you’s POV

I woke up at 6 a.m in the morning, just to make sure Yoona is still at home. That fear that she might jump out of the window, because she really hated going out on a vacation with Jaejoong. I still don’t get it. She loves him, but she hates him too. The fact that I might meet that jerk Donghae makes me sick the whole night, now.. I have dark circles and Jaejoong would probably keep teasing me how I look like a skinny panda right now.

“Oppa! Are you awake?” I texted Jae

“Yeah, why? I thought you’re not a morning person :) “

“Not actually, just making sure I don’t miss anything. What time is the flight, anyway?”

“10 am, we’ll have to be there at around 8. I’ll pick you up”

My phone then vibrated and my mega loud ringtone began to rang, I was shocked I thought I might die, “You nearly killed me” I yelled

“Why?” Jaejoong laughed

“My freaking ringtone was really loud” I laughed

“You basically just trolled yourself” Jaejoong teased, “Did you sleep well last night?”

“Not really, I have insomnia lately..”

“What’s bothering you?”

“Yoona.. She makes me worried everytime I see her” I said

“But I thought she’s now with your friend, Baekhyun? He’ll take care of her”

“Baekhyun loves her, but I don’t think he can protect her as well as you did” I said gently

Jaejoong paused, “Why does it end up here?”

“I didn’t mean it like that..” I sighed, “I’m just worried”

“Yoona looks fine, I think she’s better when Baekhyun’s beside her, she’s gradually falling for him” Jaejoong explained, “I treated her like my little sister”

“But she loves you..” I said hesitantly

“But I never did!”

I sighed

“you-ah, I never loved her. I told you a million times already, I treated her really well, because she was such a weak girl. You were strong, you. Protecting her was also a way to show you that I cared about you both” Jaejoong explains

“I know. Don’t worry” I said

“you-ah, do you want me to stay with you? I’ll go there in a minute” Jaejoong asked

“No! no! I’m fine”

“You seriously don’t sound like you’re fine” Jaejoong said

“Maybe Yoona’s a lot happier when she’s only with Baekhyun, I can never understand her” I said

“Stop talking about Yoona! Stop worrying about her! You better be the careless you, who cares about nothing but herself” Jaejoong shouted

“Araseo..”

“Don’t make me mad when we’re trying to have fun, you”

“Okay.. I’m hanging up, Oppa”

“Okay, don’t think to much. I love you” he said gently

I smiled and hung up

I walked to Yoona’s room and tried to talk to her about my worries

“Unnie?” I knocked gently

“What’s wrong?”

“Can I come in?” I asked

“Yeah..”

“Unnie..” I lay down beside her

“What’s wrong, you? You look confused” she smiled

“What is our relationship actually? What am I to you?” I asked

“Why do you ask me this?” she looked confused and brushed my hair away from my face

“I was curious. I couldn’t sleep” I said while closing my eyes

“You’re the longest human being who ever stayed with me. You understand every part of me, although you never thought you actually understood me. We grew up together, and I cannot imagine if I wasn’t born as a twin” Yoona explained gently, “I love it when we talked to each other without having to yell or shout”

“Am I that special to you?” I asked

“You are more than just special” she said

“But why am I always acting like a to hurt you?”

“Because you care about me a lot”

I hugged her, “Unnie.. can you make sure that I can never hurt you again? Promise me that”

“How am I supposed to promise you that if I, myself, is hurting you too?”

“You’re an angel sent from heaven. You can never hurt me with your actions, I’m hurting myself when I hurt you”

“Then just make sure we treat each other well, positively and not negatively” she smiled

“Unnie..” I called her again

“I accept your apology” she said

I smiled, knowing she could actually read my mind, “About Jaejoong Oppa..”

“I know he loved you and you loved him too. Don’t mind me, I can bear with it as long as you’re happy” she smiled

I sighed, “Baekhyun loves you, I hope he can take care of you when I’m not beside you”

“He’s doing a great job, you chose the right friend, you-ah!”

“I guess I should thank him too. Is he coming to Australia with us?” I asked

“Of course not! He’s not even a part of our family” she giggled

I laughed, “It would be a disaster if he came with us!”

“you-ah! Let’s sleep her for an hour then let’s get ready to go. Have you decided on your airport fashion?”

“Airport fashion?” I laughed, “Of course!”

“Beware, I might look better than you!” she teased

“Unnie, thanks for this deep and meaningful talk early in the morning” I said, “Now I feel relieved”