I want her to stay

The Night and the Fae
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Momo was carrying Dahyun, but Sana held one of the fairy’s hands in her own, her hair as they went. It was a deep shade of blue. Sadness was what Sana had said the colour meant. Momo couldn’t stop scanning the girl’s face, upon which scars had spread the moment she fell asleep. She couldn’t even guess how those had gotten there. The sight saddened her, but it also made her angry. 

“Do you think they did that to her?” Sana’s hand paused at the scar across Dahyun’s jaw. A part of Momo expected her to be jealous of the tender look in the girl’s eyes. The other part thought this all felt completely normal. 

“If not them, who else?” She hardly knew who "them" was, only that they were Dahyun's own people. 

A sad smile. “Another story for another day?” The smile faded. “Or never.”

“What makes you say that?” Momo could hear the distant murmurs of the girls. Dahyun had run surprisingly fast and far. She’d thought they were going to have to tackle her at one point. She was glad they hadn’t needed to. 

“After today,” Sana trailed off, “what if she never shares anything about herself again? She was ready to leave. Forever.”

Her eyes burned at that thought. There had been so many tears today. Out of all of them, Dahyun had cried the most. She had never thought she’d see someone break down like that, especially not her. But she had. It had been different to when she'd had the fear attack. This had completely overwhelmed her. Everything she’d pushed down since her capture had been forced to the forefront. 

“I think she’d tell us” Momo said slowly. The fairy’s skin glowed in the moonlight. “But like everything else she does, it would take time.”

“And we have a lot of that.” Then Sana's gaze turned thoughtful, her hand lingering again on a scar. “Something I still can’t wrap my head around is how long she’s been here.” A chuckle. “I asked her that same thing, and she thought I meant her age.”

“She arrived,” Momo trailed off. When had Dahyun arrived? She'd thought the answer would be obvious. 

She smiled slightly. “You can’t tell either, right?”

But she had to have known that, right? It was a simple answer. Weeks? Months? 

“Another thing to figure out,” Sana sighed, “later.” 

Seconds of silence passed. Then the other vampire spoke again. 

“Do you think she’ll stay this time? Or run away the moment she thinks we’re in danger.”

Momo didn’t reply immediately. The first answer was no, but after tonight, after seeing how torn Dahyun was, how she couldn’t understand the fact that they didn’t want to go, her answer was probably wrong. And the deciding factor wasn't Dahyun thinking she was in danger, but worrying about them. 

“I want her to stay.” That was the only thing she could say. 

“Me too,” Sana said softly. 

Momo turned to face her. The other vampire’s eyes were still glassy, but the gaze was full of confusion. 

“We’re not going into it today,” she said. “But I think we’ll have to talk about,” how could she put it, “this. Soon.” 

Thankfully, Sana understood what she meant. “We will.” 

They walked on in silence. Dahyun’s breathing was even. It hadn’t been since this afternoon when the vampire attacked. Momo listened to it. As she did so, she was overcome with a feeling of warmth. With it came a degree of fear. How had a person managed to make her feel this way? She felt so at peace just hearing that her breathing was easy. She felt so happy that this girl trusted her enough to fall asleep like this. 

She wondered how Dahyun had managed to make her care. So much. Pull her in so far that the thought of her leaving hurt. Was this attachment? It was exactly the sort of dread she’d felt in the past. When she fell for a human. She'd known they would one day die. And they had. That grief had caused her to push many away, but why did she not want to do the same now?

When they reached the house, the other six girls ushered them in.

“And you really didn’t knock her out and bring her here?” Jeongyeon asked. Her eyes were puffy. Momo could count the times on her hand that the older vampire had cried in front of them.

“It took some time, but she agreed when she saw how much we wanted her to stay,” Sana replied, a small smile on her face. 

“So you let her look through your emotions?” Mina asked. “All of them?” 

They both nodded. They’d stood there, all three half in tears, silent as Dahyun peeled back the layers of their emotion. From what she’d told them about emotions, that was as close as exposing their souls to her. Or were those core emotions their souls?

The pink-haired vampire didn’t say anything more. There was just a thoughtful edge to her gaze. Again.

“Hungry?” Jihyo asked. “We’ve been craving that pizza.” 

Momo smiled slightly. They’d waited for them. 

“We should take her upstairs,” she nodded at Dahyun, “had a long day.”

“So have you,” Nayeon said. “So if you don’t come back down, I’ll know our pizza is safe.” She winked. 

Momo chuckled, giving her a pout. “One for the road?” 

Sana stuck a slice in , holding one for her self. It was cold, but still tasted great. 

The sounds of a movie started behind them. They were probably all drained by Dahyun’s story. Momo definitely was. While it was always obvious that something troubled the fairy, she'd never expected it to be so deeply ingrained in her. There was so much pain, so much guilt—it was eating away at her. Could they heal those wounds? Or would they remain like the scars scattered across Dahyun's body?

She set the fairy down on the bed, her slice of pizza already eaten. As she was pulling away, a hand closed around her wrist. Its grip was feeble. Momo could have gotten her to let go without any real effort. She didn’t. 

There was a murmur, but she couldn’t understand it. She’d heard the fae language before, so she recognised the way she drew out the words. She looked at Sana, whose hand had also not been let go of. She didn’t seem to know what Dahyun had said either. 

The next word was in English, but they understood that easily. 

“Stay.”

The vampires exchanged another look. Then both got on the

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The ending is here! Your support had me writing a lot of it in one go and I've never written so much all in one go. Thanks so much for reading this story and being patient enough to keep up with it!

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A_B_J_Ch #1
Chapter 43: A gem, truly! The universe is very well detailed, the characters are consistent, deep and naturally progressing within the story. This will definitely make it to my list of stories to read again and again.
I especially appreciate the difference between the nations. And how those differences are addressed.
I am curious to what is the base for the fae language. I may try to compare it to some of the human or fictional languages to quench my curiosity.
My only confusion lays with what happened to Dahyun's family. Maybe I missed it somewhere in the text. But I did not catch why they would not be able to make it to the "court" scene at the end.
But it is a minor detail, which may or may not be explained in my second read-through :)
Pallas
#2
Chapter 43: I finally end this story. Wow, that was a journey, a long one.
I have so much to praise about the writing and development but I can't put it on the right words.
Just know that you make a excellent job here, author-nim. Even though I came only for the "saidahmo" tag (lol) I stay for the universe that is showing here.
I would love to read more about TWICE in that universe, such as Dahyun finally having some happiness after all the pain she came through. But if we don't have more of this world, it's ok. This fanfic worth every secon I spend reading.

Again, thank you so much for writing this, author-nim. Stay healthy!💜
So_Dry
#3
Chapter 43: Hi! I am not sure if I ever left comments here before, but now I feel more at ease doing so. It took me three times to read the story fully to grasp what I needed. The first time I was going through it, confusion was dominating, I had a great deal of questions circulating in my head. It was hard to grasp the flow of the events and so I was struggling to put the pieces together. Characters conversation sometimes were bundled and I misplaced them many times. It brought more disappointment throughout my reading journey. But I kept going at it despite those feelings I had.

What attracted me in the story was the new concept of fantasy you have introduced, though initially when I came it was for Dahyun main rule in it, but I grew more interest and anticipation for her struggle/dilemma when it came to acting on emotions. It was ongoing at the time, and when I finally read the end, I felt more lacking and dissatisfaction surged mostly.



I took a good break until I decided to come again and revisit the story. This second attempt filled so many holes I initially had in me. The grasp on the reasons that lead to such events were much clearer and I had finally connected the dots to form a good flow of events. And even though I had some questions answered, there was a portion that was left scattered and perhaps I was hesitant to search through it. The emotional part of the story was a challenge on itself, but it's needed to be grasped and understood. A part of me ignored the fact I couldn't translate those emotions been discussed throughout the chapters, and when I reached the end again. I still felt a great deal of discomfort as I knew the emotional part is what's the story is mostly made of. I was convincing myself that it wasn't needed to have full clarity on and I would just be okay without it.



It took me a long while until I decided to come back. I was determined to not miss anything this time and make sure to make effort on the emotional part specifically while reading. I still carried a desire to skim through it, but I was able to stop myself from doing so. And to do that, I created a note dedicated to colors and their correlations to the emotional world. Even included a scent list. The results were shocking, though it shouldn't have been because I knew how that contributed to my confusions. I came to appreciate the story even more after this. You had me thinking and immersing myself on how emotions actually worked. Throughout my break time between chapters, I sat down and thought through all decisions that been made, specifically one's by Dahyun. It had me think that I could be just as lacking as her, specially when it came to the reactions she witnesses based on emotions felt in certain events for certain people. Another part of me couldn't help but see it fit so well to be lacking. As if it carries much simpler answers than those that carries more questions in it then resolution. But the complications been presented showed how being in such state is wrong in itself, specially if you knew how the others actually felt and will feel depending your responds.

The wording in the story was nothing I ever read in fictions but it made sense for it to be that way. Can you believe that your work has built a certain amount of calm within me? Not that I never had it, but this gave me more reasons to reconsider and backtrack my emotional responds. So many topics been discussed here and emotions been fully explored through the dialogues. It's been a worthy journey that I would gladly go down through it again, and I will.



I would like to thank you for what you have gave us and introduced. It was a much appreciated knowledge to imagine and feel through those characters. Being able to present it alone is enough to have me carry so much respect for you. While indeed some of us comes for the pairing, but mostly I get more invested when it touches real life struggles. Yours was one to open many eyes on how really emotions works and what kind of questions and consequences it carries and arises. For that, you have my deep gratitude!
Selina1715
#4
Chapter 2: Oh? Is someone behind Dubu?
Shade4149 #5
Chapter 43: So good loved every second
Shade4149 #6
Chapter 30: This is so good I was so happy to see the completed version here when I was waiting on Ao3
dkdldb #7
Chapter 43: I don't usually read fantasy stories, but this was absolutely amazing. Really loved the plot flow and portrayal of characters in this!
Van1212 #8
Author did you see Dahyun's MBTI test result ? It matches so well with the way you decided to portrait her in this story, it is amazing.
Btopinkforever
#9
Chapter 43: I got to admit at first I was here for Saidahmo but as the story progressed my mind started to come here for the plot and writing. This story was like something I needed in my life. I don’t know why but it was. So thank you so much for writing this. I can go on forever talking about this book but I will keep you from my emotions haha Anyways I personally love how you ended this because it’s not a perfect ending for them but it’s the most realistic ending I’ve seen. Meaning the characters had their ups and downs and they still had problems but like in real life they figured some out but some will still take time. Wow I at expressing myself and writing haha I’m glad you left the chapter like this!
Btopinkforever
#10
Chapter 42: Surprisingly I get where Dahyun is getting at and if she did kill Rila and Yrest then that would’ve probably been the ending point for her. So I’m glad she didn’t do anything.