over them. Although it was a simple pyjamas she looked stunning in it. I noticed that she was starting to blush but I pretend not to have noticed. I quickly took off my jacket and offered it to her. She politely declined and proposed

 

"Why don't we go out on my balcony? We'll be outside and no one will bother us"

 

The first thing that came to my mind was Daesung. I still hadn't told him about any of this and I definitely wouldn't want to end up fighting my best friend. She must have noticed the worried expression on my face because she quickly added

 

"Don't worry about Daesung he's sleeping and if we're sneaky he'll never even know you came by"
 

I thought it over and finally gave in, I pressed on the elevator button and we waited. The silence was killing me and I'm sure she could hear my heart beating. but I waited patiently and the elevator doors finally opened. We entered and she pressed on her floor number, a calm but joyful music started playing. I felt as if the elevator ride was never going to end and to make it even more awkward it was obvious we were both avoiding each other's gaze. Several times I noticed from the corner of my eyes that Sam had opened and closed as if she was about to say something and quickly cut herself short from saying it. I smiled at her cuteness and tightened my hold around her hand.