It’s been 6 months I’m in my place…..the place where I belong too….My memories are back….. I’m Kim Hyun Joong….President Of Kim Corporation…. This is the real me….I have a beautiful and loving family……. They all were in the height’s of happiness….when I came back to them……I missed them so much…….and I’m happy now for now I’m with my real family but…all these months I was asking the questions repeatedly…..Why did she lied to me? Why did she hide a big truth from me? Did she know I’m an chaebol…? So she used me for money? No…..all those day’s I was with her……I dint have a single penny…she was the one who took care of my expenses……Did she ? Did she? Did She? I have lot of question popping out in my head…..I’m confused…I’m frustrated and I’m Cheated……We made love…..a countless times……why did she loosed the precious thing of a women to me…….I hate her….I hate her so much…..but….I love her more than I hate her……There was never a single day…I stopped thinking about her and my daughter….I missed my princess…I missed so min…I missed her warm hug…I missed her loving smile……I missed every inch of her….but I was not dare enough to face her….I’m scared of hurting her emotionally or physically……It took 6 months to calm down myself…..i made up my mind……I want to meet her….I want to know the truth……why in this world she dint stop me…..why dint she think……the relationship that we had will changed into an affair……if….....I was back to reality….when my car stopped before the house I lived 6 months ago……

It’s been 6 months he left us…..that day….when I saw the pitch black house……Mt heart was broken into pieces….which  would never heal again……he left me…in my dark world again……I know this would happen but what I dint know that it  would happen this soon……I called him countless time……filled my sent box with infinity messages…..but his mobile is in switch off…and I never get a single response…..one thing confuses me…..why didn’t he come back to take his daughter…..but I’m thankful….for at least ha na is here with me……..my baby is turning one in a month…..she started to take her baby steps….how I wish he is here……..the whole house is filled with his memories……I sometimes see him smiling at me sitting in the couch……sometimes hugging me during sleep……sometimes kissing me passionately…..but…….i know I’m hallucinating…….he will never return back to me………I miss him so much…The last time I smiled was before he left….My life turned into upside down again……….

I placed ha na near to me in the bed………Ha na ya….did you miss appa…..I miss him too….do you think appa will come back to us………do you think app will think of us…….ha nay a…..you wont leave me alone like appa rt…..you will be with me forever rt…….even if your real amma is waiting for you……please don’t leave me alone ha na……now all I got is you and……and….you know……th