The Lying Truth

With Me


 "Jung Taekwoon, right?"Hakyeon raise his head and stare at smiling Taekwoon. Hakyeon smiling back at him but the word coming from Hakyeon mouth make Taekwoon speechless.

" Cut it out."

Hakyeon talk with a calm tone. Taekwoon always heard that word but this time it feel like Hakyeon wasn't annoyed or angry, rather it feel like he is really mean it. 

" I know you might fight me back when i said this, but...i want you to quit it.Really." Hakyeon stare at Taekwoon deeply. " Just focus on your life and forgot about me. We did not know each other. Beside, you don't owe me anything to make you help me."

" No,Hakyeon-ah,this is not about you owe me or what but i really mean it. I really want to help you." Taekwoon trying hard to make Hakyeon believe that he is serious about helping him.

Hakyeon blinking his eyes slowly. His calm face suddenly turn into smile. But Taekwoon know, those smiling is fake.

" Taekwoon-ah, I want to tell you something." Hakyeon stood up slowly. "Actually, my dream wasn't being a dancer. Yes, i'm lied when i told you about losing my dream." Taekwoon widened his eyes as he stare confusedly at Hakyeon. 

" What do you mean?"

Slowly Hakyeon take he step and walking toward Taekwoon." When i was a kid, i always alone. I don't have any friend and my parent always get angry at me because i really bad at studying. Not only in study,but i really bad at everything." said Hakyeon calmly looking at ground. " Our relative always compare me with their kids and make my parent upset."

Taekwoon just keep his mouth silence as he silently listen to Hakyeon's story. "I always get last place in class. Because of that, i learn dance. Then, after a few times practice i realise i have that talent and i tried to join some competition. You know what? Since i always win in a competition, i got so many friend and make my parent proud of me. My dark life suddenly fill with various colour."

" I never feel extremely happy for the rest of my life.The praising and applause that i got from people always make me happy. Since that day, i always practice though i don't really like dancing. I always tried my best, to became someone that can be proud of but now..," Hakyeon's voice caught in throat before he continue, " ...I lost them. No more voice praising me. Tell me i'm doing good. Since that incident,i'm only heard pitiful word coming from the mouth that praising me before. Everything is ripped away from me."

Taekwoon fell into silent. He want to say something,but somehow he can't find a suitable word.

" The more people pitied me, the more pathetic i feel. Thats why i began to avoid people."

The wind keep blowing and make Hakyeon fringe cover his eyes. But Taekwoon can see, the eyes wasn't the eyes he usually see. The eyes look sad and lonely. In the same time Taekwoon realize,this is the first time Hakyeon told his true feeling

Hakyeon turn his head at Taekwoon.

"Taekwoon-ah, remember your question about if i hate Wonshik,Jaehwan,Hongbin and Sanghyuk?" Taekwoon nodded slowly.

" I don't hate them, instead i really love them like my own brother. Nothing can make me hate them."

" Then,why you always push them when they try to help you? Why you ignoring them?"

" Its because i feel embarrassed. Shocked and pitiful is their reaction when they look at me after i told them that i will be disable forever. I feel like i only embrassing them by having a disable friend like me.

"No, you're wrong. They never feel like that."

" I know, but i can't help it to feel like that. Thats why i told you thats not their fault but its me. I'm the problem. I can't face them like i do before. I'm feel pathetic. Everything is too painful for me."

" Hakyeon-" "Taekwoon-ah, stop worrying about me. The boys in your story is actually about you right?" Taekwoon widened his eyes. Shocking.

"Actually i know your family situation right now. Remember when you in hospital before? I'm the one that call the ambulance and accompany your sister till your aunt come. She told me everything about what happen to your family."

"What? Is that means you magician that my sister always brag?"

Hakyeon laugh. " What magician? I just do some cheap trick." 

Taekwoon grab Hakyeon shoulder and turned him around facing him.

"Hakyeon-ah, we are in the same boat then. We both lost something that really precious. I know we can't turn back time,but we can try to make everything will be like before. I'm sure we can get the happiness back if we try."

Hakyeon let out a little laugh. " Are you sure?"

Taekwoon nodded. " Yeah, i'm su-," He stopped.

Am i sure?

Honestly i don't know. 

Will i able to make our family be like before?

Our father, did he still think about us? Or he already happy with his current life.

I don't know.

" Taekwoon-ah, I know my word kinda harsh,but i want you to know that we are not living in novel or drama. We live in the reality. Yeah,i'm agree your word about changing our life. But,will it be the same? Will we be satisfied?"

" I want to change too, i want to restore my happiness back too, but i know,it is impossible because it will never be the same like before." Hakyeon stare at Taekwoon face.

" Haky-"

"Jung Taekwoon, i'm thankful that you always help me even though we are not that close. But, let our meeting end here. Why don't we solve our problem by ourselves? Just give up on me." Hakyeon smile and walk off leaving Taekwoon emotionless as he stared at the ground but suddenly Taekwoon said something and make Hakyeon stop.

" No,i believe we can change our fate. I believe we can be happy like before too. I will do something to make our father back to us." Taekwoon clench his teeth walking pass Hakyeon. " I also will help you to escape your darkness. I already promise to Wonshik,Jaehwan, Hongbin and Sanghyuk and i will make sure the promised is fulfilled."

Hakyeon sigh as he look at the blue skies above him. 

'Change our fate, huh?'

To Be Continue....

p/s sorry for my bad grammar T_T

 

 

 

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SJ1712
#1
Chapter 22: Damn!
This story is going great.
Thanks for update.
shikey #2
Chapter 21: dandan daaaaan
SJ1712
#3
Chapter 20: Plz update this story
itsmeSafy
#4
Chapter 20: Don't say that Ha Joon is in love with Hakyeon. Omoooo
love_kris
#5
Chapter 17: "your aunty? can you intro-"
I'm screaming this is hilarious
But I'm wishing Hakyeon to accept all his friends again
Arianora
#6
Chapter 17: Thank you authornim~
bibibelle #7
Chapter 7: Jiwon reminds me of Ravi's sister... XD
bibibelle #8
Chapter 1: It's been a while when I found a story that told Hakyeon being cold and Leo being socialized, initiated to talk first... XD

An interesting first chapter...
Glad to read you story, author-nim :)
Arianora
#9
Chapter 15: Thank you, authornim ~^_^~
love_kris
#10
Chapter 14: I think I'm in love with Taekwoon woosh