kookie~

"chim!!!!" i heard Vhyung... running towards him with pizza box..

"wtf taetae?" he said.. what taetae??? and chim??? did they have endearment now? i look at them.. 

"i got here some pizza... want to eat.? i know your not eating a lot this days...your still sick?" vhyung asked... he doesn't eat? is he on diet... or really trying to die.... 

flashback
"hyung where are you going" i asked yoongi hyung

"im going back to our dorm... gonna check on jiimin.." he said.. i was shocked is he really into him... i believe hes not sick.. just acting.. 

"but we have to meet pdnim hyung..." namjoon hyung said..

"why do i need to be there..." yoongi hyung

"hyung we all know why..." i said.. and he shoot me a glare... like telling me "can you shut up." 

"i need to check on jimin hes sick" he said... 

"jungkook will check on him... jungkook-ah go home now.. " namjoon hyung said...

"why HIM!!!"

"why ME!!!" 

"cause i know you dont have any schedule for today.. also jinnie will be back soon from mart.." namjoon hyung said..

"then Vhyung and Hope Hyung..." 

"V has schedule for his film... and hoseok will stay here with us." he answered...

"hyung lets go .... " he continued and exited with yoongi hyung...

"then i guess i need to deal with him today...." i sighed ... 

"do you want anything to eat.. im coming home" sent. im still here at the building waiting for him to reply.... i read again my message... does it sound like a husband texting his wife? arrghhh... i slap my hand for sending him that message.. when my phone beep... so he replied finally after 20mins.

"jungkook-ah, bring jimin some food ... like porridge or anything with soup... he need to eat at least" i raised my eyebrow after ... is he really concern.. and why does he the one replied... hes not the one i texted a while ago.... 

"psshhh... im not waiting for his reply tho..." i got my back and went out.... is he really sick..?

"jimin-ah" .... i put my bag on the couch and put the food on the table... i need to find him first.

"where the hell he is..." i went to all the rooms ... park jimin is not here.... i tried to call the members no one answered...so i try to contact him.... i felt a stab on my chest when i saw his phone beside his pillow ringing... 

"he forgot his phone?" i got scared for a while .. and look to his closet... and now i know hes out... his favorite jacket is not here, he always take it with him... when hes out...

he dont even tell me hes going out... i thought hes sick.. i take his phone.. and slide ... as it was his phone lock... we once told him to at least have a pattern as phone lock but he tell me he always forgot so he off the phone lock...

"so he know im going back home...." as i open our conversation...i mean my message since he didnt reply... 

"is he out because ill be here? i scroll our "little" conversation... i mean it little.... since we dont talk this past few days...or months should i say...

MyDearKookie: "Hi Hyung... Good morning... Jin hyung tell me to woke you up but you look tired... when i went in your room... so i just send a message incase your awake now"

i gasp.  and read the message for the 5th time... i got my phone... 

"i did not sent this...." recalling all my actions during breakfast... 

"i did not do anything wrong....to him...but why I'm feeling that I've done something wrong"

somethings really bother me ..... i cant keep my self in one place.... where the hell is he.... what time did he leave... i checked the his phone again... to see what time did he seen my message... and i was 4pm... he's out for almost 3 hrs now... cant even contact him since i have his phone... then...the main door open... i saw him... i feel secured now...he's here.. 

"where did you go"

"outside." he answered without looking at me... did i do something again? 

"I'm gonna.. heat up the soup so you can eat.. i have here porridge yoo~"

"I'm full." he said and walk towards his room...

"but at least drink your medicine your sick!!!!..." i raised my voice ... yes im pissed of what hes acting right now.

"enough with your jungkook... I'm okay.. no need to be concerned because your not..." he shout back... im not what??? i walk towards him..

"what did i do to you?... why are you so cold to me... you don't even reply to my message... did you go outside because you seen my message..?" i said and grab he's wrist so he can face me.... and then he look at me...no... 

he glared at me.... 

"i saw your phone beside your pillow...i didn't mean to read it...." he snatched his phone from me... and glared at me for the second time... 

"the message about breakfast.... i didn't sent it... i don't have my phone at that time..." trying to lessen the tension on his glare while trying to hold his hand... then he pulled it from me... from my hands... and left me there...standing...confused...he's about to enter their room...i want to stop him... i. want to know what the hell is his problem...

"i know jungkook... you never been concerned to me... no need to explain." he said and slam the door...

MinSuga~
" i don't want pizza taetae... leave me alone..." jimin said... while getting some water..

" eyyyy !!!! are you on a diet again? managernim told you not to gain but not to loose some weight..." he look at me and smiled... made my heart skip a beat...

"im not hyung... i just dont feel to eat anything today" he said and drink his water.. 

" he didnt even eat the food i bought .... killing himself is what he wants..." jungkook whispered but enough for me to hear. i look at him.. and when he saw me... he stood up and went to his room... i look at jimin whose still drinking his water without looking at anyone...

"please chim!!!! ... please... just one slice and its okay... im just really concern for your health..." theres v pouting.. 

"okay just one slice. ..." then he get one and eat... at least V and I seeing him eating... what really happen that night... 

flashback..
*coughs...* i hear someone coughs like the owner might loose his lungs... i shift to my side and see jimin... stood up and went outside our room... he's sick.. he's really sick... i follow him... but didn't mind to let him saw me... then i heard door opens... I saw jungkook.. so i hide... they're eyes met... no talking just staring at each other... when jungkook i s about to speak.. jimin hurriedly find his way back to our room... and as i about to hide.. i saw jungkook pulled jimin to his arms... jimin tried to let himself free from the maknae but no use since jungkook is taller and jimin is weak because hes sick...

"im done here..." i whispered ... but my feet is not moving... then  heard jungkook...

" your hot!!! i thought your okay now?... why do you keep on lying... hyung..." jungkook said... did he just call jimin HYUNG . im surprised since he doesn't call jimin when were here at dorm.. or even at the company... 

"im.... okay...." jimin said... with an unfamiliar voice... crack voice.. i must say...

"NO!!! im nursing you tonight... lets go..." and he pulled jimin... but he doesn't move... staring at the maknae... and before... anything else happens i went back to my room..

"i said im okay... just leave me alone.." i heard jimin...

"no your not...just behave hyung please...just this once... if your angry with me... at least let me help you...." its jungkook... am i hearing ^lovers quarrel^ ... and why im feeling like i want to kick jungkook out of our room and... just hug jimin...i moved a little so they can see that im here.... keeping my eyes shut... forcing my self to dreamland...