Jennie’s POV

I’m here walking out of my office after a tiring day without my girl waiting for me.

It has been six months when she left me.

Some would say that it’s been quite awhile now and t i should have moved on and date again but no I can’t, I don’t even know if i will love this much again.

Yes, people know about us already, a little too late, right?

I should’ve come out when she was still here, maybe we could have gone on a date without acting like bestfriends but as lovers.

Every single day when i wake up i always wish that it was just a dream and she’s beside me sleeping soundly.

God knows how much i miss her smile, her laughter, her scent, her touch, her kisses, i miss my baby so much. There were plenty of times i want to end my life cause i cant take the pain anymore but i know she would never like it.

I have a lot of regrets,

If only i made her as my top priority,

If only i had the courage to come out and fight for us,

If I knew she will leave me again to soon, i would have made the most of the time i had with her.

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Instead of going home i went to the nearest beach to see the sunset, we plan to come here after her birthday but the accident happened.

I get out of the car bringing the letter Jisoo left for me. I did not open it yet because i am not ready.

The place makes me feel better, the cool breeze and the sound of the ocean.

I sit on the bench and took out the letter and open it.

Just looking at it made me cry.

Jen

How are you, Love?

I am sorry.

I did that because i don’t want you to get stuck in this relationship were you always have to choose between me and your priority.

I did not give up, i could wait for you to have the courage to come out no matter how long it will take.

But when i lose my parents i knew things will be different, i’m not gonna be the same happy Jisoo you knew

Losing them would make me depend to you more and i don’t want to add up on your burde