Fear

The Night and the Fae
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Sana was late today. She might have spent a little too much of her morning with another person. Going into Chemistry, she felt her cheeks warm at the look Chaeyoung gave her. Even Mina was fighting a smile. 

“I’m so sorry, sunbaenim,” she bowed to the teacher, who should have been calling her that, “Something came up.” Not wanting to bother with any irritation, she put more weight into her words. It was only for a second, but she saw the teacher’s eyes lose focus. She felt slightly guilty for using her abilities for something as small as this, but she wasn't asking for much.

“No problem, Sana,” she smiled, “just take a seat.” 

She bowed her head as she went to her desk. The forest scent greeted her. This time she felt it tug at her hunger. 

Dahyun shot her a questioning gaze. Sana found she couldn’t hold it. It was like the girl was judging her. Had she been able to feel the effects of the compulsion? Then again, she hadn’t figured out that they were vampires when being asked to show her ears. Ears that were slightly elongated and pointed. Probably against her better judgement, Sana found them absolutely adorable.

Leaning over, she whispered, “Morning.” 

Dahyun looked slightly taken aback by the proximity. “Hi.” Then she raised a hand, pointing at her lips. “It’s smudged.” 

Looking down, she couldn’t help but smile. “Wanna fix it?” 

The other girl raised an eyebrow. “It’s not that bad.” She lowered her arm, looking back to the front of the class. 

Sana took the time to look at Dahyun's hands. She still hadn’t figured out how she had hurt herself. Had she collapsed more than once? Even if it explained the cut, it didn’t explain how the other one got hurt. There wasn’t even a scrape on it. What could have led to her hurting the muscles in it that badly?

It felt wrong not to trust her, but Sana couldn’t shake the feeling that there was a steel wall between her and Dahyun. Whatever gaps she had found had been sealed tightly since Saturday. She knew she shouldn’t expect a full explanation after knowing her for— 

Sana frowned to herself. Time could be hard for her to gage, but this was a new level. Looking at the girl next to her, she tried to go back until the day Dahyun first arrived. The days all blurred together for her.

“How long have you been here?” 

Dahyun straightened. She’d been slouching. Unusual for her. “What do you mean?” Her voice was below a whisper, but Sana heard it fine. “Are you asking how old I am?”

“N–yes,” she said. If she was ready to tell, then why not ask?

Her eyes fell to her desk. She had her hair in a ponytail. It exposed her neck, but Sana felt no longing for her blood, even if she did have an incredibly appealing scent. Her hair had started taking on a dark blue sheen. There were strands of grey here and there, but they looked like they belonged. The stuff she’d choked her and Momo with had been light blue. Did that mean Dahyun was calm? Or was this just another illusion? Either way, Sana was impressed. Even her ears were completely round. She really wished that they’d be pointed again. 

She was interrupted from her thoughts when she felt something brush her fingers. It was a small piece of paper. Sana looked at it. When had she written something down?

≥ 400y. At least four hundred years. She didn’t know how old she was? She decided against asking her more. 

Instead, she wrote her own note down and passed it over. You still have to call me unnie. Even if this girl was older than her, except for a couple of the other girls, she wasn't about to address her like she was. Also, she found the way Dahyun struggled to remember to use the honorific endearing. There was a side of her behaviour that seemed younger than Sana.

When the fairy looked back at her, Sana winked. Her response was an amused huff. That counted as a victory. She turned her attention back to the front, only to realise that she hadn’t listened to a word the teacher had said. 

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The change in the school was noticeable. Momo was surprised at the power Dahyun held over people. She’d felt it the week before, when the blue had been wrapped around her neck. It had been clear that the fairy hadn’t meant to kill anyone with the move, but Momo had still felt her control over herself slipping. It hadn’t even scared her, she’d just given in to the feeling of calm. It was like having two parts of herself: one that lost itself to the bliss, while the other stuck with her, focused on finding out what was wrong with Dahyun. That was the scary part. Only after the calm had faded had Momo felt weak. In the moment, she hadn't had any qualms with it.

When they had caught up with her, Momo had felt a terrible anxiety grip her whenever she took a breath. Like her body had been afraid of her surroundings, but her mind wasn’t catching up. She thought she’d seen that same anxiety in Sana’s eyes. The pink-haired vampire had also said she'd felt that way. Momo'd also stopped feeling like she wanted to find the girl, and yet she knew she still had to look for her. Dahyun was undeniably powerful, but she wasn't sure where the fairy's reach ended. She controlled emotions, but what did that mean? Emotions weren't supposed to control your mind like that. Even as a witch, Momo hadn't known spells that could have those effects. As a vampire, she could make people do anything she wanted them to do, or make them forget anything. But she couldn't be compelled herself. Dahyun's powers did something else, but they could have an effect on a vampire.

She pushed the thoughts away, instead thinking about the quasi-chase through the forest. She couldn’t forget the look in Dahyun’s eyes when she'd turned to face them. Her emotions had shown through, right before an eerie calm settled over her expression. It had only been for a second, but it had been enough to see that she was terrified of them. Of them? Or someone else? She clearly hadn’t expected to see Sana and Momo. One thing was for sure and that was that Momo didn't believe a word of Dahyun being here for curiosity's sake.

Even so, there wasn’t a shred of that uneasiness in Dahyun’s posture now. Jihyo had invited her to have lunch with them. Dahyun, surprisingly, had accepted. 

She was looking around the cafeteria. “Is it unusual for others to be sitting with you?” 

“What do you mean?” Momo followed her gaze. She also listened more closely to the other students. Some were whispering about Dahyun, wondering what it was she did, why she was, “special”. That last one made her smile. “Well, usually if we’re with someone else, we sit with them separately.”

“Usually,” Chaeyoung cut in, “that someone is being dated.” She wrinkled her nose. “And some people love PDA.”

Dahyun’s eyes furrowed. “What’s PDA?”

Sana grinned. “This.” She tried to kiss Chaeyoung on the cheek, b

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The ending is here! Your support had me writing a lot of it in one go and I've never written so much all in one go. Thanks so much for reading this story and being patient enough to keep up with it!

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A_B_J_Ch #1
Chapter 43: A gem, truly! The universe is very well detailed, the characters are consistent, deep and naturally progressing within the story. This will definitely make it to my list of stories to read again and again.
I especially appreciate the difference between the nations. And how those differences are addressed.
I am curious to what is the base for the fae language. I may try to compare it to some of the human or fictional languages to quench my curiosity.
My only confusion lays with what happened to Dahyun's family. Maybe I missed it somewhere in the text. But I did not catch why they would not be able to make it to the "court" scene at the end.
But it is a minor detail, which may or may not be explained in my second read-through :)
Pallas
#2
Chapter 43: I finally end this story. Wow, that was a journey, a long one.
I have so much to praise about the writing and development but I can't put it on the right words.
Just know that you make a excellent job here, author-nim. Even though I came only for the "saidahmo" tag (lol) I stay for the universe that is showing here.
I would love to read more about TWICE in that universe, such as Dahyun finally having some happiness after all the pain she came through. But if we don't have more of this world, it's ok. This fanfic worth every secon I spend reading.

Again, thank you so much for writing this, author-nim. Stay healthy!💜
So_Dry
#3
Chapter 43: Hi! I am not sure if I ever left comments here before, but now I feel more at ease doing so. It took me three times to read the story fully to grasp what I needed. The first time I was going through it, confusion was dominating, I had a great deal of questions circulating in my head. It was hard to grasp the flow of the events and so I was struggling to put the pieces together. Characters conversation sometimes were bundled and I misplaced them many times. It brought more disappointment throughout my reading journey. But I kept going at it despite those feelings I had.

What attracted me in the story was the new concept of fantasy you have introduced, though initially when I came it was for Dahyun main rule in it, but I grew more interest and anticipation for her struggle/dilemma when it came to acting on emotions. It was ongoing at the time, and when I finally read the end, I felt more lacking and dissatisfaction surged mostly.



I took a good break until I decided to come again and revisit the story. This second attempt filled so many holes I initially had in me. The grasp on the reasons that lead to such events were much clearer and I had finally connected the dots to form a good flow of events. And even though I had some questions answered, there was a portion that was left scattered and perhaps I was hesitant to search through it. The emotional part of the story was a challenge on itself, but it's needed to be grasped and understood. A part of me ignored the fact I couldn't translate those emotions been discussed throughout the chapters, and when I reached the end again. I still felt a great deal of discomfort as I knew the emotional part is what's the story is mostly made of. I was convincing myself that it wasn't needed to have full clarity on and I would just be okay without it.



It took me a long while until I decided to come back. I was determined to not miss anything this time and make sure to make effort on the emotional part specifically while reading. I still carried a desire to skim through it, but I was able to stop myself from doing so. And to do that, I created a note dedicated to colors and their correlations to the emotional world. Even included a scent list. The results were shocking, though it shouldn't have been because I knew how that contributed to my confusions. I came to appreciate the story even more after this. You had me thinking and immersing myself on how emotions actually worked. Throughout my break time between chapters, I sat down and thought through all decisions that been made, specifically one's by Dahyun. It had me think that I could be just as lacking as her, specially when it came to the reactions she witnesses based on emotions felt in certain events for certain people. Another part of me couldn't help but see it fit so well to be lacking. As if it carries much simpler answers than those that carries more questions in it then resolution. But the complications been presented showed how being in such state is wrong in itself, specially if you knew how the others actually felt and will feel depending your responds.

The wording in the story was nothing I ever read in fictions but it made sense for it to be that way. Can you believe that your work has built a certain amount of calm within me? Not that I never had it, but this gave me more reasons to reconsider and backtrack my emotional responds. So many topics been discussed here and emotions been fully explored through the dialogues. It's been a worthy journey that I would gladly go down through it again, and I will.



I would like to thank you for what you have gave us and introduced. It was a much appreciated knowledge to imagine and feel through those characters. Being able to present it alone is enough to have me carry so much respect for you. While indeed some of us comes for the pairing, but mostly I get more invested when it touches real life struggles. Yours was one to open many eyes on how really emotions works and what kind of questions and consequences it carries and arises. For that, you have my deep gratitude!
Selina1715
#4
Chapter 2: Oh? Is someone behind Dubu?
Shade4149 #5
Chapter 43: So good loved every second
Shade4149 #6
Chapter 30: This is so good I was so happy to see the completed version here when I was waiting on Ao3
dkdldb #7
Chapter 43: I don't usually read fantasy stories, but this was absolutely amazing. Really loved the plot flow and portrayal of characters in this!
Van1212 #8
Author did you see Dahyun's MBTI test result ? It matches so well with the way you decided to portrait her in this story, it is amazing.
Btopinkforever
#9
Chapter 43: I got to admit at first I was here for Saidahmo but as the story progressed my mind started to come here for the plot and writing. This story was like something I needed in my life. I don’t know why but it was. So thank you so much for writing this. I can go on forever talking about this book but I will keep you from my emotions haha Anyways I personally love how you ended this because it’s not a perfect ending for them but it’s the most realistic ending I’ve seen. Meaning the characters had their ups and downs and they still had problems but like in real life they figured some out but some will still take time. Wow I at expressing myself and writing haha I’m glad you left the chapter like this!
Btopinkforever
#10
Chapter 42: Surprisingly I get where Dahyun is getting at and if she did kill Rila and Yrest then that would’ve probably been the ending point for her. So I’m glad she didn’t do anything.