Chapter 5 - Strangling Dark Thoughts
Save The Last Smile For MeJiyong went back to his condo after his shift ends .
He had two pack of dinner meals in both hands , one for him and another one for Seungri .
Yeah , Riri ... The one I met yesterday's night .
Meeting him in the midst of heavy rainfall and a breezy wind ,
isnt this all , has one meaning among the fate ?
Why am I the one who found him ? Why Im the chosen one to know him and let him stay with me ?
And why I am the one , who has to be his one and only people he had some deep relationship with ?
Jiyong shaked his head , denying his last thought .
No . How can I know Im his first person anyway ? Silly me .
Jiyong had a faded smile on his face , felt a bit uncertain and disappointment .
Its only one day , and Im so utterly attached to him .
Will I be okay ?
***
Seungri walked back and forth , waiting diligently for Jiyong to come back home .
Jiyong pushed the doorbell , and Seungri opened them right ahead .
Jiyong smiles watching how happy Seungri be now .
"Are you waiting for me ?". Ask Jiyong while putting off his shoes and his coat .
Seungri nodded .
"I miss u , Jiyong ".
Jiyong turned towards Seungri , looking in disbelief .
While his heart is beating so fast , he managed to ask whats the reason Seungri felt like that to him .
Seungri , who was staring the older with his sharp gaze , leaned closer towards Jiyong ;
"No reason . It comes from my heart".
Jiyong was in awe after hearing that enchanting words .
He slowly brushing off Seungri's face , while looking straight into the younger's eyes .
"Is that true ? You have something you feel towards me in your heart ?".
The younger started to embrace the older .
Both began to feel intimate and hot . They both getting closer to each other .
Jiyong was too happy to back off now . His rationality has fallen down since last night .
Closer ... their lips was about to meet each other ...
until suddenly ,
** Brother Ri !! I love you so much !!! If u ever wanna kiss someone , that should be only ... me ... Hihihihihi **
Suddenly , a memory striking Seungri's vision , making him felt panic and anxious .
With his both hands pressing up his head , he was panting hard and went on his knees , barely able to breathe properly .
Yes , his dark past began to haunt him one by one .
Jiyong was shocked , and he quickly reach out to Seungri to calm him down .
But , because Seungri was too traumatic , he accidentally pushed Jiyong hard , the older felt down on his back , causing him a back pain .
Seungri went back to his sense after hearing the older's groan in pain , and rushed to help Jiyong get up .
Jiyong can see how shaking the younger been . And those sharp gaze , turned to troubled stare .
"Im.. Im so sorry . I-I didnt mean too . Please forgive me , Jiyong . Dont hate me . You're the only one I have right now ..". said Seungri while he's bowing down for apologise .
Jiyong quickly stopped it and hugged the shaking younger .
"Hey .. Its okay , Riri ... Dont worry about me ... Im alright ". Said Jiyong , with a sweet smile on his face .
His hand gently patting Seungri's back , tried to ease him at heart .
This is a serious matter . Riri must have gone a terrible things for him to be this terrified . Its that worst for him .
Seungri embraced the older as tight as he could , didnt give any signal to let him go at this rate .
".. can we stay like this for a while ? At least until i can finally calm down ..". asked Seungri with his low voice .
Jiyong nodded , agree with the younger's favor .
If I dont be with him when he's afraid , then who will then ?
***
Jiyong stared at the sleeping stranger , who was snoring in his sleep .
He must be so scared , he becomes tired .
Jiyong's hands was the younger's hair , while thinking something deeply .
"Tonight , it will be day 2 that we both know each other . Happy day-2 friendship anniversary , Riri ". Jiyong chuckled , began to think that its funny .
"...You must gone through a lot of terrible things in your life , right ? I really want you to tell me everything , despite us being a stranger . One day , when we both was close enough , I wish you can open up your heart to me , and tell me everything . Its not much but you can trust me , Riri . After all , you already enter my life , so , my human beings is literally yours too . Open up your heart and just let it begins , alright ? Sweet dream".
Jiyong leaned closer to peck a light smootch onto Seungri's cheek , before he walk towards the door and close it .
Seungri , who was sleeping soundly , suddenly had his eyes opened . Wide awake .
He corrected his position to sit up .
He had a serious concern in his mind .
I feel like a loser ... I feel so useless . I feel so bad for myself , threating Jiyong like this .
I really dont deserve such a kind-hearted man like him .
If he knew what Ive been through ... he will really leave me ...
And now I cant even sleep alone when Jiyong's not around .
Im scared .
She will come back at me tonight . She will surely bother me again as always .
But , who am I to sleep with him ? How dare I am to wish to sleep with him ?
But Im scared so much right now .
If Im asleep , she will come and haunt me .
I want to forget . I want all to vanish . I want to erase everything !
**Brother .... Brother Ri .... How are you today ??**
Seungri's eyes gets wider after hearing the voice . His heart beats so fast , faster by seconds .
"No . Dont come ..! Leave me alone please ! Let me free ! Go away !".
Seungri began to feel anxious and scared .
**Brother ... Im not gonna leave you ... You're mine .. I will always be with you , brother Ri .. I love you ..**
Seungri covered his ears , shut his eyes tight and bring up his legs close to his body .
Yes . He's so scared right now .
Sweat and tears started to be his companion for the night .
**Brother .. Why you dont love me ? Am I ugly ? Or Im not perfect for you ?**
No .. Go away !!!
"Stop !".
**Or .. because Im your MASTER's daughter ?**
"Go away !!!!".
Jiyong , who heard the scream , ran as fast as lightning to get to Seungri .
He rushed to hold the younger , who was burst in tears after he saw Jiyong ran towards him .
"She bothers me again ! Im so scared ! Please dont leave me !". Seungri hugged Jiyong so tight , Jiyong barely able to get a breath .
Jiyong was worried sick .
Riri really needs someone for his dark past .
And ,
he choose me , by fate .
- TBC
PS : Guys ... Im so sorry once again for updating late ... Im so sorry for updating late huhu:( . I love u guys a lot <3
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