Chapter 17

SINB

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“Sinb what are you doing” Yuju ask after everybody left to buy some snacks

I look at her with confusion “What?”

She sighed and inclined her seat while she slowly rest her head,She’s tired since she drives from Seoul to Ulsan “The smile,the soft eyes,the clingy attitude and the kisses what was that Sinb? What are you doing?” She massage her temple,then a few minutes of silence pass in the car.

I look at the car window and saw the five of them dividing the task,and damn that Sana took Yerin away without agreeing in her idea.

“I’m doing that because..” a paused

Whats the real reason? Why do i keep on doing those things? And my mind flash some images of Yerin leaving me away and choosing Sana over me, it makes my heart burn and crush down.

I swallowed “Because..” i sighed “Because i’m afraid, what if Yerin will leave me?” I mumble

She smirk “Your afraid that Yerin will leave you but Your willing to leave her for jungkook” she scoff. Her words made my heart curled,i admit i’am offended but at some point she’s right.

I didn’t speak.

“Yerin and I” she smile “We stick together since toddler days, if the other one is down the other person will pull it up, if the other one choose the wrong way the other one will guide. And thats us. Sinb, i saw all Yerin’s Downfall, i saw how she did her best to Save there company even though her mother just died, i saw how she stand up infront of the other people presenting our new product and i saw how her heart crushed into pieces when Sana left her. But she loves you more than Sana”

What she said made me look at her

“W-What?” I asked in shock

“Believe it or not she love’s you more than Sana. Your wondering how?” She said and look at me then again she close her eyes

“She endure the pain Sinb. Eventhough she doesn’t want to share what she owns, she’s willing to share you inorder to make you happy,Eventhough she’s just a rebound?, a second placer in your heart she accept it because she love’s you. Those things that she can’t do for Sana. She can’t endure the pain instead she’s willing to let Sana go. But with you she’s willing to do it. Your like a rose full of thorns Sinb, She’s hurting her self but still willing to touch you because she loves you and she cherish you” tears are falling from her cheeks eventhough her eyes are still closed

“If you continued those actions,She will fall harder” then she look at me with those