~Chim

Humming, to what were listening to the radio or should i say Jin Hyungs playlist since he plug his phone to the cars speaker with all the violent reactions of yoongi hyung and namjoon hyung. Telling that Jin Hyungs playlist is boring and they want to listen to something good and fun.

"I'm telling you one more word Kim Namjoon"

"But Jinnie.. really..."

"Jin Hyung, spare us some please your songs are all.. ugghhhh"

"yah Min Yoongi, do i remind you that you also have this kind of songs in your private-"

"WHAT???!!!!! YOONGI HYUNG HAVE THIS SONGS?"

"YES !!!! HE HAVE TAE..." Jin Hyung said and giggles.

"i already delete it!!, its just because that time i want to here songs like that. AND NO MORE!!! now leave my playlist alone!!!"

"yeah. but hyung.. really? i mean i thought it was just JiKook who likes songs like that" Tae said, and i look at him at the rear mirror. Did he just really.

"and who the hell is Jikook?" yoongi hyung said. oh come on....

"Haha, hyung you granpa. That's Jimin and Jungkook Ship name, we already knew it since debuts.. come on." is this guy will never stop?

"ohhh?? but tae, i thought it was KookMin? or MinKook?" really Hobi hyung? 

"No, Jimin made it Official when he use that as hashtag for his update once. Wait Jimin, did you still use that hashtag i think your shippers miss that its been a while" yeah tae, you really havew the guts to ask me that.

"No, i did not... after.. i mean Jungkook and i were kinda busy this days so... i don't have anything to share with him to the army's" i said just to stop Taehyung and this nonsense conversation. I look at Jungkook to see his reaction and he just staring at the window, like there is something interesting on the road he doesn't have his earplugs so whats with this guy. Since were seating next to each other, i moved a little battling with myself if i should just tap him or hold his hands whose seems restless on his knees. Maybe since were getting good now, i'll choose the second one.

"you okay?" i said and grab his hands, circling my thumb on the back of his hands, that seems to work because he look down to his knees where our hands is. He sigh a very deep sigh and smile, a little more waiting and he look at me then smile again. But i know something is wrong, i just want to know what.

"hmnn, just... that song" he said..

"what? it's on your playlist right? don't tell me you stop liking it too?" i asked but smiling, he shakes his head.

"no, i mean i just listen to that while waiting for you a while ago and now its playing again. That song is playing with me right now" he said and smile and look down again.

"I'm confused... i don't understand kookie, tell me is there something wrong with you~ pleaseee~" whining like a child, call me that i don't care i just want to know and make this thing works. I just miss my kookie and im decided to just do things.

"such a baby" he whispered quietly but enough for me to hear, that made my face felt burning i was about to pull my hands but he tightly hold it and intertwined it.

"Dont. Stay it like this" he said. 

"I swear i'm okay, maybe excited about coming home" he add and look at me again, oh no i want a mirror and check myself!! this is too much.

"You'll gonna be the death of me, just tell me if something is wrong okay?" i told him and he nodded, smile and rest his head on my shoulder. OH GOD!!!! SOMEBODY HELP ME!!!

This song, is something today. Listening to this while hes on my shoulder, humming, hands intertwined like were just the two of us here. I look at my hyungs apparently they are all asleep well not Jin Hyung but completely focus on the road. I noticed that tae is resting his head to yoongi hyungs shoulder, this two was really close these days. I smile and notice Hobi hyung was not sleeping and just looking at the two, cause they seat side by side tae being on the center. Sometimes i wonder if hobi hyung has a something on one of them, hmnnn i need to know this very soon. Somethings fishy here, i smile and averted my eyes from them to look outside this will be a really long ride.

Why can't you hold me in the street? 

Why can't I kiss you on the dance floor?

I wish that it could be like that

Why can't we be like that?

'Cause I'm yours

I look back to the cute bunny on my shoulder, singing eyes closed. OH!. Now i know why this song is something.... Its like what we have now, A Secret Love Song. WOW. Just a little bit more Kookie, i wish you accept me after what i will tell you. Then like the lyrics we'll hold hands, kiss on the dance floor, we can do that right kookie? Can we be like that? Please kookie, allow me to be part of your life. Does he even like me like i liked him? or should i say love him? He knows what i feel, Thanks for my Tae, but i don't know what he feel that is thanks for my stubborn feet that decided to walk away from that room the other day. I really want to know, what happened after that kiss but i cant, i don't think i can hear that. I mean i'm sure that they were not a thing, or yes? I remember when i was avoiding him, he was really close to Tae but when it gets worse kookie started to be with me or cling to me always. So i really don't know. I want to end this!!! I Just want to be happy with HIM!!! Whatever it  takes!!! Please.. just....

"that's a very deep sigh chim" i heard him that snap me to reality.

"kookie~"

"hmnnn?"

"ahmnnn... nah it's nothing"

"tell me"

"nothing.." i sigh

"if it's nothing, what with the sigh"

"Fine. are you and tae... good?" i asked and saw him open his eyes  but stay on my shoulder

"We're good now, you too right? I mean i saw you playing and talking to him too" he said

"well yeah, same as we... were trying too. But its not why i mean"

"then what?" he said and hold me tight, like hes scared of what will come out from my mouth.

"are you and tae....you know, after his birthday??" he sigh. oh no.. the heck is wrong with you JIMIN!!!! ugghhh..

"if your talking about a thing with him" he starts and look at my eyes... mygod...am i gotta be rejected before i even confessed?????

"NO"

"NOTHING" 

He said and give me his legendary smile, moving a little bit and put my head on his shoulder.

"Now stop thinking and sighing, rest because this will be a very long ride"

I smiled, smiling like an idiot. At least i know... i know that there is... there is a chance. I can feel it that he... he have something for me too. Right kookie? You also like me right?? Should i get my hopes up? Should i really kookie?

"Jimin, have some rest and clear your mind. This will be a good vacation, well make it special okay?" he said and i look at our hands, smile and nods.

"yeah.. lets make it special Jungkookie" i sigh and close my eyes, tiredness came and off to dreamland.

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Two update because i don't know when im going to able to finish this!!!  OMG i only need 4 more chaps and SLS will end... 

But dont worry!!!! From this chap...  

There will be more scenes to happen... 

That's all bye!!!!!  💞💓😇😈