I will be fine

The Night and the Fae
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It was dark when she left school. She had found an excuse to stay longer: extra Physics work. Her hand hurt from a day of writing, but it would fade within the hour. She’d have a lot of time now. There was a full moon today. She always liked such nights. Her mind would immediately clear when she saw the pale orb in the sky. It strengthened her kind as well. She felt it in her steps, which had been so heavy today. Now she could walk with ease.

Her mind went to food now. What would she eat? She enjoyed chocolate, but it made her hungrier after eating. The food from the vampires had also been good. Had it been called pasta?

She walked down the street, looking into the different restaurants. There were many that smelled nice, but nothing appealed to her. She couldn’t eat very much. Her appetite had always been small, but ever since she’d been captured, it had plummeted. She knew she had to increase it. Not just to look healthier, but to also avoid people asking even more questions. She also enjoyed eating.

When she reached the supermarket, she bought herself a sandwich. It was simple and filling. It would last her the evening and tomorrow morning. After taking the first bite, she went outside again. The air was cool, but not freezing. Yet something was wrong. 

At first she thought it was magic, fae magic, but that would be impossible. Then she saw fear in the air. It was recent and familiar. It was the fear of being followed. She listened for any sounds of struggle, but heard nothing. Why couldn’t she hear footsteps? There were not even the sounds of passing cars.

Then she sensed emotions of hunger and anticipation. Dahyun’s stomach clenched. She was no stranger to the horrors of the world and the soul, but she knew only little about the crimes committed in the modern world. Even so, what little she was aware of was enough to make her follow the trail. 

As she got into a run, she felt a pressure lift from her shoulders. Then she heard yelling. 

“Get away from me!” Then there was a shriek. Surprise filled the air, then horror. 

Dahyun reached for the other presence immediately. She drove out the aggression, trying to transfer it immediately into the physical world. In her hand, she felt the blade of aggression and a desire to fight forming. Her head didn’t hurt.

She went into the alley. What she saw made her stop in her tracks. Whatever she had soothed was standing there, staring at her. Her vision was blurred. She couldn’t make out specific features. 

It was a hulking figure, taller than her and no doubt stronger than her as well. Its eyes were red. It was surrounded by emotions she could only describe as murderous. There was a residue of confusion within it, as well as dread. Then feral rage erupted from it. 

Her moment of hesitation was her mistake. It lunged towards her. Dahyun dove away, but not before it caught her in the side. She couldn’t help her cry of pain. 

She got up with difficulty, not wanting to make the gash any worse. Letting the creature’s anger flow into her, she tried to pass it calm instead. No such luck. Rage flowed through it like a river. How could there be so much in one creature? 

Even so, anger was not an emotion that weakened her. She threw a dagger at it before leaping into the air. The creature snarled. She cursed. The blade had not been made of calm, but of anger. 

She returned to the ground. A second later, the creature grabbed her. It threw her at a wall. She felt her entire side sear in pain. Out of the corner of her eye, she saw the girl it had been hunting. To her relief, she was still alive. 

The beast sent a fist into her abdomen. Dahyun gasped, the air leaving her. She took hold of the dagger in the creature, pulling on the anger still in its mind. She forced it to attach to the blade, making it expand. If she did this right, the creature would live. She gave it fear, feeling a twinge of guilt as she did so. The anger pushed against her, the creature dug its claws into her side and her shoulder, but it was held in place by the terror it felt. She silently vowed she would take it back. Tears ran down her face. Her mind was more in the emotional world than the physical. That was the only thing that kept her from screaming.

“Sleep,” someone said. Dahyun felt the magic of the word course through her. She did not fall asleep, but the beast before her fell immediately. It pulled her down, twisting within her body. She cried out again. 

Lying there, she could see the beast’s face properly. It was covered in fur, and its mouth and nose had extended into a snout, but it was humanoid. Was this a werewolf? It was sleeping, but its breath was more a gargle than anything. Had she pierced its lung?

“Dahyun,” the person said. Worry filled her vision. “You’re bleeding out.” It was Sana. Why was she so concerned? The wounds would not kill her. They would heal in what, a day? Two?

“I won’t,” she said through gasps. “The other one might.”She couldn't let it die.

Sana shook her head. “It’ll be you before them.” Were her eyes purple? With her pink hair, this made for a a fitting emotional combination: desire and love. Dahyun wondered again whether or not the girl knew this. 

Dahyun took a deep breath, the pain was truly too much. “Make them forget,” she said. Her jaw was clenched. If she let anything slip, her scream would probably wake neighbourhood. If the fighting hadn’t already. 

“I’ll worry about that later,” hands pressed to her wounds, “can you have vampire venom?” Was there electricity coursing through her body? It warmed her. A vampire with magic other than their compulsion abilities. It was unheard of, but recently little seemed to be impossible.

“I’ve never tried it.” She knew potions for healing, but venom had never come into the equation. Knowing its effect on her would have required interaction with the outside world. They didn't do that. “Is the other girl hurt?” 

“I think she fainted.” Her voice sounded strained. It must have been the blood. 

“Leave me,” she said. “I will be fine.” If that creature was a werewolf, the anger within it might trigger something. Perhaps it would even lose itself to the anger. The blade needed to go. The creature needed to heal. 

There was a flare of anger. “You’re lying in a pool of your own blood. It’s not stopping.” 

“Go,” Dahyun spat. She didn’t mean to sound so venomous. “It’ll be better for you.” 

“The other girls are coming soon. Please tell me you know a spell that heals you.” 

Right. The potion. “Pass me my bag. I don’t care if you make it bloody.” 

She heard a crackling sound. Dahyun felt goosebumps Sana’s hand was alive with sparks. Her bloodied hand was suddenly only covered in black flecks. Burned blood? Sana disappeared for a moment. Dahyun took the opportunity to push herself into a seated position. She raised a hand, all

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The ending is here! Your support had me writing a lot of it in one go and I've never written so much all in one go. Thanks so much for reading this story and being patient enough to keep up with it!

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A_B_J_Ch #1
Chapter 43: A gem, truly! The universe is very well detailed, the characters are consistent, deep and naturally progressing within the story. This will definitely make it to my list of stories to read again and again.
I especially appreciate the difference between the nations. And how those differences are addressed.
I am curious to what is the base for the fae language. I may try to compare it to some of the human or fictional languages to quench my curiosity.
My only confusion lays with what happened to Dahyun's family. Maybe I missed it somewhere in the text. But I did not catch why they would not be able to make it to the "court" scene at the end.
But it is a minor detail, which may or may not be explained in my second read-through :)
Pallas
#2
Chapter 43: I finally end this story. Wow, that was a journey, a long one.
I have so much to praise about the writing and development but I can't put it on the right words.
Just know that you make a excellent job here, author-nim. Even though I came only for the "saidahmo" tag (lol) I stay for the universe that is showing here.
I would love to read more about TWICE in that universe, such as Dahyun finally having some happiness after all the pain she came through. But if we don't have more of this world, it's ok. This fanfic worth every secon I spend reading.

Again, thank you so much for writing this, author-nim. Stay healthy!💜
So_Dry
#3
Chapter 43: Hi! I am not sure if I ever left comments here before, but now I feel more at ease doing so. It took me three times to read the story fully to grasp what I needed. The first time I was going through it, confusion was dominating, I had a great deal of questions circulating in my head. It was hard to grasp the flow of the events and so I was struggling to put the pieces together. Characters conversation sometimes were bundled and I misplaced them many times. It brought more disappointment throughout my reading journey. But I kept going at it despite those feelings I had.

What attracted me in the story was the new concept of fantasy you have introduced, though initially when I came it was for Dahyun main rule in it, but I grew more interest and anticipation for her struggle/dilemma when it came to acting on emotions. It was ongoing at the time, and when I finally read the end, I felt more lacking and dissatisfaction surged mostly.



I took a good break until I decided to come again and revisit the story. This second attempt filled so many holes I initially had in me. The grasp on the reasons that lead to such events were much clearer and I had finally connected the dots to form a good flow of events. And even though I had some questions answered, there was a portion that was left scattered and perhaps I was hesitant to search through it. The emotional part of the story was a challenge on itself, but it's needed to be grasped and understood. A part of me ignored the fact I couldn't translate those emotions been discussed throughout the chapters, and when I reached the end again. I still felt a great deal of discomfort as I knew the emotional part is what's the story is mostly made of. I was convincing myself that it wasn't needed to have full clarity on and I would just be okay without it.



It took me a long while until I decided to come back. I was determined to not miss anything this time and make sure to make effort on the emotional part specifically while reading. I still carried a desire to skim through it, but I was able to stop myself from doing so. And to do that, I created a note dedicated to colors and their correlations to the emotional world. Even included a scent list. The results were shocking, though it shouldn't have been because I knew how that contributed to my confusions. I came to appreciate the story even more after this. You had me thinking and immersing myself on how emotions actually worked. Throughout my break time between chapters, I sat down and thought through all decisions that been made, specifically one's by Dahyun. It had me think that I could be just as lacking as her, specially when it came to the reactions she witnesses based on emotions felt in certain events for certain people. Another part of me couldn't help but see it fit so well to be lacking. As if it carries much simpler answers than those that carries more questions in it then resolution. But the complications been presented showed how being in such state is wrong in itself, specially if you knew how the others actually felt and will feel depending your responds.

The wording in the story was nothing I ever read in fictions but it made sense for it to be that way. Can you believe that your work has built a certain amount of calm within me? Not that I never had it, but this gave me more reasons to reconsider and backtrack my emotional responds. So many topics been discussed here and emotions been fully explored through the dialogues. It's been a worthy journey that I would gladly go down through it again, and I will.



I would like to thank you for what you have gave us and introduced. It was a much appreciated knowledge to imagine and feel through those characters. Being able to present it alone is enough to have me carry so much respect for you. While indeed some of us comes for the pairing, but mostly I get more invested when it touches real life struggles. Yours was one to open many eyes on how really emotions works and what kind of questions and consequences it carries and arises. For that, you have my deep gratitude!
Selina1715
#4
Chapter 2: Oh? Is someone behind Dubu?
Shade4149 #5
Chapter 43: So good loved every second
Shade4149 #6
Chapter 30: This is so good I was so happy to see the completed version here when I was waiting on Ao3
dkdldb #7
Chapter 43: I don't usually read fantasy stories, but this was absolutely amazing. Really loved the plot flow and portrayal of characters in this!
Van1212 #8
Author did you see Dahyun's MBTI test result ? It matches so well with the way you decided to portrait her in this story, it is amazing.
Btopinkforever
#9
Chapter 43: I got to admit at first I was here for Saidahmo but as the story progressed my mind started to come here for the plot and writing. This story was like something I needed in my life. I don’t know why but it was. So thank you so much for writing this. I can go on forever talking about this book but I will keep you from my emotions haha Anyways I personally love how you ended this because it’s not a perfect ending for them but it’s the most realistic ending I’ve seen. Meaning the characters had their ups and downs and they still had problems but like in real life they figured some out but some will still take time. Wow I at expressing myself and writing haha I’m glad you left the chapter like this!
Btopinkforever
#10
Chapter 42: Surprisingly I get where Dahyun is getting at and if she did kill Rila and Yrest then that would’ve probably been the ending point for her. So I’m glad she didn’t do anything.