Jisoo’s POV

“Hi Ji! Sorry i am late” 

“It’s okay oppa, what’s important is you are here” i said as i took a sip of my vodka 

“Wait, why are you here? If i’m not mistaken today is a very special day for you and Jennie” he asked as he ordered his drink. 

“Oh? How did you know? Hahaha”

“I know the important events of the people i love” he said as he down his shot

I took the whole shot and remain silent. Suho oppa seems haven’t gotten over me even if it’s already been a year. 

“Let me guess it. She’s having a date with someone else now” 

I just nod and ask the bartender for another glass

“It has been seven months since you found this out, Ji. Until when will you let this happen?”

“I will wait until she gets the courage to tell her dad about us” 

“okay” he replied

Then there was a moment of silence 

“Ji?” he asked 

“mmm?” i hummed as i drink another shot

“I am still in love with you. I can’t stand seeing you like this. Why can’t it be me? I will give you all the love that you deserve, i’ll take care of you, I will never leave you and hurt you” he confessed as he looks straight right into my eyes. 

“I-I’m sorry oppa. I am so sorry. I love her. I love her more than anyone else. If only i can choose who to love, if only i can control my feelings then i would have chose you but i can’t. I can bear with this pain as long as i am with her. Oppa, you deserve someone better than me, you deserve someone who will love you back as much you love her” 

Saying that crushes my heart as much as he is hurting now because i have been rejected before also. I don’t wanna hurt him but i don’t want him to keep on waiting for me because i am certain for my love for Jennie. There is no one i would want to spend the rest of my life with other than my girlfriend.  

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I woke up with my head throbbing and feel so thirsty. I suddenly panicked as i remembered what happened last night. I look around and thank god i am just in my room. i sat up and was about to get off the bed when i noticed