What is love?

The Night and the Fae
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Momo joined the two on the way home. She was over the moon that Dahyun was joining them. It was surprising that Nayeon had managed to convince her. Then again, the eldest vampire rarely got angry, so even a hint of that could get someone to do just about anything. 

“You’re both so happy,” Dahyun said. She was looking at them, but not their faces. In the space in front of them almost. Her gaze almost looked like awe.

She linked their arms, allowing some cold to seep in. The fairy had tried to hide it, but her eyes had sometimes given away the pain she was in. “What do they look like? Emotions?” Momo asked.

That took her out of the daze. Her eyes focused on her face. Something had changed in her. She would meet gazes as though she were searching them. It made Momo tempted to look away, but for the sake of her pride, she couldn’t. She chalked it up to not wanting to be looked at like she was a complicated physics problem (because Dahyun tended to look like that in class as well). 

“All of them are beautiful,” she said. “Even grief, which is black.” Her gaze fell on the forest, softening as it took in the leaves. “The best I can say is that it’s like in chemistry,” she glanced at Sana, “when you get the small section of colour change just before mixing. Or paint in water.” Her eyes glazed over again. “Happiness is green, a deep green like spring trees.” Shaking her head, her expression turned pensive. “It’s a very strong emotion, not just for the self. I’m surprised you’re feeling it because of me.” 

Silence. Momo was trying to process that statement. She looked to Sana, who had a frown on her face. 

“We wanted you somewhere safe,” Momo said slowly. “A place that might feel like home to you.” Too much, she thought. “At least a place where you don’t have to store food and clothes in your locker.” Not that she had seen that, but when she walked past, she could smell the scent of forests and food coming from it pretty strongly. She also didn't know where else the fairy would store that stuff.

Dahyun smiled slightly and looked down at her hands.

“And by the way,” Sana said, “Jihyo’s cooking is great. It’s even better than pizza.” 

She raised her eyebrows. “Truly?” 

“Truly,” Momo winked, “but it’ll take a few meals to know just how good it is.” 

Her smile widened, but she still didn’t raise her eyes. “And you would really just let a stranger into your house and allow them to stay?” 

“You’re not just any stranger, Dahyunnie,” Sana replied, wrapping an arm around her waist. “You’ve strangled us, slept in Momo’s bed, and been rescued from a werewolf by us.” She grinned. 

The fairy’s smile faded. “I have nothing to give you.”

Momo poked her cheek. “This isn’t like a loan. There’s nothing to give back,” she dug around in her bag, “or pay back.” She stuffed the money in the other’s pocket. Dahyun had somehow given it to her today. When, she had no idea. She was craftier than Momo gave her credit. 

The girl blushed, trying to take it out, but Momo grabbed her hand instead.

“It’s not right. We never accepted anything for exactly this reason. We didn’t have anything to give back,” Dahyun's brow furrowed, “unless you’re in need of emotions, or want to lose some.” 

The words reminded her that Dahyun came from a completely different world. She and Sana might have been immortal, but they’d been in the human world all their life. Momo found she wanted to know everything about the other’s world, and she wanted to tell her about theirs. 

“You’re not going to give us anything,” Sana said firmly. “You said it yourself, this is a gift. Gifts aren’t meant to be given back.”

She looked like she wanted to protest. Instead, she looked between the two of them, scanning their faces. Again, Momo felt like a physics problem. She wasn’t sure if she didn’t like it or not. 

“I’ll find something,” she said. It seemed more like she was saying it to herself. “Maybe I do the,” she frowned, “the...chores?” 

“Jeongyeon-unnie will love you.” Sana giggled. “You’re serious? Housework?”

“I know it’s not enough,” she wasn’t looking at them, but at the forest now, “but it can be a start, can it not?” Her way of speaking was unusual. It was almost a mixture of archaic and modern, as if she'd learned both forms and was now mixing them up.

The house was coming into view. Momo was almost disappointed. This was something that needed a long and uninterrupted talk to make Dahyun realise she owed them nothing. 

Sana took a deep breath. “Today we’re having lasagna.” She grinned. 

Another frown. “Lasana?” Dahyun repeated. 

Sana said it again, but slower.

“Lasagna.” The fairy's brow rose. “Your words are so strange.” 

Momo nudged her lightly. “We could say the same about yours.” 

Sana opened the door. “What is love?” 

“Purple,” Dahyun replied. 

She shook her head, “I meant what it is in your language.” 

“Oh,” she said, “chelan.” 

“Chelan,” both said. “And I love you?” 

“Weh chela,” she replied. “It’s a rare phrase, but that’s it.” 

Weh chela, Momo thought. Definitely a phrase to remember. 

 

To everyone’s relief, Dahyun loved lasagna. She loved chocolate even more, which was in the dessert. 

“I still can’t believe your appetite,” Momo said, finishing up what was left of the fairy’s lasagna. “Did you just never eat much?” 

There was a fleeting look on Dahyun’s face. It was between panic and hesitation. “Not really,” she said, taking another bite of the cake. “Never needed to.”

She really was a terrible liar.

“You should start eating more,” Momo said, “it’s good for you.”

They started talking about different foods. Dahyun looked interested in each one, but still confused about their names. At one point, Jihyo started showing her how the stove and the oven worked. They also confused her. At one point she was talking about fires being 'far more straightforward'. Momo had had to smile at that point.

“I wanna watch a movie,” Tzuyu called. 

“Clean up first,” Jeongyeon shot back. 

The fairy was at the table so fast, Momo wouldn’t have been surprised if she’d teleported. She started gathering the plates, piling them in a stack in one hand, perfectly balanced. 

Jeongyeon stared at her, watching as she filled the dishwasher. “Can you stay here? Please.” 

Dahyun smiled. It was slow, but it looked easier than the last ones. It made Momo feel warm looking a

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The ending is here! Your support had me writing a lot of it in one go and I've never written so much all in one go. Thanks so much for reading this story and being patient enough to keep up with it!

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A_B_J_Ch #1
Chapter 43: A gem, truly! The universe is very well detailed, the characters are consistent, deep and naturally progressing within the story. This will definitely make it to my list of stories to read again and again.
I especially appreciate the difference between the nations. And how those differences are addressed.
I am curious to what is the base for the fae language. I may try to compare it to some of the human or fictional languages to quench my curiosity.
My only confusion lays with what happened to Dahyun's family. Maybe I missed it somewhere in the text. But I did not catch why they would not be able to make it to the "court" scene at the end.
But it is a minor detail, which may or may not be explained in my second read-through :)
Pallas
#2
Chapter 43: I finally end this story. Wow, that was a journey, a long one.
I have so much to praise about the writing and development but I can't put it on the right words.
Just know that you make a excellent job here, author-nim. Even though I came only for the "saidahmo" tag (lol) I stay for the universe that is showing here.
I would love to read more about TWICE in that universe, such as Dahyun finally having some happiness after all the pain she came through. But if we don't have more of this world, it's ok. This fanfic worth every secon I spend reading.

Again, thank you so much for writing this, author-nim. Stay healthy!💜
So_Dry
#3
Chapter 43: Hi! I am not sure if I ever left comments here before, but now I feel more at ease doing so. It took me three times to read the story fully to grasp what I needed. The first time I was going through it, confusion was dominating, I had a great deal of questions circulating in my head. It was hard to grasp the flow of the events and so I was struggling to put the pieces together. Characters conversation sometimes were bundled and I misplaced them many times. It brought more disappointment throughout my reading journey. But I kept going at it despite those feelings I had.

What attracted me in the story was the new concept of fantasy you have introduced, though initially when I came it was for Dahyun main rule in it, but I grew more interest and anticipation for her struggle/dilemma when it came to acting on emotions. It was ongoing at the time, and when I finally read the end, I felt more lacking and dissatisfaction surged mostly.



I took a good break until I decided to come again and revisit the story. This second attempt filled so many holes I initially had in me. The grasp on the reasons that lead to such events were much clearer and I had finally connected the dots to form a good flow of events. And even though I had some questions answered, there was a portion that was left scattered and perhaps I was hesitant to search through it. The emotional part of the story was a challenge on itself, but it's needed to be grasped and understood. A part of me ignored the fact I couldn't translate those emotions been discussed throughout the chapters, and when I reached the end again. I still felt a great deal of discomfort as I knew the emotional part is what's the story is mostly made of. I was convincing myself that it wasn't needed to have full clarity on and I would just be okay without it.



It took me a long while until I decided to come back. I was determined to not miss anything this time and make sure to make effort on the emotional part specifically while reading. I still carried a desire to skim through it, but I was able to stop myself from doing so. And to do that, I created a note dedicated to colors and their correlations to the emotional world. Even included a scent list. The results were shocking, though it shouldn't have been because I knew how that contributed to my confusions. I came to appreciate the story even more after this. You had me thinking and immersing myself on how emotions actually worked. Throughout my break time between chapters, I sat down and thought through all decisions that been made, specifically one's by Dahyun. It had me think that I could be just as lacking as her, specially when it came to the reactions she witnesses based on emotions felt in certain events for certain people. Another part of me couldn't help but see it fit so well to be lacking. As if it carries much simpler answers than those that carries more questions in it then resolution. But the complications been presented showed how being in such state is wrong in itself, specially if you knew how the others actually felt and will feel depending your responds.

The wording in the story was nothing I ever read in fictions but it made sense for it to be that way. Can you believe that your work has built a certain amount of calm within me? Not that I never had it, but this gave me more reasons to reconsider and backtrack my emotional responds. So many topics been discussed here and emotions been fully explored through the dialogues. It's been a worthy journey that I would gladly go down through it again, and I will.



I would like to thank you for what you have gave us and introduced. It was a much appreciated knowledge to imagine and feel through those characters. Being able to present it alone is enough to have me carry so much respect for you. While indeed some of us comes for the pairing, but mostly I get more invested when it touches real life struggles. Yours was one to open many eyes on how really emotions works and what kind of questions and consequences it carries and arises. For that, you have my deep gratitude!
Selina1715
#4
Chapter 2: Oh? Is someone behind Dubu?
Shade4149 #5
Chapter 43: So good loved every second
Shade4149 #6
Chapter 30: This is so good I was so happy to see the completed version here when I was waiting on Ao3
dkdldb #7
Chapter 43: I don't usually read fantasy stories, but this was absolutely amazing. Really loved the plot flow and portrayal of characters in this!
Van1212 #8
Author did you see Dahyun's MBTI test result ? It matches so well with the way you decided to portrait her in this story, it is amazing.
Btopinkforever
#9
Chapter 43: I got to admit at first I was here for Saidahmo but as the story progressed my mind started to come here for the plot and writing. This story was like something I needed in my life. I don’t know why but it was. So thank you so much for writing this. I can go on forever talking about this book but I will keep you from my emotions haha Anyways I personally love how you ended this because it’s not a perfect ending for them but it’s the most realistic ending I’ve seen. Meaning the characters had their ups and downs and they still had problems but like in real life they figured some out but some will still take time. Wow I at expressing myself and writing haha I’m glad you left the chapter like this!
Btopinkforever
#10
Chapter 42: Surprisingly I get where Dahyun is getting at and if she did kill Rila and Yrest then that would’ve probably been the ending point for her. So I’m glad she didn’t do anything.