Jennie’s POV

It has been 3 weeks and Jisoo still didn’t come back to pester me even once and I cant help but to worry about her. Sometimes it felt like I’m 5 seconds away from hitting the road to her damn house. I badly want to see her and know if she’s doing fine.

It has been also 3 weeks since i started to go out with Bobby. Unfortunately, my plan didn’t come out the way I wanted and expected it to be. Every time we go out I don’t get any feels, it’s just like going out with a friend. I didn’t feel any sparks no matter how hard i try.

Everytime we have dinner i always think what if it was you who’s sitting right in front me, touching, laughing, smiling at each other and have some mundane to deep conversations. All those times i spent with Bobby was just me having some wishful thinking.

I wish it was you Jisoo who I got to spend my time with.

Oh my god! Where the hell are you Kim Jisoooo? How dare you leave me without any words! I hate you! I REALLY NEED TO SEE YOU AND KNOW IF YOU’RE OKAY FOR HEAVEN’S SAKE BEFORE I LOSE MY MIND! I don’t freaking care i sound so selfish.

Is this even possible?

Is it possible to miss someone you never had?

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“Earth to Jennie Unniiee! Hello? Am i talking to a wall here?” Lisa said as she wave her hand in front of my pretty face

“Oh I’m sorry, what was that again?” as i tried to give her an apologetic smile

“Nah, I’m too lazy to repeat it.” she whined

“What’s wrong, unnie? Is this about that girl? Are you still thinking about her?” she asked as she sips her coffee

“Yes” i answered as i stare at my coffee

“And? Say something more unnie. I really want to know how you are feeling. You know I’m your best friend, right? You can trust me and i swear i’ll never judge you or something. I always got your back unnie. Whatever makes you happy i will support that. Okay?” she asked and gave me a reassuring smile.

I don’t really tell Lisa everything that I feel or whatever’s going on in my mind because i don’t want to worry her that much.

“Okay” i nodded slowly

“You don’t need to bottle up those feelings on your own. I’m here, always here to give you an ears. Okay? Now, spill.” she said while patting my shoulder

“I-” i breathed out and continued

“I c-can’t take this anymore. I’m going crazy, Lisa. I