Stressing me out
Zhoumi's Turn
'Zhoury'... fanfiction...
"It's interesting. Read some." Heechul said as he handed me his laptop.
"Um..." I looked at Hankyung.
"It's alright to read, just don't get warped by it." Hankyung sighed.
"He shouldn't..." Leeteuk said.
"Don't worry. It's just fanfiction." Kangin said as the pair left and walked to their room.
"Just read it. Our fans write everything!" Squealed Heechul.
"Our fans... I can't believe they wrote some of this stuff..." Hankyung said in a slightly unbelieving state.
"You really can't believe that all our fans are innocent." Heechul said as Hankyung gave a sigh and nod.
I tore my eyes away from the couple and directed my eyes to the screen. I stared at the stack of fanfiction in front of me. Did our fans really write this? 'Zhoury'... me and Henry... together.... what? I stared blankly at the screen in shock. My mind tried to comprehend the words in front of me. Did our fans really think about this? Henry knows about this... My head is hurting...
"Why did Henry send me a text about this?" I asked no-one in particular. Hankyung and Heechul turned their heads to me.
"Oh, Zhoumi. You really are oblivious." Hankyung said.
"Why don't you ask?" Heechul said in a rather sly manner.
"Ask why he sent me the text?" I asked them as they nodded.
"Out of curiosity, do you have any feelings for Henry?" Heechul asked randomly. Hankyung and I stared at him with our eyes wide open.
"Heechul hyung! You can't just ask that!" Hankyung scolded as Heechul looked obliviously.
"It's only a question. So, do you have feelings for Henry or not?" Heechul asked again as I unconciously started to stutter.
"N-No. I-It's not like that." I stuttered as I waved my hand. I then felt a blush rise to my face.
"Denial~" Heechul sang as Hankyung sighed.
"Sorry, Zhoumi. Heechul hyung, lets go." Hankyung said as he pulled Heechul away. They left me as I simply left me in my thoughts.
Why the heck as I blushing like this? Why the heck did I stutter? No.. it just can't be... fanfiction... it's just fanfiction... It can't be... that... I actually have fallen in love with Henry? No... The fanfiction is just warping my mind... It's only because I'm reading fanfiction... Once I stop reading fanfiction, the tingling feeling will stop... This can not be love... is there a possibility that I'm... gay? This is stressing me out...
"Zhoumi gege?" I hear come from the door. I see Henry standing there.
Sorry for not updating a lot! Had a lot of tests but now the holidays are coming up though so I'll then start posting more often :)
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