Zelo's POV:

"YongGuk hyung.  You know you're the best hyung in the world right?"

"Ne Joonie~ You're the best, too."  I felt the sensation of my face heating up when he said that.

We were chasing eachother like we usually do, laughing.  We were having the time of our lives.  I loved these kinds of moments with him.  It was fun.

I turned back and stoped, seeing he stoped chasing me.  I inched closer to him.

"Hyung?"  As I came closer,  a frown was visable on his face.  "Hyung?  What's wrong?"  I reached out to grab his arm, but he pulled away harshly.  And then he said some something that I'd never thought would come out of his mouth.

"Don't touch me you !"

Suddenly it hit me.  My heart shattered as he turned to leave.  I ran after him but it seemed like he had gotten further and further, away from my grasp. 

"Hyung!  Don't leave me!  Hyung!" 

Tears streaming down my face as a kept running after him, never catching up.  He dissapeared into thin air as I fell to my knees.

"Please...  Don't go..."  I rolled up in a ball like a little baby.

I didn't really care if I was gay.  I always thought that it was me and I shouldn't hide that fact, and I never did.  Sure people felt disgusted with me and bullied me but I got through it.  'No need for everyone in the world to love us.  Just those who we love to love us is enough'  Well, I love him.  But he's disgusted with me now...  He hates me...  Maybe I am really disguesting huh?

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