Jimin~

From:Friend◇

*its your 12th day do something* 

I frowned as i read the first message this morning... why is she so eager with that... i was about to reply.. but i guess i will not because that will nag me all through out the day.... 

"Few days more".... i sigh.. and sat on my bed leaning at the wall...checking the time 5am.. seriously?.. should i go jogging?... nah... i'm too lazy for that today... and we have practice later so its okay if i'm not going to. I decided to freshen up and went to the bathroom, the smallest bathroom in this house. Its been a while since we change rooms yoongi hyung told us that its final.. so now my roommate is hobi hyung... while on the other room is V and Jinhyung... the biggest room is yoongi hyung... rapmon hyung and him...

"Ohhh jimin-ah, your awake now? Too early..." i saw jin hyung just came out from their room.

"You're earlier than me hyung.." i said.. getting the TV remote control.

"Good morning btw" i continue and he ruffled my messy hair..

"Well good morning to you too... i'm just going to the kitchen and cook, can you wake them up for me?" He said. I nod. As i back to what i usually do here.. every morning. I went back to our room to wake up hobi hyung... 

"Hobi hyung... wake up now... jin hyung is preparing breakfast now...hyung" shaking him lightly... 

"Mmmm i will jimin i will.." i heard.. and i stood up so i can go to the next room... wait what room... the one with Taehyung or the one with Jungkook... i sigh.... deep sigh... 

"So deep.." i heard and look back at hobi hyung...patting by head..

"I guess i need to face this hyung..." 

"You can do it.." he said and smile..

"You can tell my anything.." he said..

"Hyung.. i did something wrong... something really wrong...i-" i cant help it... tears started to fall... i rest the head to hobi hyung chest...hugging him... 

"Mind telling me anything?" He whispered.. i shake my head... he sigh..

"Okay just tell me anything if you want me to help..." he said and hugged me tightly...

"Ohhhh... i didn't mean to... ah-" i heard someone went in our room.. i let go of the hugged wipe my tears and look at the person...

"Yoongi hyung" i said..

"Well hello good morning... i came in to get my stuff..." he said... and leave... now i noticed its not only jungkook who's avoiding me its also yoongi hyung...

"Hes not normal jimin... try to understand him... like i always do to taehyung." I look at him... hes smiling...?? What the hell...should i make conclusions now...are they like a thing... 

"Hey... don't look at me like that... were not a thing were not even dating and he doesn't know anything...because hes.." hobi hyung paused...i was confused..

"Because hes?"

"Ahhh he doesn't like me jimin..." he said and walks toward the door..

"Does he like someone?" 

"Its not important to me jimin...if hes happy i'm happy too..its what important to me... is seeing his box smile." Hobi hyung said and leave..i know what you feel  hyung... loving a person who doesn't love you back. 

flashback...
"Ahhh why am i so thirsty".... i swear.. i'm not feeling well this days... i always felt thirsty and my throat is hurting so bad...i went outside to get some warm water...

"Any problem tae?" I heard...while i'm getting nearer the kitchen...

"Ohhh sorry did i scared you?" I jump a little hearing a glass shattered at the sink...i hurriedly look at the kitchen and there right there....i saw them

"Ohh hyung your bleeding..." jungkook said... holding taetae....

"It hurts" yes taetae... it hurts IT REALLY HURTS!!!

"Yeah hyung it is... now lets clean this up..." jungkook said... still holding his hands..

"I'm hurting all of you.... specially the both of you..." taetae told him.. what are you trying to do now...

"I'm sorry jungkook..." he said and hugged jungkook... tightly.... 

"Hyung...its okay...i think we need to put medicine to your wound first..." jungkook replied still hugging each other... he didn't even push him like he always do to me..what a great person you are jungkook.

"You're afraid of blood right?" I heard tae... as jungkook starting to clean his wound... i clenched my fist.. wanting to add some wound to taehyung...i look at jungkook... he starred at the wound... he cant do it hes hands are shaking... i was about to go and help...

"No... i'm not... why am i.."he gulp... and i stop for no reason... he don't need me now... i hide again..

"What do i need to do jungkook" i heard and look at them taetae cupping jungkook's face... 

"Hyung" 

"Why do i always messed up when i trying to help... why do i need to messed all of it.... you and jimin should be happy now...you and him should be a thing now... he should not be with that...aei-"

"Hes happy now hyung... lets be happy also..." jungkook cut whatever he is about to say... I'M HAPPY??... AM I?

"No... ill do any-" the next thing i new its jungkook cupping taehyung's face... too close to taehyung who's head is down..

"Look at me hyung..." he said.

"This is embarrassing" taehyung said

"You're charming when you have your box smiled... but...." 

"Look at me hyung" he plead....

"Hmnnn... you're ugly why your sad.." jungkook continued and pinched taetae...that's it its the worst thing i ever do standing here.. hiding .... hurting myself...i started to walk...then i heard noises that made me look back even inside of me telling me to just run and cry..

"Yahhhh!! ... stop it..." ..... he.... jungkook... he... hes on top of taehyung... close to each other face... not knowing what will happen next.. i ran back to my room and cry my heart out... i cant do this anymore... I'M HAPPY???? !!! I NEVER BEEN HAPPY SINCE THAT DAY.... THAT DAY TAEHYUNG AND HIM KISSED...

(Tae's Birthday)
"Chim... believed me hes jealous now... jeonlous hahahaa" taetae said... while arms around me... making me whimpered... not because of his touch but... because of..

"Taetae... stop hugging me jungkook is glaring at us" he smirked and kiss my cheeks... i jump and pushed him a lightly... 

"Ohhh your blushing jiminie... whhaahhh so cute..." he said .. im not looking at him... im staring at jungkook whos glaring at me.. killing me inside his mind... i don't even know what to do...

"Jungkook... can we talk.." i heard taehyung... jungkook stood up and followed taehyung... i was to stand up also... follow them but taetae said i don't need to.. 

Few minutes... still... no jungkook and taehyung... wondering where are they...why is that taking them talk too long...

"Jimin... are you drinking this?" Namjoon hyung said

"No hyung... i don't feel drinking tonight..."i said and he nods... wait that cup is ...

"Jungkook.." i said and leave the others looking around the 11th floor or rooftop they call to look for them..

"Taetae you will not do anything right?" Part of me telling me that dealing with taetae to make jungkook jealous is wrong... because sometimes i noticed that he just became close to him... not minding me... i thought were going to make jungkook jealous but it seems like i'm the one whose jealous...

"No no no..." i mumbled....stopped and remember when i heard sleep talking... 

"Jungkook... why... you don't need him... you need me..." i heard..tae...yelling there

"No no no... hes not hes not... i'm his best friend... he will help me right.... he said that-"... then i saw it... he kissed him in front of me... and Jungkook kissed back...

Tears started to run... fist started to clench...wanting to throw all the things i can throw to them....

". .the both of you.." i ran back to our dorm... luckily i have a spare key... open it and went directly to.. my room bathroom... crying... at the bathtub... thinking of drowning myself but i cant...

"Why tae... why!!!!!! You FRIEND!!!!" I yelled... and cried... until i don't have tears anymore... drifting myself to dreamland...

End. 

Now i'm in front of their room... scared of what will i saw.... are they together now?? Did tae really do it?? Did jungkook accept him?? i turn the door knob afraid of everything. But lucky i am, hes alone... tae is not here, i smiled admiring jungkooks features... how he looks so good even when sleeping.

"No...you should move on now jimin..." i whispered remembering what i saw last night, they might not be sleeping together but, what i saw last night can answer everything.. walking towards jungkook... and i leaned closer to him...

"This will be the last..." i close the gap and peck his cheeks... afraid that he will wake up since its the new way of waking him up.. i ran quietly as possible and went outside... cry in front of the door...  yoongi hyung saw me... and hugged me... no time for pushing... i hugged him back...

"That will be the last time hyung...i promise"