Chanyeol's POV
I'm such an idiot. What have I done?! I just lost my best friend and possible lover. I wish I would've just told Baekhyun sooner. I never meant to hurt him or Sehun. I did it anyways cause I didn't know how else to make myself feel better. I'm such a selfish . I need to talk to Lay and Kai about this and try to get them to change their ways as well. I've been trying desperately to change my ways ever since I met Baekhyun. His warm smile, the warmth of his hugs, and his compassion he showed me when I cried in his arms even though I acted horrible towards him. I've lost it all. No one else is to blame but me. It's all my fault that this happened. Why did I have to act like such an idiot? Tears run down my face as I sob into my pillow. "Baekhyun," I cry. "I'm so sorry! I'm sorry that I hurt you and Sehun. I wanted to tell you the truth but I was scared!" Oh what's the point of pretending he's in the same room as me?! He'll never forgive me now.
I reach under my bed and grab my teddy bear that I've had since I was a baby, and I hold it tight. It's warm fuzz collecting my tears. I cry for what seems forever but five minutes later my phone rings and I look at the caller ID: Baekhyun