Hobi~

Writing.... Mixing... Recording....Dancing.... 
Thats what i do, here... yesterday... tomorrow... EVERYDAY!!!! 

"nah, hoseok-ah... this is your dream... its fits you perfectly.. you should keep doing this to be successful" i encourage myself... this is what i do everyday... i like it ... love it.... still i'm a human and gets tired... 

"do yoongi and namjoon get tired too?" i look at our group photo in front of me... a pre-debut photo...when all of us are still young... many years have passed but still.. were here.. complete and i'm proud of ourselves.. were like a family... with our parents NamJin, our grandpa MinSuga... our Maknae Line... composed of a jam less short but cute Jimin... with Tae who we don't know what planet he came from... and the Golden Maknae who can do all things.... every piece of us fits perfectly in this group... that's why were still together though some of us were starting their solo careers... mainly Namjoon and Yoongi... i'll be next soon... but i think i still need time... maybe i'm not that young enough but... maybe i just don't want to be solo.... i don't want to became what i am right now...

"yes hello"

"hyung..."

"hey taetae..."

"are you at the studio right now?"

"well yeah... why?!"

"ahhhh good i'm out with suga hyung... we're at the coffee shop near...the building.."

"oh"

"yeah... i kinda ask you if you want anything so we can drop by before we go back home?" 

"nah, tae its okay..."

"but-"

"tae... i told you i'm okay... also i'll come home soon... no need to drop by.."

"really... then we can pick you up..suga hyung can we pi-"

"taehyung-ah i can go home alone don't bother...bye"

"but hyun-"

. i tossed my phone away from me... i don't know where it go..i don't care... what i'm thinking about now? why am i feeling this... why am i...

"why are they together???!!!!" 

"who hoseok-ah" i look back and saw our manager...

"nothing...it's part of the lyrics..i'm ... i'm writing.." he just nods... 

"well okay...i just heard you scream.. so i-"

"i'm okay hyung.. i'll go now.." i stood up and get my back...

"hoseok-ah..."

"i'm okay... i'm just tired..."

"hoseok-ah-"

"hyung i told you i'm okay... why the hell all of are not listening to me..!!!!"

"YOU!!! IDIOT!!! who told you to yell at me... i'm still your manager...I JUST WANT TO TELL YO THAT DONT TOSS YOUR PHONE!!!! what the hell are you talking about..." he yelled back... pointing where my phone is...then he leave and slammed the door... i'm so dead later...i pick up my phone...

"!!!!!" i groaned....

"now i need to buy new one"

Walking around is not new to me, i usually walk than to get a cab then go home.... i love walking, specially when i'm alone... Well usually i have Jimin or my fellow rapper team with me... but most of the time its Taehyung... we usually walk and talk.. he will pull some jokes and pranks at me... so the walk will be not tiring and boring...but not now now... hes with someone... hes with suga... Min.Suga...

"hobi hyung!!!!" i heard someone shout my name.. well my nickname.. so i look around and to check...

"jhope hyung!!!! here!!!" another shout... i look back and see him... across the street... waving at me... his box smile who fits perfectly in him... i was waving back.. and he signaled me to wait... so i stand and wait for him to cross the street... its green light now for the pedestrian... so i smile.. he started walking... grabbing someones hand....i tilt my head so i can see whose behind him.... and i saw that man... that grumpy old man.. both of them crossing the street while holds each other hands...they walks toward me.. 

" i knew it was you... i'm right suga hyung" tae said... i'm hoping that they will pull out... but no... one person might enjoying this... or even both of them...i shrugged and smile.. 

"so... we end up... seeing each other should we go home now." i asked ...

"hmnn yes... lets go.." tae said and started to walk... still holding that hand...i cant take this anymore...i started to walk and slide my hand to tae right hand.... intertwined it and i make him to stop walking...he look at me with confusion... i smiled and assured him its nothing...i glanced at yoongi and started to pull his hands from tae... i cant help but smile... tae look at yoongi hyung... then grab his hands again... and smile... 

"we can hold hands together.... both of you are my good hyungs.." he said and look at me then to yoongi then back at me....i just smiled and nods...same as yoongi... what is really happening right now... are they a thing now?... are they dating now... they might be close.... specially these days when i started to notice JiKook is back to talk right now....but its not important... The QUESTION IS... WHAT AM I DOING RIGHT NOW!!!????? WHAT AM I FEELING.... WHY??!!! WHEN???!!!

"hyung you okay??" snap.. i look at him... and widened my eyes... hes too close...

"h-huh??? yeah i'm okay" 

"hmnnn. you're zoning out... were here in front of our dorm now..." 

"taehyung-ah our dorm is upstairs... this is just the building entrance...." the old man said... 

"still... our dorm is in this building" i said.

"hyung... its o-okay... hyung is right... our dorm is upstairs...."he said ... avoiding to have a tension.... i sigh and started to walk...leaving both of them...

As i was about to enter... i saw two familiar figures walking towards us... i mean the building... they were like a couple, one is pushing one is just being playful to the other... i think i saw this scene.... i think i knew people who acts like that... one is pushing his love and the other is just giving rejection.... as if on cue... i heard them laughed... and i was right i knew them... the JiKook Couple... i frowned but happy...

"i think tables are being turn right now" i whispered... as i watch a clingy jungkook over a pissed jimin... that keeps on pushing the younger... but when the younger acts like hurt or pouting... the older will just ruffles its hair...i smiled as i look back at the other couple... WHAT!!! i mean Tae and Yoongi hyung... staring at the other couple... their eyes shows sadness... i saw yoongi hyungs hand.. slightly intertwined to tae...and give a slight squeeze as i saw tae teary eyes... he sigh and look at yoongi hyung... both of them smiled and continue to walk inside.. passing me... 

"hyung... lets go now... we shouldn't disturb the young couple..." tae said... i smiled and went inside the elevator... maybe maybe... i just dont know what's happening...maybe im just jumping into damn conclusion... maybe... my conclusion is wrong....and i hope it is...