Sunggyu’s steps were bouncing when he reached home. Though he had puffy eyes, his heart was feeling light as if a huge rock was removed from his chest.

Minho and Jackson were glad that their Sunggyu hyung seemed cheerful recently. They had a hunch that Hoya had to do something with this change but they didn’t want to interfere since they were afraid like last time when they were just teasing, things turned out adversely. So, they just watched the small interaction between the two, the silent exchange of Love You’s and the spark they had whenever they were around each other.

Sunggyu was amazed to see how Hoya was patient in the relation. They only went for some dates, sometimes for movie, other times for dinner and occasionally for shopping. That’s it, they never had any physical intimacy, not much skin ship, except some kisses here and there. 

It had already been more than 6 months but their relation was as it is. No any progress, only holding hands, that too infrequently only.

One day, Sunggyu was super happy, he was flying in cloud nine.

“Hoya, are you free this Saturday?” Sunggyu was hopping like a small kid.

Scratching his head a bit, Hoya answered, “Let me check my non-existent schedule for the weekend. Hmm…you are lucky, I am free that day. So, any plans?” Hoya wanted to know the reason why his boyfriend had turned to a 5 year kid jumping enthusiastically.

“I have got two tickets to NELL’s concert. Let’s go together okay?” The glow in Sunggyu’s face was so majestic. He was purely happy which is rarely seen in the elder’s face. He knew that the boy loved NELL’s music to the point he can replay the same playlist of his nonstop throughout the day. But seeing Sunggyu this gleeful due to them made him a jealous, albeit a bit, but yeah, he was jealous.

“Can I decline the offer?” Hoya teased making Sunggyu’s face drop down.

“What if I offer you a double scoop of your favorite purple Natuur Pop ice-cream after the concert?” Sunggyu tried to lure the elder.

“No, thanks. I am having cold by the way.”

“How about a nice dinner at the restaurant of your choice?”
“I am pretty sure, we are going to be tired after screaming in the concert. Which means, I will certainly want to go to bed right away.” Hoya was not going to lose easily.

Sunggyu could not come up with anything else that would make the younger give into his request. Attending NELL’s concert has been his longtime dream, and he wanted to share the happiness with the person he loved.

Sensing that Sunggyu was caught in dilemma, Hoya offered, “How about a proper kiss after the concert?”

Sunggyu wanted to say NO to the offer because he was not sure if that would go well or will he be able to control himself, will he lose it in the spur of the moment. But since he was already out of all the other options, he reluctantly nodded his head.

Sunggyu came to pick up Hoya in his apartment at 1 pm while the concert would not start until 5 pm.

“You are early. I thought we would be moving at around 3 from here.” Hoya was not prepared. Since the venue was close by to his place, he was relaxing on his weekend.

“I was umm…excited.” Sunggyu felt embarrassed now that he actually arrived to pick the younger up way before he should have.

“We can have some more time together. We can go there, grab some burgers and chat with other fans.” After the last part, he looked at Hoya’s expression because the main reason he came early was he wanted to chat with other fans, nothings is more delightful than to talk with the people having same interest and if, if they get lucky, they could get the glimpse of the idol, while they would be entering the venue or come out to greet fans.

Hoya was sure more than some quality time for themselves, the elder wanted to see his idols as soon as possible.

But he just complied with whatever the elder came up with. “Sure. Feel at home and I will get dressed.” Hoya excused himself to go change.

Sunggyu’s jaw dropped at how gorgeous Hoya looked. With black leather jacket, ripped jeans, white Tee with hair styled up, he looked stunning. Seeing Sunggyu staring at him, Hoya smirked.

“Shall we go?”

Sunggyu’s turned totally red knowing he got caught drooling at the younger.

“Y…yeah!” Sunggyu muttered making Hoya smile in victory.

Sunggyu was shouting the fanchants, enjoying himself so much, and singing along to all the songs. Hoya wondered how much did the fanboy listen to their song to remember each syllable by heart. Today he saw different side of Sunggyu for the first time which was totally enchanting. Sunggyu laughing whole heartedly, talking to different unknown person sharing their love to the group, the passion he had towards the people whom he admire, everything was new to him. Hoya was glad he could see this side of the elder which was so endearing, he wanted the moment to pause right then.

After the concert was over, Sunggyu thanked Hoya for joining him. The ecstasy was still high in the air. Rather than having a proper dinner they went to grab some fast food, given that Sunggyu felt so full due to excitement and didn’t have space for food in his tummy at the moment.

During the whole car ride to Hoya’s apartment, Sunggyu was rambling nonstop about how their voices sounded majestic, how they were shining on the stage, how sweet they were to acknowledge each fans. For Hoya, Sunggyu’s voice sounded like honey so, he let the elder talk without any disturbance.

When they reached the destination, Hoya invited the excited fanboy to the apartment.

“You can leave after a cup of coffee.” Sunggyu went in because he was thankful to the younger for keeping up with all his rant. He knew that it could be boring to the other person, if he is not a fan himself but he could not control himself from letting his over whelming emotions out.

Even while having the coffee, Sunggyu kept on telling how he is so impressed with Kim Jonghwan who not only has amazing vocal but he is a talented song writer and composer as well.

Though Hoya was not paying full attention to what the elder was rambling, his undivided attention was towards how the elder’s eyes were twitching talking about his idol, how his smile spread from ear to ear, how his lips were moving so quickly due to countless number of words he was speaking. His eyes moved from Sunggyu’s bangs, to his small but cute eyes, his sharp nose, his plump lips, his fine cut jawlines and again back to his lips.

Sunggyu noticed Hoya’s lack of attention to his fanboying only to see the piercing gaze that the younger had which made his skin burn.

Trying to get away, Sunggyu announced, “I…I think I should leave now.”

Catching Sunggyu by his wrist, Hoya whispered, “Where is my kiss you promised last time?”
 

 Remembering his words, a chill ran down Sunggyu’s spine. He quickly leaned forward and gave a peck in the expectant’s lips.

“We had agreed for PROPER kiss, hyung.” Hoya pulled the elder again and kissed him fully. The slow movement of lips got little hot as Hoya wanted entrance to Sunggyu’s mouth. They were tasting each other oh so pleasurably that Hoya wanted little more than that. He moved his hand to rub the inner thigh of the elder, Sunggyu was so lost in the moment that he didn’t notice the other’s intention.

Getting no refusal from the elder, Hoya’s hands found its way under Sunggyu’s shirt. At the cold sensation, Sunggyu got startled and broke the kiss.

“Sorry Hoya.” Sunggyu didn’t even spare any time to even pick up his hoodie, and stormed out of the room.

Tears were rolling down Sunggyu’s eyes! He had not expected his day to end like this! It was the day when he attended his favorite NELL’s concert, he was supposed to feel ecstatic but why is he here alone in his room, only dim light lightening his room, sobbing while holding his pillow hard.

It’s not like he didn’t want to be with Hoya or to have physical relation with the love of his life but when Hoya’s hands touched his sensitive skin, there was like fire burning inside his heart. The thought of Myunsgoo ran over him, the sad eyes his brother had when they had the quarrel, his broken heart by his sharp words. He could never forgive himself for what he had done.

A/N : Is Sunggyu being too selfish?! Or is he being too pathetic?! I don’t know, poor boy.

Anyways, English is not my mother tongue so, if you find any mistakes please consider it and feel free to rectify me~

And have you guys been watching Miss Hammurabi, I think I am falling in love with the drama and that’s coming that from a person who rarely watched K-Drama! Myungsoo has improved a lot in his acting, feeling so proud of him!