But we know this.

Secret Love Song

MinSuga~

Coming home, is it that exciting? I don't know but going to Busan excite me. I feel that something will happen there. Good or Bad i don't know. As i remember the look on Jimin a while ago when Jungkook ask if we want to go there. 

"Wait!!!" I said as i look took my phone and open the calendar. 

"I knew it" i whispered..

"What did you knew hyung?" I look up and  saw Jungkook. 

"Ahhhh???!! Uhmnn. Nothing Jungkook-ah"

"What's with the calendar?? Wait do you have any scheduled to do during the vacation?" He asked and continue to pick some clothes from the closet...hes plain shirts, ripped jeans and sweat pants i swear.

"Jungkook-ah... don't you have anything than plain shirts, ripped jeans and sweat pants?" I asked

"Hyung you all know that this me behind the camera, i don't wear other clothes than this on my daily life well i do have sweatshirts and other pants though" he answered and laugh.

"Yeah. With a lot of pair of timberland's" i said and we both laughed.

"But you didn't answer my question" he asked and look at me.

"Huh?"

"Haha seriously hyung? You've been acting like Jiminie hyung" he said and sit down on his bed.

"Jiminie???"

"Zoning out... hes been....i mean he always zone out... specially when after getting a call from his girlfriend... or when i caught him staring at a calendar... like what your doing a while ago" he said..

"Owww..." so... Jimin might do it there... and aemi keeps on nagging him... about that.. maybe that's why i got excited going to busan. But knowing that Jimin will confess there... what could be he confess his love or the fake relationship...

"See??? Your zoning out again.."

"The end of month"

"What's with the end of month hyung?" Jungkook asked.. what???

"You heard me?"

"Well yeah you said it loud... wait hyung do you know something about the end of month?" He asked.. 

"What do you mean?"

"I mean is there something jiminie hyung told you about the end of month?" He asked again..i just look at him... what should i say.. HEY JIMIN AND AEMI RELATIONSHIP IS NOT REAL...god.. help me..

"Well, jiminie hyung told me that he will talk to me about some matters on the last day of this month. Which means were in busan that time, and its just make me excited because i know jimin like me like what tae say they even planned something right, if only... But im scared about what he will say. What if he will told me he didn't like me anymore. What if hes really straight and in love with his girlfriend now. What if h-"

"Stop that ^what if's^ or i will kick you out of this room. First jimin didn't tell me anything" yeah yoongi just do some lie it will not hurt.

"And second, if Jimin will tell you something you need to accept it okay? It's your fault anyway. I mean we all know he likes you, and whatever his decision about that you need to accept it and respect it okay?" He stared at me and i sighed why this be hard for them...why cant they be happy. 

 

 

 

 

 

"But i'm scared, specially now that i want to confess to him too. I don't want to be rejected by him" he whispered. Did he just.. really???

"You??!!... you..." he did not answer but nodded. I sigh.

"Jungkook-ah" 

"Neh. Hyung" 

"Please don't get mad on Jimin after you talk"

"Why do i get mad?" He asked.

"Like what i said you need to accept and respect whatever his decision so please, just don't get angry and continue your good relationship. We all badly need this good and peace environment now. This past few months there's a lot of things happen so please... lets make it back to its own place. I want peace Jungkook-ah"

Jungkook was silent, maybe processing what  i said. I just want to have peace and maybe busan will help us. 

"Seriously hyung, i don't get it. But okay.. i will whatever happens or whatever it is ill accept it." He said and smiled to me.

 

 

 

 

 


"Some heart to heart talk huh?" We both look at the man standing by the door with crossed arms

"What do you want LITTLE MAN?" 

"Don't worry it's not you grumpy OLD MAN" he said and i saw Jungkook stand up and walked to him

"So its me you need hyung?" He asked. Cocky maknae.

"Stop it kookie, jin hyung asked me to call you he need to talk to you" he said i can see the pink tints on his cheeks. 

"Ahhh okay. I'll go now" jungkook said and about to leave

"Ahhh kookie, can i borrow one of your jackets? I know i have a lot but i don't feel bringing them to busan?" He asked.

"You don't want or you just want to used mine????" This maknae really knew how to tease.

"YAAHH?!!! JUST TELL ME IF I CAN BORROW OR NOT.. DON'T NEED TO TEASE ME!!!!!" Jimin yelled

"yahhh!!! No yelling in this room!!!" I yelled

"But you yelled too..." jimin said and pouted. I saw jungkook smirked and hold jimin's shoulder and turn him around so hes facing the closet

"Just go get it" jungkook whispered to jimin ears, then he went out of the room. Leaving jimin stunned there not moving.

 

 

 

"Can you just control your blush when your with him? Or at least when hes around?" I asked and poked his cheeks.

"No i'm not!!!" He yelled and went to find some jacket inside the closet.

"That thing were too big for you little man"

"Can you stop calling me little man??!!!. And also you know i always tried to hide my hands, so you will stop teasing me" he said as he pick the jacket.

"Fine. But Jimin-ah... are you really going to confess to him?" I asked and he stop... for a while.. or should i say for a good of 10 minutes....

"Yes hyung. I'll tell him everything from that night up to aeimi." He said 

"That night? You mean... what tae told us is not the truth?" He sigh and didn't answer me..so i grab his shoulder and turn him around to face me. Hes avoiding my eyes.

"Tell me!!!" He flinched.. and stare at me scarred.

"I don't know what tae told you. I walked out right?? I promise to tell everyone..after i tell kookie... hyung just.. just leave it to me this time please... just trust me with this" he said but before he went out my room..

"But we all know this might hurt all of us jimin, specially the three of you" 

"I know hyung.. but trust me this will be the last arguments between the three of us. I just want to clear it to jungkook then after that i talked to tae then all of you. After that i wish and i'm hoping we will be okay.. all of us" he said and leave.

"i know jimin, i know.... lets just stop hurting each other."


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I know there's a lot of things happening to this story and because of that i got some not so good comments about this that almost made me stop writting and i really want to say sorry for that. Some of my  friends told me not to mind negative comments and just continue what i love to do. 

It's hard to write stories, everyday you will think of words for your works to finish your story. You will think of good plots and idea and then make a character. It's hard, and not all of the authors in Wattpad, Aff, and Ao3 were as good as the other authors who always gets lots of reads, good comments and recomendations. Not all of the author that is writing their own ideas will satisfy you. And I'm so sorry I'm one of the not good author specially for this story.

This is my first story for a boyxboy pairing, i dont have someone who can read it and edit for grammars and all before posting. I'm doing this alone, so your comments is so important to me and im really thankful that some of you like this story even if people said its not good on my other accounts. 

Im really thankful to have readers who still reading this. For now this will be the last update, i will be back with all the remaining chapters. I have decided to just put it on-hold and complete the fic before posting or maybe if it will take a while, maybe i can update 3-5 chapters in one go until i finish this fic but for now i give me time to finish this fic because i will not abandon this even if there will be no one to read, vote or even a single comment. 

Thank you very much. I hope you understand, till next update. 💞💓

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LUDI4EVER
#1
Chapter 41: Brilliant!
Yha-mhine #2
Wow.. Clap clap clap
rmrmrm
#3
Amazing
rmrmrm
#4
Wow
rmrmrm
#5
Great
Ashurao2710
#6
Chapter 39: Wish you a very happy birthday..
_Jikook20 #7
Chapter 41: *Le sad* ,_, whale at least my jikook heart is okay ,_,
_Jikook20 #8
Chapter 40: Since you already did what is done... How about just make Yoonseok? :) my babies deserve love :'( -Laura
Ashurao2710
#9
Chapter 37: We would love to have u with us on ur special day, if it's fine with you.. and again no pressure.. it's up to you, when to update and ur birthday in 3 days.. wow... It's not manners to ask someone's age, but I am sure I'm older than you.. waiting for ur special day and wishing it to b very special for u this year...
Thu_Nguyen
#10
sorry for the late... but can I translate this story into my own language for my friends, kookmin lovers?
Would not you mind?
love you and thank you so much <3