The next day was cold. I decided to tie my hair up in a ponytail and pinned my bangs to the side. I wore a pink tank top inside and an oversized blue sweater on the outside. I put on my skinny jeans then my fringe boots. After breakfast, I kissed my mom on the cheek and head to school. Almost 15 minutes later, I reached school. Went straight to my locker, and

Yuri : Yah! Ara!
Me : (I stared at her for quite a while. And then,) Oh my god!
Yuri : I told you to call me!
Me : I know. I’m sorry. I got so busy last night I...
Yuri : that’s what you always say..... (Starts mumbling for a minute or two)
Me : Are you done?
Yuri : Yes. (She looked really angry.)
Me : I'll do it. For you. I'll try out.
Yuri : Hell yeah! I knew it. Loves.Kisses. Oh and Kiseop's back. You should get busy. (She did a little dance, quite inappropriate)
Me: Never do that again. (I said giggling)

She giggled and gave me a hug then ran of to Jia, who was the team's captain.

While I was walking to class, Kiseop came out of nowhere, grabbed my books from my hands and kissed me on the cheek. Girls were staring at us, not in a mean way but in an " aww, they're such a cute couple" or "I wish my boyfriend was like that" kind of way. I didn't mind. I understood how lucky I was.

Kiseop: You smell really good. Almost like...
Me: Strawberry?
Kiseop : I was gonna say blueberry, but that'll do. (kissing my cheeks, again)

School seemed to last forever. I couldn't stop thinking about the cheerleading tryouts, how gorgeous hayden looked in his green sweater just now. How he kissed me yesterday. The bell rang. Lunchtime! I grabbed my books and rushed out. Someone tapped my shoulder on the way out. I turned around and ,

Jia : Rara... (Fixing her red hair)
Me : Hey? (“Rara? No one called me that since third grade," I thought)
Jia : Yuri told you wanted to try out for cheerleading.
Me : Did she?
Jia : I think that's great. The girls were excited. So were the guys. You'd make an awesome cheerleader. The try out is on Thursday.
Me : Wait. This Thursday? I thought...
Jia : Yeah there's a game on Saturday. A friendly football match. We needed someone to fill in. Fast.
Me : (I looked at her in despair) Okay...
Jia : Great! I'll see you Thursday then?

I nodded and she left. Before I killed myself. I decided to kill Yuri first.

Me : Yuri! What on earth were you thinking?
Yuri : I thought of spending more time with you. Especially now considering Kiseop's back. Plus cheerleading is so your thing. It’s a piece of cake.
Me : Easy for you to say. You've been doing a split since even before you walked.
Yuri : That's a little exaggerated. (Speaking with full)
Me : What am I gonna do.... (I murmured)
Yuri : Maybe this was a bad idea. I'm sorry. (She looked down)
Me : Yuri...I...
Yuri : I gotta go. I have gym. (Her voice cracking)

I understood her intention. And I wanted to do it. For her. When she left, I knew I broke her heart.