MinSuga~

Walking, running, walking again then runs again until i cant fell my feet anymore. Until i cant feel anymore.. until i cant fell how its hurt.. how its hurt to see him with other man. How it hurts so much that o cant even think why did i do that.. why did i leave him there with him... why did i need to do such dumb things. When i do really know what he really feels and who does he really love. 

I ended up here. The rooftop where all the s happen. Me confessing to him, him confessing also... but confessed that he loves someone. Someone who doesn't love him, someone who always tried to push him, the one that i love. But that someone feels the same way now. The same way that my love really wish since then. What should i do now. I hurt myself again. Its like stabbing my heart over and over again. 

"You even said that you gave up him, jimin" i sighed. And curse myself. I even believe that lie when i know that its not true and will never happen. Never. He will never love me back.

"I love you Yoongi Hyung. Your still the best!" Yes im the best for you. But not the one you love. Why did i even fall for your being stupid, cuteness and fluffiness. Why do i even agreed to keep your secret when you'll be okay with him now?. Why do i even crying for you? Why do i even tried to make you fall for me too? Why do i even try to stole moments with you, when i know its really not for me because when the curtains you will back to what your heart looking for? Why Jimin? Why does it so hard to love you, and for you to love me back?

*phone rings*

"....."

"Yoongi hyung?. Hyung where are you?" Its taehyung.. this little alien... ruining my senti mode.

"Hyung.. were calling jimin and kookie for the 3rd time but they didn't answer, so maybe you will answer. Are they asleep? Can you check? Ohh were calling by the way to tell you if you can pick up us jin hyung bought everything here..so were like-"

"How did you do that tae?" 

"W-what!?" 

"Wait hyung are you perhaps?! Hyung where are you? Hyung we wil-"

"They might be happy now tae, i finally made them together now" 

"Oh"

"Hyung... lets just let them go.. i know it hurts.. it is trust me. But losing them is the hardest thing we both don't want to happen. As for me they are both special to me.. one is my best friend and one is..." he paused... i heard sobs

"The one you love" i continue.

"Tae."

"Hmnn"

"I ed up this time"

"No hyung" he chuckled

"WE ed up this time" next thing we knew were both laughing.

"Text me where i will pick both of you"

"Neh hyung. But first wash your face, i dont want to see your ugly face from crying okay?" He said. Wait what?!

"Yah! Kim Alien!!?" He end the call. This little kid. Wait little alien i mean... 

"That's is Min Yoongi, if the alien can do it.. why wouldn't you?!. Well hes not human by the way, you can do this min suga!!!! For jimin for everyone AND FOR YOURSELF" i said and went to some restroom take my mask and go to where the pink eomma and  alien is.

Taelien~

"Yahhh!!! Where the hell are you... were like waiting for an hour here!!" Jin hyung nags as soon as yoongi hyung came out of the cab.

"I got some cab for us okay! And please dont yell cause were at the public area you pink monster" yoongi hyung yelled back.. looks like there will be a war... i look at jin hyung..

What.

"Hyung you're blushi~"

"Kinda like that Pink Monster thing yoongi, its sounds like Rap Monster" he said and giggled. Yoongi hyung and i just shook our heads. Like the . 

I look at yoongi hyung, i was slightly taken a back hes looking at me too.. we smiled and look away. Why does it feels like something.. i cant understand... i look at him again, maybe hes not looking at me right? Second try will not hurt. Right.. i tried to took a glance again....

No.. just the ... 

He still looking at me... is there something in my face.. or just because we both know that were both heart broken now? 

That's it Kim ing Alien Taehyung that's it. Don't mind anything. Its just like that!!!! It is...

"Hey..! Dont you want to go home?!" Snap to reality... i ran towards them to enter the cab and went back home. Yoongi hyung sat beside me and jin hyung at the front.. 

"Tae..don't act like we did something wrong" yoongi hyung said.. i look at jin hyung hes sleeping now.. well maybe hes tired.

"You okay now?" I asked looking outside.

"I dont know? Maybe yes maybe no?" He said

"You'll be okay hyung.. just enjoy everyday." I said facing him. Smiling.

"WE. Tae. WE" he said and smile to me...Burn. What's with that smile.....

"Now where are the secret lovers?" Jin hyung asked? Both of us look at him confused..

"What? They secretly love with each other right?. So it will be called Secret Lovers" he answered.

"Well did secret lovers means they stole moments when the curtains fall?" I asked.

"Hahaha" they laugh at me.

"Whats funny now?" 

"No tae .. you're tired you need rest." Jin hyung told me while patting my back.. i shrugged and leave them.. 

I was about to go in but i decided to find the two... since yoongi hyung told me that they might be together now.. some part of me telling me not to. Some part of me telling me just to be brave and look. I look for jungkook first since its the closest, i gulp before entering. No hes not here... i look at the bathroom. No jungkook. I look at the last room.. it was JHope and Jimins room.. 

Why am i scared?. Why it feels like i was killing myself. I unconsciously open the door. 

Made my damn ing tears wet my face...

Here they are... sleeping...

Together...

Sharing one pillow....

Sharing one blanket....

Sharing one bed.....

Hugging each other....

Almost inch far to each other...

Almost lips touching each other...

I almost swear

Yelled

Shout

Throw all the things i can see

But i cant..

This was what really happen few months ago....

If i'm not the one who ruined them...

I felt somewhat happy on what am i seeing this time... at least just at least they are happy now...

At least... i made something good... 

It is to let him go...

Let my Jeon Jungkook go.

I step back and turn...

Time to go tae... 

I reach the door knob... but it opens wide... revealing a person looking into my eyes...he pulled me to his arms...staying there for a while...i cried until no more tears will come out...

"Yoongi hyung....."