Jimin woke up early because his phone keeps on ringing. He tried to sit up and get his phone at the night stand when he felt like someones arms s in his body. He gasp when he saw the owner of the arms, he look at how precious the other looks while sleeping. Sweet snores can be heard by the older and he can't help it but smile as he carefully turn himself to face the other. 

"Why do you need to be perfect" he sigh. And slowly trace the beautiful face of the man, from his sharp jaw line to the thick eyebrow to the puffy eyes with long eyelashes to the high nose bridge to the not so fluffy cheeks up to the kissable lips. With that jimin asked himself how would if  feel when its on his lips... sudden red tints can be seen to the older as he smile. Forgetting about the phone rings that wake him up.

Phone rings once again, and this time jimin is awake enough to extend his arms and get it carefully so the other will not be awake. Scared that he will let go of jimin again. Jimin decided to stay like that, although he knows that it'll never be enough for him. Afraid that when the person woke up they will back to hell reality.

"Jimin~ah! Good Morning let me remind you of how many days you only have" aemi on the other line greet him with that..

"I know no need to tell me every morning, i already mark the last day in hobi's calendar" he chuckled silently, afraid that he can wake up somebody. He remember when hoseok became hysterical about that date, telling everyone that Jimin is going to die. That made all of them angry and happy at the same time. Angry because hoseok being hoseok that day, telling bad stories that make everyone scared, confused and lonely. Happy because jimin said that it was just a mistake, then they throw everything to hoseok that became their little bonding.

"Why were you, whispering..and what's funny?" Aemi said.

"I'm whispering because...." he paused and look at jungkook beside him peacefully in his dreamland. Jimin move his other hand to pat the younger head and move some hair that covering his good and perfect features. Jimin smiled because he can do this such things. Only when jungkook is sleeping.. only today.

"Because..what?!" 

"Aemi.. don't you know what time is it" he asked.

"Uhuh...5am 5:05am to be exact" she replied. Jimin sigh.

"Exactly. We usually woke up 7am onwards not 5am unless we have some matters to do, and since we have morning break today i don't want to talk loudly afraid that they will be awake because of me." He exclaimed. While still patting the younger head...he look at the other bed and hoseok is not there.. 

"Okay fine, but still you know i'm counting" jimin sigh. Because every morning aeimi his fake girlfriend nags him about confessing. He look at the calendar and saw that there were few days more..he really know why that girl is pushing him to jungkook. Its because she said that she was a JiKook Trash and she ship them so hard.

"Aeimi i know, no need to tell me that always" he said 

"But you have thinking about that right? I mean you told me that you and jungkook were okay now right?" Lie. That's what came to jimins mind. He used to lie to his best friend aeimi telling her that jungkook and him were okay now. He look at jungkook, maybe.. maybe they will back to what they are very soon... but honestly jimin know that it will be hard, specially when he confess he didn't know if what could happen if he confessed. If he tell everyone what he saw that night.

"Yeah. I mean its getting back to normal don't worry." 

"Jimin, you really need to do that."

"I know aeimi its just..i don't know.. maybe staying as bandmates or atleast as hyung-donsaeng relationship will b-" jimin stop as he felt jungkook snuggled and hugged him closer... he almost jump to surprised why does he feel like jungkook is awake? He check jungkook and he he can clearly say that the younger is still sleeping..

"We both know jimin that you and jungkook staying as friends is never be enough." Aeimi replied.. 

"I knew that aeimi. And its the worst thing that could ever happen.."

"Just dont worry JM.. it will be okay... i need to go i have some work today.. call me when your free okay..love you " 

"Yeah.. gonna call you later..." he paused and and look at jungkook..

"And i love you too" he said and end the call.. tears that will drop anytime sooner.. even if he don't want he carefully move jungkooks arms around him and stood up. He went to the bathroom and look at the mirror for a while.. before breaking down and cry..

"Maybe... maybe if that night didn't happen and he didn't fall to you.. maybe were still okay...maybe it will be enough."

Meanwhile in his bed..

"And i love you too".... 

It keeps on ringing to jungkooks ear... how can be a early morning be ruined by a simple phone call... he tried not to cry... he knows that anytime jimin will comeback and he didn't want to see him crying... crying for a simple words that he may never hear jimin saying that to him... 

In jungkooks mind, they were okay last night. Well they didn't say anything but at least, at least he knows that soon and very soon he can have jimin again.. at least last night he hugged jimin again.. and jimin in his arms is the best thing he can always hold not getting tired.. he planned that this morning he will confessed and say sorry to his jimin.

"But how can i do that when you're in love with her hyung..." he said and sobs...sobbing then cry... crying as forgetting that other members will hear him or the worst is jimin will see him...

"What should i do now..jimin hyung what should i do to win you back" he mumbled.. remembering words that came out from jimins mouth a while ago...when he woke up because of someone is talking.. and he knows its jimin. Talking to aeimi.. he felt hurt, but at the same time happy because he can feel his hyungs patting his head..letting him hugged the older...

"Aeimi i know, no need to tell me that always" 

"Yeah. I mean its getting back to normal don't worry." 

"I know aeimi its just..i dont know.. maybe staying as bandmates or atleast as hyung-donsaeng relationship will b-" 

"I knew that aeimi. And its the worst thing that could ever happen.."

"Yeah.. gonna call you later..." 

"And i love you too" 

"Staying as band mates?"

"Hyung - donsaeng relationship?"

"You're kidding me hyung right???" 

"You love me right?" 

"You still love me right?"

"I hope you will still... please hyung..."