Jisoo’s POV

“As always, you look so beautiful in your dress, babe” i said as i admiringly look at her from head to toe as she puts her lipstick on. 

“Thank you babe. Happy anniversary!” she greeted as she place her lipstick back to her purse. She turn around to face me wrapping her arms around my neck 

“Happy anniversary!” i greeted back and place my hands on her hips 

We took a moment to admire each other until she leans in and capture my lips. I kissed back but pulled away when she tried to deepen it. 

“What’s wrong Chu?” she asked and frowned

“You’ll gonna mess up your make-up. I know it will going to be a make out session if i didn’t pull away” i said as i wiped the little smudge on her lips

“Fine, let’s continue what we have started later when i come back, alright?” she said as gave me a smirk and a wink

I didn’t answer and just gave her a smile. 

“I better get going now. I’m already late” she informed as she took her purse placed on the top of the table behind her
 

“Okay, see you later babe.” she continued and peck me on the lips before she went to the door

“Enjoy! Take care of yourself!” i shouted before she shut the door closed

Just as the door closed, my tears fell. I have been holding these tears for hours already because i don't want her to see me hurting.

 It’s our first anniversary as a couple but she’s going on a date with some other guy. 

Today is supposed to be our precious and special day. 

Today is supposed to be filled with cerebration, going out and do some romantic stuffs as what other couples do. But no, today we won’t be able to celebrate it unless sleeping together is counted as one even if we’ve slept together for how many times already, she came home here in my condo from her work only to dress up for her another date her dad planned for her. 

Today is filled with love, gratefulness, happiness and joy for the other couples who are having their anniversary but not for me, not for us. 

What I’m feeling now are sadness, envy, jealousy, and pain.

//FLASHBACK//

The day after that night I went to my offi