Taecyeon's POV:

After all the performances a party was held for all the hard work of the artists that participated. 2pm went back to their dorms to rest and change...

Chansung: YAH! Hyung does it take you that long to slip on some clothes, hurry i want to talk to Hyuna O.O.

Taecyeon: Chincha maknae give your hyungs a little more time wont you, we're getting older by the minute.

Junsu: Actually we're all ready its just you..

(Awkward silence)

Taecyeon: Junbros i need your help on my clothes

Junsu & Junho: How are you going to survive without us Taec

Junsu: Lets check your closet...

Junho: Yah our Taecyeon has changed alot since wild bunny hasn't he.

Taecyeon: Really. Oh well Jessica helped me buy these

JunBros: Hmm.. i dunno its your choice..

Taecyeon: I choose outfit ___.

After we decided i got changed as quick as i could and when i did step out, i remebered since i did alot of cf's for lamborghini they gave me a recyled lamborghini( i let my imagination run wild so what O.O)

The junbros decided they'd go by land rovers whilst nickhun and chansung went by a limousine.

Whilst i was driving i thought what if i bumped into Sooyoung or anyone fo SNSD how would i react? I know for sure the Snsd members feel guilty about Sooyoung but it's not their fault she kissed another guy right?....I guess i should clear the air with them first of all because i dont want to loose Jessica or Miyoung over this.

I shortly arrived to the building, Shinee were outside so i greeted them they asked me if i'd fully recovered and if i was okay. I simply nodded to avoid awkwardness i called Nickhun over and we talked about how daebak their performance was at Gayo Daejun. Shinee were introduced to me and 2pm through Jessica when we were out for starbucks before the debut. They were very young and had fair milky skin but were still so mature . 

Whilst we we're continuing our conversation  JYPE hyung called us inside to the party so we quickly gave them a hug and wave then headed in. Just at first glance i could see Sooyoung all over Siwon, it was hurtful yet so questioning. She knows im coming to this party but why does she behave like this?... Throughout the party i kept a close eye on her but i was rudely inturrupted by a poke. I turned to see who it was. It was Jessica..

Taecyeon: Long time no see princess

Jessica: Are you okay Taec, sorry we couldn't drop by more often and we are deeply sorry for Sooyoung.

Taecyeon: No it's okay its not your fault so what if she kissed another guy doesn't mean its the end of the world for me right?

Jessica: Yeah, thaats true but if you need to talk to someone remember to call me or Fany understood.

[ She gave a childish pout and was about to leave when i held her hand and ushured her back]

Taecyeon: Why you leaving so quickly Sica besides i got no one to talk to in here except you besides Fany seems busy with Junsu

Jessica: ( He still doesn't know she didn't just kiss a guy but played him throughout the whole relationship, i felt like bursting into tears seeing Taec so clueless but still hurting inside. Imagining him how he would react when Soo told him the truth is painful) Seohyun feels awkward around BEAST and Onew so i better go check on her.

Taecyeon: Oh ok....

Taecyeon: ( I've had about enough, i need some answers from Sooyoung, seeing Jessica avoid to even look at me makes me feel so suspicious...)

No ones POV:

Taecyeon followed Sooyoung outside, but what they didn't know was behind the bushes Jessica was trying to catch signal on her phone)

Taecyeon's POV:

Sooyoung: Stop staring at me Taecyeon, you clearly saw what happened before you jumped in front of a car.

Taecyeon: Sooyoung ah why are you like this, you know i love you right and to see you share your kiss with a guy other than me left me feeling painful. I wanted you to visit me at the hospital but only the other SNSD members visited. It's okay if you love another, i wont stop you because i just want you to be happy. ( I stuttered at the last word, would i ever get over Sooyoung?)

Sooyoung: Stop all that nonsence, everything was a lie alright i only used you for fame and nothing more. I never loved you i just acted like i was told. It is true i like other men too so now that you've said that please leave me alone thats the only way i'll be happy.

Taecyeon: Don't you feel guilty at all Sooyoung even after all you have done..well anyways this party isn't my type. It must've been hard for you to keep up with an like me, thank you for your company. I;ll take my leave first. ( i bowed slightly and exited).

Jessica's POV:

Yah theres no signal i need to call my manager oppa to say we're going to be late, when i felt like giving up. I heard Sooyoung and wait was it Taecyeon talking? i listened closely.

When Taecyeon apologised and thanked her for company my heart hurt, having to hear my best friend suffer because of my friend shattered me. I felt the urge to go slap Sooyoung because of the way she replied Taec like he was nothing and had never seen him before. But i couldn't do anything, so after Soo left i kindly took a leave and went to where Taec would express his feelings.. at the recording studio. Since the debut days iTaec told me if he was ever sad, angry, happy or anything you'd see him composing it into a song. Thats why i've always admired Taecyeon he always has a poker face to hide all his feelings inside because he didn't want anyone to trouble over him.

It took me 2 hours to reach JYPE recording studios but by the time i was there Taecyeon had fallen asleep next to songs that he wrote. I moved the paper as gently as i could and read it....

This song

Even though I want to buy you a pretty necklace
Even though I want to take you out on a ride in a nice car
Even though I want to dress you in nice clothes
Even though I want to take you to nice places

This hand that I put inside my pocket grabs nothing
How can I get you
My position doesn't suit you
Regardless, can you stay by my side

The only thing I can give is this song
All I have is this voice
Even if this makes you laugh
But I still sing
I hope you accept it

Even if you say it's okay
Even if you say it's okay if I have you
Even if you say you're happy everyday
Even if you say you don't what anything more

Pretty, good things; fun, cool things
You obviously want to do these things too Baby
You know that if you stay by my side I can't do these things
Regardless, can you stay by my side

The only thing I can give is this song
All I have is this voice
Even if this makes you laugh
But I still sing
I hope you accept it

I only have this song
I really have nothing but this voice
I don't know if this will make you laugh
But I still sing
I hope you accept it
I hope you accept itEven though I want to buy you a pretty necklace
Even though I want to take you out on a ride in a nice car
Even though I want to dress you in nice clothes
Even though I want to take you to nice places

This hand that I put inside my pocket grabs nothing
How can I get you
My position doesn't suit you
Regardless, can you stay by my side

The only thing I can give is this song
All I have is this voice
Even if this makes you laugh
But I still sing
I hope you accept it



Even if you say it's okay
Even if you say it's okay if I have you
Even if you say you're happy everyday
Even if you say you don't what anything more

Pretty, good things; fun, cool things
You obviously want to do these things too Baby
You know that if you stay by my side I can't do these things
Regardless, can you stay by my side

The only thing I can give is this song
All I have is this voice
Even if this makes you laugh
But I still sing
I hope you accept it

I only have this song
I really have nothing but this voice
I don't know if this will make you laugh
But I still sing
I hope you accept it
I hope you accept itEven though I want to buy you a pretty necklace
Even though I want to take you out on a ride in a nice car
Even though I want to dress you in nice clothes
Even though I want to take you to nice places

This hand that I put inside my pocket grabs nothing
How can I get you
My position doesn't suit you
Regardless, can you stay by my side

The only thing I can give is this song
All I have is this voice
Even if this makes you laugh
But I still sing
I hope you accept it


Even if you say it's okay
Even if you say it's okay if I have you
Even if you say you're happy everyday
Even if you say you don't what anything more

Pretty, good things; fun, cool things
You obviously want to do these things too Baby
You know that if you stay by my side I can't do these things
Regardless, can you stay by my side

The only thing I can give is this song
All I have is this voice
Even if this makes you laugh
But I still sing
I hope you accept it

I only have this song
I really have nothing but this voice
I don't know if this will make you laugh
But I still sing
I hope you accept it
I hope you accept itEven though I want to buy you a pretty necklace
Even though I want to take you out on a ride in a nice car
Even though I want to dress you in nice clothes
Even though I want to take you to nice places

This hand that I put inside my pocket grabs nothing
How can I get you
My position doesn't suit you
Regardless, can you stay by my side

The only thing I can give is this song
All I have is this voice
Even if this makes you laugh
But I still sing
I hope you accept it

Even if you say it's okay
Even if you say it's okay if I have you
Even if you say you're happy everyday
Even if you say you don't what anything more

Pretty, good things; fun, cool things
You obviously want to do these things too Baby
You know that if you stay by my side I can't do these things
Regardless, can you stay by my side

The only thing I can give is this song
All I have is this voice
Even if this makes you laugh
But I still sing
I hope you accept it

I only have this song
I really have nothing but this voice
I don't know if this will make you laugh
But I still sing
I hope you accept it
I hope you accept it

Broken hearted boy:

You're everything I thought you never were
And nothing like I thought you could of been
But still you live inside of me, So tell me how is that
You're the only one I wish I could forget
The only one I love to not forgive
And though you break my heart you're the only one
And though there are times when I hate you cause I can't erase
The times that you hurt me and put tears on my face
And even now while I hate you it pains me to say
I know I'll be there at the end of the day

I don't wanna be without ya baby
I don't want a broken heart
Don't wanna take a breath without you baby
I don't wanna play that part
I know that I love but let me just say
I don't wanna love you in no kind of way, no no
I don't want a broken heart
And I don't wanna play the broken hearted boy
No, No, No broken hearted boy
I'm no broken hearted boy

There's something that I feel I need to say
But up to now I've always been afraid
That you would never come around
And still I want to put this out
You say you got the most respect for me but
Sometimes I feel you not deserving me
And still you're in my heart but you're the only one



And yes there are times when I hate you but I don't complain
Cause I've been afraid that you would walk away
Oh but now I don't hate you I'm happy to say
That I will be there at the end of the day
I don't wanna be without ya baby
I don't want a broken heart
Don't wanna take a breath without you baby
I don't wanna play that part
I know that I love but let me just say
I don't wanna love you in no kind of way, no no
I don't want a broken heart
And I don't wanna play the broken hearted boy
No, No, No broken hearted by
I'm no broken hearted boy

Now I'm at I place I thought I'd never be
I'm living in a world that's all about you and me, yeah
Ain't got to be afraid my broken heart is free
To spread my wings and fly away away with you
Yeah [x3]

Oh...

I don't wanna be without ya baby
I don't want a broken heart
Don't wanna take a breath without you baby
I don't wanna play that part
I know that I love but let me just say
I don't wanna love you in no kind of way, no no
I don't want a broken heart
And I don't wanna play the broken hearted boy
No, No, No broken hearted boy
Broken hearted boy
No no no broken hearted boy
No Broken-Hearted Boy

Ommo are those teardrops in the paper, i look at him and see his eye bags seems like he's been killing himself inside but still manages to blame himself for everything even though its not his fault, just as i was about to leave a strong pair of hands held me..

Taecyeon: Oh Sica you're here, sorry im kind of a mess

Jessica: Taec sit down we need to talk. I heard you ans Soo's conversation, she seemed pretty harsh for a guilty person don't you think?

Taecyeon: Oh no actually i barely fitted her in my schedule so i guess she felt pretty left out...

Jessica: Stop lying Taec you whisked her off to Paris, bought her everything and what did you get in reply nothing.

Taecyeon: I'm happy if she's happy.

Jessica: OMG Taec are you seriously gonna say all that , inside i know you're boiling mad seeing all the skinship Siwon and Soo had.

Taecyeon: STOP IT! You clearly know everything then why ask me for an answer?

Jessica: I'm sorry Taec, but she needs a lesson, make her feel like she made the biggest mistake of her life and make her crawl right back to you.

Taecyeon: It's not that easy Sica, do you think that Back2u perf was only for the fans?

Jessica: Of course we all knew, Sooyoung's jaws dropped seeing you in that perf... so we're already halfway through the plan.

Taecyeon: Wait what?

Jessica: Next step treat her the way she treated you alright, you've got to keep a cold heart through this process alright! Don't let her fool you by making you jealous by flaunting men at you.

Taecyeon: Yes m'am but the thing is you've got to wait 9 months for the plan to start...

Jessica: Wait why?

Taecyeon: I'm going to the army with Heechul hyung.

Jessica: You are too young to go to the army Taec Heechul is 25!

Taecyeon: But i am a prince... and its not only for basic training

Jessica: What are you going on about Taec, you're making me nervous

Taecyeon: The king of Korea passed away today, he was my dad's brother by blood, but my father abdicated the throne well because he fell in love with my mother but also because he thought he was not much of a trustable man. I am still the prince of Korea though my uncle is to be the king in training, im a spare if anything occurs but i've got to gain trust and respect for the throne. In the front line one of the royals are to go to the battle and i was picked, after Heechul and other people return from 7 months of taining i'll be training one more month then go front life to battle. You see there was a letter my father signed that if his brother died his decendant would be a prince so basically even though my father left, im still to be connected to the throne. I've only got a weeks time

Jessica: Taecyeon, you could get killed...I'm worried Taec i don't think this is a wise idea. This could be the very last time i see you, have you told anyone else..

Taecyeon: No actually after Heechul and everybody else return whilst i'll be in the army i'll answer all questions and talk about my family history even though i dont want to. Will you come see me off with SNSD and if you could after the battle finishes wait for me at the quarter line like everyone else because thats when all soldiers walk up to their families and friends..

Jessica: Phabo you know we will :]. Can i tell Fany

Taecyeon: Sure only you two though alright! Goodnight princess, should i drive you back or are you okay.

Jessica: Nah im fine (  don't leave Taec )