Nine

Keeping You
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this will be short... the last of Mark's narration...

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"Match"

 

Upon opening his eyes, what Mark felt was the heaviness in his head. It almost felt like someone is pounding on his head, making it throb with pain. He could only massage his right temple in the hopes to somehow make the pain subside. Hangover is the last thing he needed today.

Glancing on the digital clock near his bed, he read the time- 10:17 p.m. Mark looked outside the room's window and saw that it is indeed dark already. He then turned to check the empty side of the bed next to him. Where's Jinyoung? He scanned the room with his eyes but found no trace of the raven haired.

"Jinyoung?" Mark called out but the lack of response made him feel some sense of panic rising in is chest.

He didn't intend to, but his mind went back to the scene he had witnessed just a while ago, before he had himself drunk. Jaebum, leaning dangerously close to Jinyoung and before he could even turn away, he saw how those two closed the distance between them. He just stood there, watching as Jinyoung did nothing until Jaebum pulled back. Jinyoung didn't do anything then, and even after Jaebum kissed him. And that's enough for Mark to want to leave and get away. What he has seen is so much more than he could take seeing. That is too much and all that's been running in his head was- why would Jinyoung do that? Why would Jinyoung do that to him? And how could he do that to him? All the time they've been together... what did those really mean to Jinyoung?

But Mark knows this isn't the time to think of all these yet. If he wants answers, they should come from Jinyoung himself. 

Shaking his thoughts off, Mark decided to get up, despite the heaviness he feels in his head and wore his slippers. He needs to find Jinyoung. Although in the far corner of his mind, he thinks he knows where to find him... Mark is still hoping he's got things wrong this time. 'please Jinyoung, don't break me this much'.

He walked outside the room and tried to find Jinyoung. And he did. He did find Jinyoung.

He found Jinyoung, walking alongside Jaebum and they were heading towards the older's room. For what possible reason are they going inside Jaebum's room, Mark doesn't know. Or maybe he does, but his mind refuses to accept it.

Mark watched as they both got inside the room and stood there for the next couple of minutes, waiting for God knows what. He had his hands clenched to fists as he stood there, waiting. He wanted to barge inside and drag Jinyoung away from Jaebum but he's scared. Mark is scared of what could happen... of what he could hear from Jinyoung. 

When he cannot take it anymore, he just walked back to his shared room with Jinyoung. As he sat on their bed, all Mark could do is to mock himself. Because he should've seen this coming. The moment Jaebum came back, he should've anticipated for this to happen.

Before him, it has always been Jaebum for Jinyoung. He had been a witness of how Jinyoung loved Jaebum blindly for a couple of months. Jinyoung just happened to choose him that one time. 

But that doesn't mean Jinyoung will choose him forever.

 

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Mark finished his cup of coffee which he has made just a while ago and put the empty cup in the sink. As he passed by the mirror, he checked how he looked- just casual. He didn't dress too much because he's aware that he needs to be as comfortable as he can for the outdoor activity he has in schedule today. He got his keys from the bowl and left his pad. He doesn't want to be late.

It's Saturday and as what Jaebum has asked of him yesterday, he's off to meet with the latter and Jio because the kid wants to go biking in Hangang Park. The little guy really is enjoying his time in learning how to ride the bike. 

It took him twenty minutes to reach the couple's house. Jio was the first one to greet him, being an adorable ball of energy. Jinyoung offered him breakfast while Jaebum helps their son to get ready upstairs. Mark refuses and said he already had a quick one back at his place.

"Jio was really insistent." Jinyoung suddenly said, while they were seated on the couch, waiting for Jaebum and Jio to come downstairs. "He said he really want you to go with them so..."

"It's alright." Mark said not letting Jinyoung talk much more. "I did want to come, anyway. I mean, I did promise I will teach Jio how to bike until he becomes an expert."

He heard Jinyoung laughing a bit and it sounded nice to Mark's ears. "I'm not sure how long that will take."

"Hey, don't say it like that. Jio is a smart kid. He's got it from you."

And that shy smile Jinyoung has, makes Mark want to smile as well, but he just bit his lips to hold it in. Jinyoung then replied. "Really? I didn't think of myself as someone who is smart. Since, I tend to make stupid decisions."

"Daddy Mark!!!" Jio, calling him out made him break the stare with Jinyoung. He turned and see Jio jumping up and down, with his hand being held by Jaebum who is holding his son's backpack. "We ready to go!"

Standing up, Mark turned to Jinyoung. "Uhm, I guess we should go."

The younger also stood up and  smoothed his pants. "Yeah, okay. I'll walk you outside."

The four of them walked towards the gate. Mark is holding Jio's hand and Jaebum was carrying the kid's bike. "You should leave your car here, and let's just use my car." Jaebum told him and he agreed.

"I'm expecting you'd all be back before evening, alright?" Jinyoung said as he held the gate open, kissing his son's cheek. "A whole day at the park is just about enough. Don't train Jio like he's joining some race or something."

After a few more goodbye's, the three of them got inside Jaebum's

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And now it's finished. WOW. Such a long time of waiting to endure. THANK YOU for being extremely patient! I love you sweeties!!! <3

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moonchildern #1
Chapter 26: wow omg another amazing story here dang it you did it again nicapark-nim!! I’M C R Y I N G

after all of the pain and the angst and the tears, i’m so happy i can finish reading this. i am literally just reading, but my heart hurts so bad. i can’t imagine how hard it is for you, the writer. ahh i don’t think i can thank you enough but yeah i’m just gonna say it. THANK YOU SO MUCH for writing amazingly and finishing this story nicapark-nim. I LOVE THIS FIC SO DAMN MUCH AHHHH IM HAPPY CRYING ╥﹏╥ and i’ll for sure miss our markjinjio fam

thank you so much for writing another masterpiece nicapark-nim!! you. the. best. o(≧◇≦)o
moonchildern #2
Chapter 18: THE TEARS ARE FCKING R E A L

i think this isn’t right for me to judge and say this but i really am irritated at how jinyoung is indecisive. and he keeps on making not-so-wise decisions it’s freaking frustrating damn it. it was like watching an intense kdrama when i read it

and is it bad if i feel glad that they split up? cus i feel like they need time to think and to learn about how important they’re to each other’s live. the people who have a strong sense of love and belonging believe they're worthy of love and belonging. and that’s it. they need time to think, to learn and to believe that they're worthy. i hope they will clear all the misunderstandings and be happy together cus they deserve it ⊂(╥﹏╥⊂)♡
moonchildern #3
Chapter 14: why jinyoungie whyyyyy (πーπ)
moonchildern #4
Chapter 11: AHHHDBAKAHAUA i don’t think i can handle it. mark finally discovered that jio is his son but it’s just chapter 11 so the journey is still long

hufft i guess we’re gonna ride another rollercoaster of emotions before getting the fluff (well i hope this is angst with a happy ending if it’s not then *broken heart sound* TT___TT)
moonchildern #5
Chapter 8: can they work this whole thing out and just kiss and make up omg i’m so desperate they’re so cute together and i hate seeing them hurting T.T
Gracegesang #6
Chapter 19: This chapter is heartbreaking. My heart breaks for Mark more. But at least now Jinyoung gave him a chance to be a father to their son. And Jaebum is sooo understanding. He is such a good friend in the end.
Raeminniepotpot #7
Chapter 26: This is something I would love to reread. Thank u
Elooooooo
#8
Chapter 26: Really like this story! Happy ending!!! I love this family!!!

Jio needs his daddy and Jinyoung needs his Mark even if he made a lot of wrong decisions I am happy that they end up together!!!!

Maybe Jio will get a new brother or a new sister!
markjingyeomf #9
Chapter 26: I just felt the need to say this. I think this is the first time that I really (really really) wished that they won't get back together. Like I am ok if they wont stay as family. Jinyoung was really selfish (he was selfish until the end) and I think Mark deserves Youngjae more. Jinyoung doesn't deserve Mark.
xijamiesalas
#10
My most favorite story is finally came to an end and they all got the happy ever after they deserve..

This story has been a part of my life and I can say that it is really close to my heart for the past year..

It is not just because its MarkJin or because Nica is the writer..I love this because it makes my heart hurt..
It makes me understand love and friendship at the same time..

Imagine having and losing the one you love because of misunderstanding or lack of communication..thats so stupid.!Everything can be fixed with communication..

I love the genuine friendship, specially with JB..
I can't put to words how loving he is..

I love Jackson and Youngjae too..
They've been the most understanding and protective ones..

Eventhough I understand Jinyoung, mas madalas ung gusto ko xang batukan..and Mark, I don't know if its just because he really love JY pero napaka martyr mo dito🤣

I just love how everyone came to their senses and fall into yhe right arms..

Thank you for writing a very heartwarming story Nica..
Mamimiss ko sila lalo na si Jio..

🥂 to more stories from you..