Jongin pov: 

I can't believe he just walked out on me. On Kim Jongin. 

Well I guess I'm kinda at fault to for snapping at him when he was just trying to be nice but I just couldn't help it. I'm still angry because of this ing marriage but it's the same with him. I should apologize.

I walked out of the and search for him on the restaurant. I didn't see him so I went outside and I saw that he wasn't that far. 

I quickly jogged up to him grabbing his shoulder turning him around.

" What?" 

" I'm sorry the way that I acted was immature and you were just trying to be nice." 

" Glad you realized." He smiled and was about to walk away but I pulled him back.

" Let's just go back and start all over again." Kyungsoo looked at me weirdly but still agreed.

We got back inside into our room and ordered our food.

" I'm sorry that you have to marry me and not your girlfriend." 

I forgot about her, how am I going to tell her.

" My mom doesn't like her so I think that's why she mostly forced this marriage." 

Kyungsoo tilted his head to side confused.

" Well my mom has always said that she doesn't really like me she only likes my money and the things that I give her."

" Oh but why would your mom think such thing I'm sure your girlfriend is a nice girl." 

" She is but everyday she ask for money to buy clothes and all of that and for our anniversary I give her alot of gifts." 

" Oh." 

He thinks I didn't hear him but I did hear when he said 

" She does sound like one." Anger ran threw my veins he doesn't even know areum for him talking to be talking about her like that.

I yanked him by his hair clenching my jaw

" ow stopped your hurting me, please let go." Memories of my father came back and I quickly let him go.

Tears were running down his face non stop

" I'm sorry I just don't like it when people talk bad about my girlfriend."

" It's okay but I think you should really listen to your mom about her." I controlled my self this time and nodded my head.

Well we ate dinner quietly and it was awkward as .

Way to go jongin.

Once we were finished I paid and he got up before me and I couldn't help it, I  checked him out and he had really thick thighs and for a guy. 

Stop jongin you have a beautiful girlfriend but I can't lie he is cute.

Quickly getting up I went outside with kyungsoo and took him home. He is a nice person to hang with and he isn't annoying like areum.

I should really stop thinking about him and comparing him to my girlfriend.