Chapter 15

SINB

It’s already past midnight but she’s not yet here,this is the first time that she did this without even informing me. 

I sighed and pick up Angko and put her in my lap and slowly her fur. I see something different between us,between Yerin and i. When i have a date with Jungkook i can’t see the jealousy in her eyes, unlike before she declared it and she always try to stoped me but this time she just nod mindlessly without saying anything. When i’m using my phone infront of the table because i got a notification from Jungkook, before she will get mad and push me to turn my phone off, but now she doesn’t care And the thing that hurts me the most is when she almost forgot my presence.

She doesn’t care anymore

She didn’t treat me like a princess

My heart is clenching by remembering those.

I miss her. 

The old her.

“Yerin” i mumur while a droplets of tears starts falling.She became like that after she saw Sana three weeks ago. I saw how she look’s at her with longing and care she didn’t even gave me a little bit of her attention, her eyes is focus on Sana.

“Angko why would i cry because of her?” Then i laugh while my tears are streaming down “ i hate your Mom, because i can feel these roller coaster emotion that i should not feel. If she already avoid me before i won’t feel these, maybe i’m happy because Jungkook and i has a big chance to be together but now i hate to admit this this Angko, i miss her presence, her smile,her cheesy lines,her kisses” then the dog leap down on the floor so i hug my knees while i burst out all the heavy feeling inside my chest “i miss you yerin” i murmur and cry until i passed out

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I woke up in my bed and that made me creased my forehead, last night i’m in the couch waiting for her. 

“Ahh my head hurts” i massage my temple, last night, i really cry too much and it made my heart a bit lighter since i’m holding this for awhile