Chapter 18

Baby, We'll Be Alright
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When I was a kid, I remember my dad running out of our house in panic. He told me to stay, and without regard to his surroundings, he left. The stove was left on, and our dinner for the night is boiling away. At first, I didn’t get his urgency. I stayed rooted in my place because dad was so out of it. Then I realized that if I don’t turn off that stove, we might not have a home to come back to.

 

Somehow, people had gotten the wind of Eunhae’s hurried leave from the company. Her face is on the news, and when she got back to America, her real name was revealed since many recognized her at home. Jihwan focuses on keeping Eunhae from getting hurt from the closeness of the crowd. He can feel that all she wants is to bolt out of this place.

 

He keeps her head down, and her body tucked into his, covering her. They called for her, and some even cursed at her. He suddenly felt bad that he was lucky enough to have parents that were accepted by society. Jihwan sees the van that they reserved ahead, and throws the door open. He pushes Eunhae in, and immediately closes it. He avoids pushing anyone, and managed to get into the shotgun seat.

 

Behind him, Eunhae bursts out crying.

 

“Oh god,” she cries. “Oh god, oh god.”

 

Eunhae heaves like she is trying to hack out her organs. Jihwan glances at her worriedly, and reaches for her hand. She clutches it tightly, dependent and as if she might float away.

 

The van finally moves, and they were maneuvering out of the terminals.

 

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Hyukjae walks in a leisure pace, a small smile playing on his lips after taking his daughter home from school. She and Donghae chattered endlessly about their day, and even argued about the most random things. It reminds him of the days when they were still so young, and had no clue that they would even go this far in life together. He is so afraid of what kind of wrath will be sent their way, especially when Eunhae came along. However, he is always grateful for Donghae, even if somehow, along the way, he changes his mind.

 

He lets his hands rest inside his pockets, humming a familiar tune that was written on paper a long time ago, by a thoughtful mind and a loving heart.

 

He turns the block, and stops at the sight, the heartwarming song fading away and leaving something cold. His mouth parts and his body falls slack. His legs are suddenly nailed to the ground, and each step he tries to take feels like he is lifting up weights.

 

Finally, he regains his senses and he runs towards his rummaged dance studio, cursing the world with tears in his eyes. He stares at the broken glass helplessly, at the walls that were vandalized with the boldest color and most cruel words. It wasn’t long ago that he was someone so highly esteemed. Now…

 

Hyukjae swallows. Now...we’re even lower than than the ground that people step on.

 

His heart constricts, and he bends over to try to catch his breath. He closes his eyes, but everything is feeling so light, and so icy it chills him down to his bones. He didn’t

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MissLavi #1
Chapter 22: You said that we should upvote if we shed a tear referring to a certain chapter near the finale, but I had a knot in my throat since chapter 2. So when I read all the story I was shedding more than one tear T-T
I usually feel emotional reading or watching well written stories, but it's very rare of me to cry because of them. And I'm convinced that happened not only because you told sad events, but because your wonderful narration made us see simple, intimate moments between lovers or family like the real treasures they are. Some of us can relate in some way to Donghae and Hyukjae's struggles, or value much more our loved ones, but I'm sure everyone was impacted in one way or another by this story. Thank you very much for it ♡
inkartemis
#2
Chapter 22: i love this so much i'm staying up late to finish the entire story and it's amazing and i cried so much at the latter parts. thank you for writing this and i am actually a fan of your works!!!! ♡
Sammyeol
#3
I'm not sure if there's a chance you'll read this or not, but I really like this fic and I'm seriously thinking about translating it. Anyways I will most definitely mention the original writer and link it with this one if I go through with it. Have a good day ♡
adrashakura
#4
Chapter 22: Every chapter, i cried. This is so beautiful and i cried again.
Sammyeol
#5
Haven't read it yet, but I'm sure I'm gonna cry a lot
LeeLenaMx #6
Chapter 21: You won the upvote... you got me with the mental and real tears... thank you for sharing this sweet and sad story
ddohaedalnim
#7
Chapter 21: I just comeback here to shed some tears, gosh this story never failed to make me crying like a baby, such a beautiful story, thank youuu, thank youuuuu for writing it ಥ‿ಥ
arcee_bee
#8
Chapter 21: I didn't expect this story to turn like this! I love this!
I love DongHae and HyukJae's family and I love the feeling your story brought me
I love their children, especially EunHae !
Thank you for a wonderful fic
dbsj0001
#9
Chapter 22: I'm obviously stalking all your fics but my heart is just so overwhelmed and I'm hiding under my blanket cause I'm full out crying after reading that epilogue. I didn't miss that greys anatomy reference though and I thought that was a really great inclusion haha...I thought three chapters before the end that Eunhae's thoughts in italics might be her eulogy to Eunhyuk and that just made me cry more thinking about it. That was a lovely family and it was full of love that I can't help myself. I'm just a sap and if this was a movie I would buy the DVD and watch it in theaters a dozen times lol

That ending was painful in the most beautiful way possible <3 Thank you!
eunnahaela
#10
Chapter 22: There's a note saying that, "Upvote if you shed tears". I need to upvote then.
But, seriously, this story is well-written. I never knew Donghae's lyrics in Lost is for Hyukjae. Sometimes I think when they wrote songs and said they are about Hyukjae/Donghae, I really think they meant that.
Whether is platonic love or real love, only they know the truth. I hope fans especially ELF can support them and Super Junior regardless their decision related to their own personal life. They all in their 30's anyway. They should date and get married, having Super Junior's juniors and enjoy their life. Kekeke