my dad just died. my mom died when i was kid. before my dad and i would try to make everything good and live in balance. but since dad died, my life got complicated and somehow . and when a letter from my dad's trusted man came to me. my life became completely, officially complicated. the letter actually contained a will. a will that said :
My dearest beautiful princess,
i am sorry if i am not strong enough to live.
i am sorry if i am not good enough to give you happiness that you've always wanted.
i am sorry if i am not great enough to be your father.
i am sorry if i am not young enough to be understanding all you problems.
i am sorry for everything, princess.
since mom died, we've been tried to make all the things goes well.
we made it. but now...
now that you know that i am no longer available when you need someone to hold on,
everythign must be confusing and complicated, right, princess?
i know that it's all my fault. if only i could make it to live until at least, you have another family.
but God didn't agree with that.
i know i am gone already, but i still have several things that i want you to make it happen.
i am such a disturber. aren't i?
all that i want to ask you to do are...
first, i want you to move and live in Korea. You know that i have a house in Korea, right?
The one that you always played in when you were a kid.
Uncle Lee and Aunt Han are still live there. I want you to live there.
i know this is hard for you. please trust me. i know you"ll live in happiness there.
Second. while you were in Korea, i want you to set aside my agency to your lovely cousin.
the burden of my agency is too much for you know, princess.
and someday, if you strong enough and old enough to take that burden, you can take the responsible of the agency.
Third, this one maybe the hardest one of all, but i want you to fulfill it, badly.
i want you to marry an Asian man, a Korean specifically.
you must be questioning, why from all the men in the world, you have to marry Korean?
as you know my dad, you grand dad was a Korean. he married your granny. your granny was a Latin girl.
and me, your dad, married your mother, a Vietnamese lady that took my heart and she wouldn't give it back to me.
that is why i love your mom all the times. cause she held my heart tight and never throw it away.
cliche isn't it?
from that nostalgic story of our family, you can conclude that i want you to marry a Korean because i want to make this 'circle of gen'
back to where it started from.
so please, i ask you, princess, with all my strength to write this. i want you to marry a Korean.
hardest of all? you right.
i must've been crazy from all the pain that i feel now.
but i don't want you to feel the same pain as me.
i want you to be the happiest girl, woman in this world.
i want you to be happy. that's all i want.
i need to see your smile as you grow.
i need to see you happy with your life.
i need to see your husband hold you tight like your mother held on my heart.
all i need is to see you smile, princess.
maybe i am only an old man that really annoying with the fact that i ask you to do this and that.
but beyond that i hope you understand all of these things.
well, you getting bored from reading my letter.
so i want to end ths now. this isis my last conversation with you.
 i love you my princess, i love you.
stay healthy.
i love you.
Daddy
Dad, what are the meaning of these???
you ask me things that hard for me to make 'em, hard for me to fulfill them.
leave London?!
marry a Korean?!! wth.
Dad, are you kidding me?