It's been few days after Sojung's world seems fallen apart into pieces. Her beloved Daddy passed away. Eventhough Sojung and her family love him so much and wish that he could stay by their side, but seems God love him more, that's why He called him back to His side. Sojung and her family have faith for that, but still... as normal human being they can't help to be sad for being left out. TT

SouMu CEO-Nim permit Sowon to absence from GFriend's activities, take times as much as she need to finishing the funeral, family matters, and to recovering herself.

Just 2 days after the funeral, Sowon come back to dorm. When she get there, there's nobody there, since it still early in the evening, the girls seems still having their schedules. So, Sowon just go for a bath, showering her head and all over her body with cold water, since she feeling the need to be refreshing. But in the middle of what she's doing, she burst to tears. She wailing so hard, her tears streaming down swiftly along the water and gone into the sewer.

After dry her body and hair, she change to comfortable clothes then go for sleep under her blanket.

Late at night, when the girls finally get back to the dorm. Yerin is a bit yelped when she enter her room and find 'something' on her roommate's bed. She brave herself to peek then glad when she find that 'something' is the owner of the bed. She staring at her Unnie's face, then thought...

Ouwh... she lost weight...

My poor Unnie~.. it must be really hard for her.

Huft~...

Yerin come out from the room then tell the other members that they better not disturbing Sowon's rest, and her dongsaengs obidiently do what she ask.

It's passed midnight to dawn, when Yerin awaken because hearing some 'noise'. She still in half sleeping mode, but her mind is trying to recognize what actually sound is that...

It's seems crying sound...

Then who's crying?

OMG!! Is it a ghost?!! Eewww~...

Uhmm... but wait a minute... I know this. I've heard it before. It sounds familiar.

It's Sowon Unnie's.

Is she having a dream? Sad, bad dream...

I better wake her up. I shouldn't let her having nightmare for too long.

Then Yerin turn around to Sowon's side, but Sowon's position is back face her, so Yerin can't see her face. Then Yerin decide to wake up. She get down from her bed, then walk to Sowon's bed, she purposely choose to take a round of Sowon's bed so she can straight to the front of Sowon's face. Yerin bend and carefully pull Sowon's blanket, expect to find a sleeping girl under the blanket, but who knows that the opposite that she get. Sowon is awake. And she's indeed crying. Yerin get down on her knee as soon as she find that.

"Unnie, you crying..."

"(Sobs) I'm sorry. Did I woke you up? (Sobs)"

"Aww~... Unnie~... Don't be sorry. Why you not tell me?"

"(Sobs) Tell you what? (Sobs)"

"That you need a company. You need someone to talk to, right? You can ask me anytime."

"(Sobs) No. How can I bother any of you, (sobs) when I definitely know that all of you are must be tired after your schedules. (Sobs)"

"It's okay. We don't mind."

"(Sobs) I do mind... (sobs) I'm okay. Don't worry. (Sobs) I won't bother you. (Sobs) Just get back to sleep. (Sobs) I just need to cry a little bit more. (Sobs) I will feel better after that. (sobs) I wish..."

But then all of sudden Sowon burst even more in tears. Her body trembling hard. Her sobs sound is as if strangled by somebody. It's sight and sounds that might breaking anyone's heart if they see or hear it. Even more for Yerin, as person who close and know her very well. So Yerin's natural respond is to giving her a hug, a warm tight hug. Then she cry with her. Let Sowon let go her emotion, her sadness, her loneliness, while praying in her heart that her companion may able help, at least a bit, to ease her Unnie's pain.

In the morning...

Yerin waken up still hugging Sowon. That older girl is still sleeping. Curled and snuggled close to her like a baby cuddling to her mom, seeking safeness.

Yerin spend her time staring at her Unnie. She find tear trace on her face, puffy eyes, tiredness, sadness. Somehow she feel that Sowon seems getting older and more mature than before.

I wonder how hard the sadness she felt...

How bad the fear she had...

How can she manage to move on her life?

"Unnie, you are not alone. I will help you. In fact... we all gonna help and support you... always, anytime, forever. We love you so much. So don't be scare! Be strong! We believe you can pass over this. You are Kim Sojung, Mr. Kim's daughter, Sowon the great leader of GFriend. You capable to handle us, the wildest hyper beagles on this world, so then it qualified you to passed any hurdles." Yerin whisper.

There's a tears stream down from the corner of Sowon's eyelid, she still closed her eyes, but she then snuggling deeper, so Yerin just adjusting herself and tightened her hug and gently rub Sowon's back.

"I love you, Unnie." As Yerin dearly peck Sowon's crown head.

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A.N :

Inspired when I read the news that GFriend Sowon's father passed away.

I'm worry about her...

Sojung-ah, be strong. Buddy love you!♡